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31 July 2007
Nabe! He never come today. He better come to school tmr if not I'll really kill him. >.> Teng Teng. He better not pang-sei us this Thursday.

But, come to think of it, normal doctors usually give 2 days MC. Maybe he's slacking at home in front of the TV right now xD I think I'm too used with the likes of Polyclinics. Even with those bitchy female doctors I always get. Always give 1 day MC. I don't know why. Do they think we can really get cures in a day? Or is it because they want you to waste your time the next day to go to the doctor for another MC. Then again, Polyclinics ARE hell lot cheaper than normal clinics.

Polyclinic - Max $10
Normal Clinic - Min $50

Wonder which one I'll favour. =.=

[ Ear-worming To: 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me) ]

For some strange reason, I was uber tired today. Woke up late at 7am this morning. Rushed to school, and yet, I was still lethargic.

Fell asleep halfway through Malay class. Too tired to even listen to what the teacher was saying, what more knowing the title of the Compo she asked us to right.

My lethargy brought forward to recess. Too tired to go down to the canteen, I went to my new Emo Corner.

Pon-ned English today. For recess & the 3 periods of English, I was at the prayer room at the roof - sleeping. Damn refreshing. Strange thing is that: Fox did not even notice I was gone. Hmmm... even when I left my bag and my stack of books on the table.

Actually, I'm glad that I skipped English. The class was doing some bullshit summary thing. Thank God I missed it.

Damn fun in there. Even though it was a super NOT ventilated area, it was still damn cold. Maybe because I was having a cold when I go to school. Maybe that's why I decided to skip recess and English there to sleep. Sigh. Scared that I'm really falling ill. Then this Thurs cannot go dragonboating. Haiz. Better not be like Hasif.

[ Ear-worming To: Aly & AJ - Potential Breakup Song ]

Now in the AEP Media Lab - again! Haiz. Good thing Mr Low decided to open the school up to 9.30pm. Still trying to finish the video. Sigh.. Dunno how long it will take before I can go home. =/

Ordered Canadian Pizza for dinner. Some smart guys named Terry Potter and Danial Pua counted 5 peeps instead of 4, and ordered 4 medium pizzas altogether. =.= Ended up paying $14.45 per person. Nabe...

Good thing not much homework today. Most of my homework completed during the first few periods of A. Maths xD Haha...

Forever missing you... terutamanya kerana kau tidak ke sekolah kebelakangan ini. Oleh itu, aku tidak dapat melihat wajahmu. Sedih hatiku. Walau bagaimanapun, semoga kau selamat dan sihat untuk ke sekolah esok. =)

... 7:39 pm

30 July 2007
Haiz.

After 3 days of outdoor activities IN THE RAIN... think I'm falling ill.

[ Now Listening To: Ne-Yo - So Sick ]

But who am I to say? Hasif fell ill today. Kind of expected, since he always fall ill before some major event, in this case, the Dragonboat Preliminary Round this Wed/Thurs.

Rember last year, he got the Mums before Speech Day. Then he got high fever before the orienteering race. xD Haha. Quite a sad life actually if you fall ill too easily.

Maybe it's the case of the nerves... Or maybe it's hereditary...

Damn it. If he's ill, we're screwed. He's the only Part C dragonboater (other than Johan) who has experience.

We're seriously screwed.

YOU BETTER GET BACK ON YOUR FEET BY WED, DUDE! We're all counting on you!!

Then again, I think he better fall ill now than on the competition day. Just hope he gets better, k?

Lots of love, k....

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna - Unfaithful ]

Wei Yi's still having a cold. The rest, dunno la. But since many of us has a better immunity towards illnesses than Hasif, I guess we're okay.

Er... people falling ill...makes me feel sooo cold. Too cold for comfort actually. Even in today's warm weather, I was shivering in class.

Fell asleep during E. Maths, (as if it was something out of the ordinary) until even when Donald Leo came into the class for a short 10 min History lesson.

Erm... yeah xD Me sleeping in class... Wow...

Currently in the media lab, while others are doing their Night Study thingy. Trying our best to finish the project which is like, due tmr! xD Haha. Doubt we could finish it though.

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland - The Way I Are ]

Leave me be at my work I guess. Can't believe I still have the time to blog.

Still feeling feverish though. And this air-con is NOT helping.

... 6:44 pm

29 July 2007
What a day...full of unexpected twists and turns. A tiresome day it was. All in the name of God.

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - Bleed It Out ]

Religious class today: An outing at MacRitche.

Not bad I must say. Wasn't too keen on the whole thing at first. But after a while, I adapted to the environment.

Sad thing that it had to rain though. Everyone there was seriously DRENCHED in the rain. Our shoes were muddy with all the mudslides. Our muscles cramped up. But we still persevered and finally made it all the way through the rainforest.

[ Now Listening To: Aly & AJ - Potential Breakup Song ]

Started at 9 at Venus Dr area there, which is next to Sin Ming/Bishan area. Walked a while. Then we had to turn back to the starting point because we made a wrong turn and hiked up a wrong hill. xD

Walked through the forest for a while when we reached the ranger station at 0945-ish. Then we resumed on our way to the Treetop Trail. Reached there at 1000. A real enlightening experience. The wind was very refreshing up on the bridge. Feels a lot like an air-conditioner. Even though the wind shook the bridge countless times, and many people, even the ustaz (teachers) were pale, we enjoyed ourselves on the bridge.

The bridge itself, quite sturdy. Yet it could have been longer for a more enlightening experience. Even though it was a one-way only bridge, many wanted to go again. xD Especially to enjoy the scenery and the height difference.

I'm sure Irsyad would be scared there. xD

After crossing the bridge, it began to pour. Really heavily. The raindrops itself was pretty sharp. And many were sharing their umbrella with one another. Others had to resort to banana leaves for shelter. xD

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna feat. Chris Brown - Rihanna/Cinderella Remix ]

Back to the ranger station at 1115-ish. Waited for the rain to stop, which is like 1 to 2 mins after we got there. =/

Trekked through the rainforest of MacRitche for a while, then walked around the perimeter of MacRitche reservoir, which is estimatedly 450m more distance than trekking through the forest. We covered a distance of 5km altogether from the ranger station to get the the carpark at MacRitche Park, where the VS Inter-House Cross Country is held. By then it was 1315.

Bus-ed back home. Wiped out. Tired. At risk of falling ill, especially due to the rain.

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On a side note, I received a bad new about my baby niece, Misha.

Being an ordinary child, she's very hyper; love to climb, love to jump; love to be very hyper-active.



But now, look at her now in a cast. =( Note her teary eyes. So cute yet so painful to bear...

The cute arm. OMG! Its swollen and the doctor just cast it, MAYBE because there's minor cracks. Hopefully there aren't any.

Poor baby.



She usually sucks her left thumb when she goes to sleep. Now she is forced to suck her right.

Poor baby. Lots of love from your uncle. ^^

... 8:26 pm

28 July 2007
Me: *grabs Hasif hands* Weather damn cold leh.
Hasif: Yup. But why do you grab MY hands?
Me: And you called yourself hot...


Weather has been so cold lately with all these rain and wind...

[ Now Listening To: Omarion - Ice Box ]

After an afternoon spent at Kallang Sea Sports Club dragonboating yesterday, we just HAD to visit that place again today... For Kayaking Training.

It's rare for us to have kayaking training on a Saturday. Still, the Sea Comp is one month away. But it's kinda weird having my Saturday booked for CCA, which usually never happens.

Planned to go National Library today for my AEP research crap. But because of the stupidity of today, decided to postpone it to tmr. =P

But today is an uber freaky day.

Woke up late this morning. 8.30am. Supposed to meet at Lavender Stn by 8.50am but my laziness overwhelmed me. xD

Too lazy to walk all the way to KSSC so I decided to take bus there instead. Bad idea. Found out mobbed by freaky people on a walk-a-thon along Kallang River/Beach Rd. Probably some stupid National Day thing. Saw Kevin Ng (from NPCC) too as part of the walk-a-thon...dunno why he's there too... xP

[ Now Listening To: Justin Timberlake - Summer Love ]

Suay loh. Had to do PT in front of those walk-a-thon bitches. What's worst is that Marsiling Sec and Choa Chu Kang Sec were there too.

Administrative stuff took a while to do. Cuz they now charge per person instead of per kayak, which is something which we had adapted to. They got a stupid new rule of 'No sharing of kayaks' blah. Got around that. They gave us SOME allowance to that rule.

Kayaking itself... Quite fun for the Part Cs la. I see the Part A and the 3 Part Bs... damn tired and stuff, after our amphibious PT and vigorous swimming/kayaking.

Forgot to mention that today's training ratio for Part Cs is 5:1. Mainly because SOME people wanna pang-sei others. Halfway through, ratio became 5:0. =P Haha. Damn racist sia.

It's was memorable to actually capsize another kayak whilst on one. Haha. Me (in kayak), Hasif and Farhan (both swimming), capsized Johan's kayak...TWICE!!! Was damn hilarious when the thing happened.

After an hour or so, heard more lightning, so we beached up and went indoors. Then it poured. Damn suay loh. It was like wasting $9 for the hour that we didn't manage to kayak. =/ Just slacked under shelter...

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna - Umbrella ]

Bathing time...don't want to say la. Just like yesterday's dragonboat training, full of jokes and tit flickin' in the shower.

The 5 of us went to KFC at Kallang. Free refills, but it was damn cold there so we didn't refill much. The queue was uber long when we got there so EVERYONE decided to spam photos.


Random Shot #1


Farhan looks weird in this photo. Then again, it IS Farhan...


I personally like this photo. Note the better camera quality of Nawawi's phone.


Note stupid face. xP


Note stupid hair. xD

[ Now Listening To: Mika - Love Today ]

Ate for quite a while. Saw plenty of eye candy as well. Saw this guy we met from Spec Course from PHS, whose name escapes me. OMG! His sister is seriously damn hot. xD

Then suddenly Hasif made this damn bastard joke about some gargantuan old lady and everyone started laughing like mad. Everyone spammed one bastard joke after another, we laughed for like 30 minutes! Our stomach were practically bursting from all the laughter and we were practically in tears...

Still, we're thankful that Bobo wasn't there. If he was, we would be laughing for over an hour cuz his laughter is damn contagious. I'm sure everyone there thought we were crazy bitches.

[ Now Listening To: Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape ]

30-ed back to Kembangan. Everyone else took the train home from there. I walked. Haha. For once, I'm thankful that I live close by. xP By then it was like almost 5-ish...

After laughing so much, it made me feel so tired and so wiped out... It was as if kayaking did nothing to us. Haha... My stomach still hurts though... =P

................................

Just realised one thing: My mascot is dead. xD

I completely forgot about him. And the last I spoke of him was how many months ago. =P Wakakaka.


... 6:48 pm

27 July 2007
I just don't get why people are so psyched up on certain things others hate. Better still, make fun of others based on their losses.

Are they deprived of their childhood or something? Or do they think they're too o0ber to evade these things which are seemingly never gonna happen to them..

You know whom I'm talking about, and why....

Sigh.

Ma'am was like damn pissed off with us yesterday. Too pissed off until me and Hasif (whom unfortunately took the same cab as her) had no choice but to remain silent for peace and serenity until we had to communicate via handphone.

Retarded? Maybe. But certain things have no choice but to be done and its consequences HAS to be accepted.

You still know what I'm talking about, and why....

Grrr...giving people another chance may be good. But will that person use this opportunity to its fullest potential? Why did that person get a 2nd chance anyways? Is it because of biasness? Or is it because people still support that person one way or another? Or is it because the opponents just simply gave up?

You still do know what I'm talking about, and why....

Does the consequences of certain events occur in a way that it affects other people? Or better yet, should it? Or are people simply too indifferent to even bother that they are being affected by these consequences, hence, being a big bastard who suans other people for their own entertainment. Are they too dumb to realise that they are insulting themselves as well?

Like blood in a human body, they are all related; linked to one another with means of blood vessels. If the vessels were to be cut off, will the blood be able to diffuse past that area and back?

You still definitely know what I'm talking about, and why....

Some people simply give up too easily because the final decision has been made. Too deprived of the consequences, he or she simply lets go of everything he or she holds in.

Not saying that that is wrong. It's just a mere case of perspective. Are you the one with the consequences, or against the consequences.

You know what I'm talking about, and why....

My dreams has shattered, and a nightmare rose. What I thought was a dream solution didn't came true...

But I'm glad you're still here. By my side always. ♥ Thank you for being a true gentleman, even though you gave up after you're dreams has been shattered. Someone else got a 2nd chance, and you let it all go. I'm fine with that. =) Just don't leave me. ♥♥♥ You're truly a sweet person. And I'm always on your side as well, whenever you need me. ♥

... 11:43 pm




Zzzzz... no mood to blog nowadays. Super busy thanks to SEA + AEP. >.>

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Teenagers ]

Wed. AEP Exhibition. Damn emo there. It's like all the artists are super emo and are there to showcase their reminiscent of their past childhood in a different perspective of different human beings. There's one piece showcasing the different positions of a human body, which in lameman's sight, looks like visuals of a guy masturbating.

Zzzz.. Martin's video was displayed there. Never watched it before and I found it interesting. Lol @ Titus acting.. all emo and such. Never though Adeeb was included in the video as well, named as some Chinese character whose name escaped me...

Had dinner at Macs and returned home at 10. At that point, I had less than 2 hours to complete the Physics Project which I amazingly did in half an hour.... Zzzzz

Guess I spammed tea too much at the reception during the Exhibition. Had insomnia that night. xD


Found this catchy word, which I may use in the near future... xD Lamescape!

[ Now Listening To: Amy Winehouse - Rehab ]

Thurs. Nothing much on Thurs except that interestingly mind-blowing Rap Appreciation thing we had during Malay period. The purpose of it is to appreciate the Malay Language extravagantly through the usage of rap, which is said to be the 'In Thing' now. Zzzzz.

Quite interesting I must say. At least those rappers took time to come to our school to teach us rap. But all of them are super mats 'n' minah. xP

Capteh'd with Hasif, Farhan and Hanif outside DnT Lab after school that day. Everyone there got jacked by the capteh. Then ciaoed to take the Chem Quiz. Filled in random answers then ciaoed to film the video, completely oblivious to the fact that the PSB EXCO meeting was still on. Join the meeting almost 4-ish, when me and Oswin saw everyone still in the PSB Room. After which we filmed Weng Keong talking... the tricked/persuaded the wonderful Ms Kara Tay Yi Jun to act as our teacher.

It was actually hilarious when we asked her to act. First we attempted at calling Mdm Ernie. She was in the toilet so we called Ms Tay. When Mdm Ernie exit the toilet, we had already asked her to act. And Ms Tay was all like 'Save Me!' as we slammed close the staff room door. =P Zzzzz

Mission Accomplished.

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - What I've Done ]

Fri. Today. Dragonboating.... Quite fun as first-timers. Still we had the pleasure of seeing Farhan getting jacked in the balls by a dragonboat. I especially liked the viking part ^^ Mwahahaha. Was all barefooted throughout the whole thing.

Zzz.... post more 'feelings' of the events maybe tmr. Maybe cuz I'm pissed/disappointed/angry/annoyed/depressed on certain things that occured. =/

HaizZzzzzz.

Still. My September Holidays are now booked. My August free time to study has been limited. And my two weeks had just gotten busier....

Dragonboating competition next Wed/Thurs, yet, details on time, venue, or even race details still had not been given out yet.... Zzzzz...

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[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending ]

Just finished watching Fruits Basket. And just like Ouran, it's Reverse Harem. So every episode reminds me of Ouran in a weird way.

Still. It's a wonderful anime, full with joy and sorrows, especially the ending. I actually cried. ;_; So touching...

[QUOTE]
Tohru Honda is a cheerful 16 year old girl. She was orphaned when her mother was killed in a car accident. Not wanting to burden anyone, she buys a tent and begins to live in a forest. She is determined to finish school in order to fulfill her mother's last wish. But, it turns out that the land Tohru is living on belongs to the Sohma family. She is quickly invited to live in the Sohma house (all males), as long as she is willing to cook and clean. One of the Sohma's, Yuki, is the most popular boy at Tohru's high school. He is swooned by girls constantly and is even referred to as the "prince" of the school. His cousins Shigure and Kyo make up the rest of the household.

Tohru knows that her living environment is out of the normal, but things turn out to get stranger. The members of the Sohma family are possessed by animals and they turn into their true selves when they are embraced by the opposite sex! You can imagine Tohru's surprise when she witnesses their secret. She promises not to tell a soul, but the "cat" may already be out of the bag.
[UNQUOTE]




Fruits Basket AMV : Nick Lachey - What's Left Of Me

... 10:27 pm

25 July 2007
Yesterday has been a real drag. With all that orienteering and AEP thing....

OMG! I'm so sick of filming and editing. If I have to look at another video camera, I'll barf. Too much of something simply makes you wanna puke your lungs out.

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - Bleed It Out ]

Doing that stupid Physics project, because Ng is too lazy to give us a test. Due Wednesday.

TODAY IS WEDNESDAY!!

Oh well. At least it's an online project, so I can submit it via email before by 24:00:00 tonight. =)

Gah. Just remembered got that stupid AEP Exhibition thing till 7 tonight. Damn it. What a waste of time. >.>

Life has been really cold. Touching your hands make me feel so warm inside and out. Like wires connecting the electrical circuit, I'm happy to be with you, touching you. =)

... 6:01 am

23 July 2007
Mr Leo: Should Racial Harmony be celebrated only in a day? Or should it be a practice throughout the year?

Pink is so me! ^^ Came to school in pink today. At least it got me out of my usual emo mood at school. Not a bad day I must say.

[ Now Listening To: Pink - Who Knew ]

Usual school. Except that the Hebei Baoding people invaded our school. Some quite hot. xD Haha....


Bio Lab... light intensity experiment...


Oooo.... Light..... *ponders*


Kara Tay's lesson...slept soo soundly during her lesson... ^^


Hebei Baoding cheo-bu + Justin + BB CSM


Jason and my kain songket ^^

[ Now Listening To: The Killers - Read My Mind ]

After school. Got some consent forms for AEP Exhibition this week and next week.

While other peeps got detention, I went joyriding after school in my pinkn3ss.

SBS9402R on Svc 31 from Marine Parade Rd to Bedok Stn
SBS7405X on Svc 2 from Bedok Stn to Loyang Ave
SBS9181C on Svc 59 from Loyang Ave to Bishan Int
SBS9035S on Svc 55 from Bishan Int to Jln Eunos

Halfway through, my slipper strap broke. ;_; Walked barefoot a bit until I found some UHU glue in my bag. Didn't stick the slipper and the strap together, but it sticks my foot to the slipper. Guess that will work. =D

Was practically limping past Junction 8 and my 1km walk back home from the bus stop. =/


Busted slipper ... x.=

Blahz. Lazy to post on my feelings and stuff. Just a normal day I guess. At least today I have some free time. =P I'm glad and thankful for that.

[ Now Listening To: Jesnita - Farhanah ]

Currently watching Fruits Basket. ^^ Love that anime as much as Ouran. It's soooo sweet. Hatsuharu is sooo hot with is black and white split personality. xD

Quote from Fruits Basket

The ones you love can make you sad, definitely makes you lonely, but can make you happier than usual. ^^

Makes me think of dier a lot....

... 9:51 pm

22 July 2007
This quiz was ripped off from Robin's blog!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people at their tag boards to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Jack's Mannequin - Dark Blue

Wow. Really blue. xD So mundane...

Will you get far in life?
Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

How far I will get in life depends on my past memories. xD

Will you get married?
Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry

Ummm.... Yeah. xD They're gonna cry upon seeing me. =(

What is your best friend's theme song?
Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape

Well, they do wanna pon lots of stuff. =/

What is the story of your life?
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

As if my life is really ending... xP

What was primary school like?
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

But I don't have a girlfriend at pri sch... xD

How can you get ahead in life?
Sick Puppies - All The Same

Same old, same old I guess

What is the best thing about your friends?
Linkin Park - Bleed It Out

Ummm... okay... xD

What is in store for this weekend?
Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape

Escape from school. Yeah!

What song describes you?
T.A.T.U - Not Gonna Get Us

Not gonna get me from doing what exactly?

How is your life going?
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Really emo. xD

What song will they play at your funeral?
Ne-Yo - Because Of You

Are they gonna blaming me for something?

How does the world see you?
Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls

Wow. They see me as a beautiful girl. xD Wakaka...this cracks me up.

Will you have a happy life?
Fergie - Glamorous

Happy and Glam! Yeah!

What do your friends really think of you?
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

Face down...really emo....

Do people secretly lust after you?
The Fray - Look After You

They lust AND look after me....

How can I make myself happy?
Dada - Lollipop

Licking is a good medicine for unhappiness. ^^

What should you do with your life?
Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane

Write a diary?

Will you ever have children?
30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill

I'll kill myself before I have children. They're so annoying...

The unlucky 5:
1)Danial
2)Farhan
3)Joshua
4)Yogi
5)Linus

... 1:39 am

21 July 2007
After that long 12 hour sleep. I feel so lethargic today. Which proves that too much sleep is actually bad for you.

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland - The Way I Are ]

Had lunch at Parkway with Mr Wong, Oswin, Justin, Kar Hoe and Amit. Since I woke up late, I reached there late. They SMSed me to meet at Svensson. And I was all like: WTF is Svensson?!

In the end found out that Svensson = Swensens. =.= *sweats*


Saw this cool VS bus overshooting the traffic lines on the way.....

Ordered their Breaded Chicken, which tastes good actually. But everyone was like ordering expensive stuff from the menu cuz in the end we all know that Mr Wong was paying for it. =P

For dessert we ordered this huge tub of Ice-Cream, which costs $23. It's 8 scoops of ice cream in a bowl with 8 different toppings on it, and a small cup of dry ice for an added effect. Quite worthwhile, especially because of the price. >.>

Everyone was bloated halfway through. Being our usual bastard-selves, we gave it all to Amit. Reason being: He's a vegetarian, so he needs all the energy he can get. ^^

I recalled one question during the Biology Revision test, where it asks, "What is a special daily requirement for someone who runs long distances every day?" And the answer was, "Ice Cream". =P


Behold! The Giant Earthquake Ice Cream

We thanked the teacher and dispersed at 3-ish. Decided to go out joyriding a bit since I was already out.

[ Now Listening To: Simple Plan - Addicted ]

Took 196 to Bedok. Went to Al-Ansar. Bought some halal sushi at a stall behind the mosque. Then went back to Bedok Int and headed to the Library.

Being my artistic self, I browsed the arts section, hoping to find any useful research materials for my Installation Report. Sadly, I found none. The only place I could find the resources is at the NLB. And it's 'For Reference Only'. WTF?!

Sigh.

Went back to Bedok. Saw 9 left its berth so I chionged all the way to the bus stop at the MRT Station, knocking into various random strangers unintentionally. Managed to catch up to the bus. Thank goodness. It was either that or a single decker bus. =.=


Vandalism: Broken periscope...

Don't you hate vandals? I can image someone actually dropping their PSP into the hole and will be unable to retrieve it unless the bottom glass is broken too. Haiz. Wonder what will happen if someone actually thought it was a thrash bin... =/ There goes the periscope.

[ Now Listening To: Lily Allen - LDN ]

9. Passed by Tanah Merah, Simei, Loyang, Changi. Dropped off at Changi Beach. Quite crowded there, for an ulu place. Had fun seeing various planes zooming past. =.="

Took 89 to Hougang. Planned to stop at Pasir Ris. But I fell asleep in the bus until I overshoot until Hougang Central Int. And I woke up thanks to this nice stranger who woke me up when everyone had alighted in the interchange.

Blahz. Took 101 to Kovan. Then took 81 back to Pasir Ris. Damn cold inside the bus. Cold bus + Rain = Foggy windows = Disability to View Outside. Haiz...

Went to Al-Istighfar afterwards. Damn crowded la. >.> Then took 5 back to Simei. Waiting for the bus took forever. Plus it was a quiet road, next to a forest, at night. Quite a scary environment. x.x Got bored and took random self photos. xD


Random Photo #1


Random Photo #2


Random Photo #3


Random Photo #4


Random Photo #5

Simei is quite a nostalgic place. The first time I've been to Simei was thanks to Azam who was kind enough to bring me over to his house for a study session. Then I remember us going to Syakirin's house to give her her homework. Then there's East Point, where various things occurred, especially at Sembawang. ^^ But that was long ago, when there was a cinema at East Point. Now no more liao. Sad...

[ Now Listening To: Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape ]

Walked past Hasif's house. Saw the lights on. Wondered what he was doing....

But usually, a normal Malay household will involve the hall lights on late at night. And bedroom lights occasionally on. While those unused lights will remain off. The only time all the lights will be on at night, is when there's a gathering or a celebration. =P Guess it applies to all house-holds nowadays.

Still, the nostalgic thing about the lights is that, it's dimly white. Usually nowadays people tend to use fluorescent lights or those yellow lights, which suck up a lot of power. Guess those kind of dimly white lights triggered a forgotten memory in my past.

Shall not go on into it. Very nostalgic indeed. =) Thanks Hasif's house's lights! =D

[ Now Listening To: Hilary Duff - Stranger ]

Took 9 back to Bedok. Then boarded 60 back to Eunos. The bus driver is super nice. He greeted everyone who boarded the bus and gave a heart-warming smile. ^^ It's rare to find those kind of people nowadays.

Suay. Somewhere at Bedok Reservoir, the bus doors malfunctioned. Had a good 5 minutes wasted with the bus just stoning there and the bus driver fix the door. In the end, all he needed was a kick boost from the engine to get the gears of the door to budge. =.="


Kind BC fixing door....

Reached home half past 8. Then my family forced me to go visit my grandmother back at Tampines. =.=

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape ]

No choice. So I just went with them. Returned back home at 12. =/

What a day.

Don't ask me why I didn't get a copy of the new Harry Potter book. I'm not into reading those kinds of book no matter how good the reviews are or how good people had commented on it. I'm simply not into it.

Overall Joyride

TIB0749G on S966 from Jln Eunos to Parkway Parade
SBS7360R on S196 from Opp Parkway Parade to Bedok Int
SBS9320T on S9 from Bedok Int to Changi Beach
SBS9672C on S89 from Changi Beach to Hougang Ctrl Int
SBS2697C on S101 from Hougang Ctrl to Kovan Stn
SBS9801Y on S81 from Kovan Stn to Pasir Ris Dr 1
SBS3662X on S5 from Pasir Ris Dr 3 to Simei Rd
SBS2750G on S9 from Simei St 3 to Bedok Int
SBS0094E on S60 from Bedok Int to Jln Eunos


Random Words Of The Day: Nostalgic, Stranger

... 11:56 pm




Apparently the Mdm Kwok and Thinesh quote from my previous post meant something else. Mdm Kwok was trying to state that she can't see him for a meeting. >.> Haha. Amazing how people can misinterpret certain things.

[ Now Listening To: Panic! At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off ]

Yesterday. Not that boring. Actually had fun in school. Woke up earlier for school. And got to school before 7.15am =P Still an achievement for me.

The usual thing. Pigeon-holed some homework then ciao to locker, when I realised I got 3 tests that day. Make that 2 since Chem test was postponed to next week. Phew.

Chem. The usual la. Got that 'how do you represent the number six' thingy. Random answers such as root of 36, 3 couples, 6 boobs, Jason, half Lee Guan's nose etc. Blah. 6 x 10^23

Malay. Was doing work whilst completing my Chem WB. Decided to stop when I realised the whole exercise is based on calculations. =.= 'Total Mass = No of Moles x Molar Mass' This crap equation applied throughout the whole exercise. Sianz. Had the Malay test post-poned too. Thank goodness.

Recess. So boring. I usually don't eat during recess. So I went disturbing other people. Blah. Then Fox found me and gave me a detention slip for not completing my Argumentative Essay. =.= Not say Nawawi also got that slip.

ANOTHER DETENTION??? Gah. I hate these kinds of teachers. Give out detention like free. We have a life.

Bio. Lol. Got Bio test then everyone spam questions at Leow for 2 WHOLE periods. Then test last period. Haha. Then we tricked Leow for dismissing us early again. Mwahahaha. So fun. ^^

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Helena ]

After school @ mosque. Nawawi and Farhan belanja-ed 5 people? (i think) Air Katirah, which is this soya bean drink with some black stuff inside. (can't rmb the name) I just gave mine to Muhsin. Haha. Not into those kinds of drink.

Took my E.Maths test before going for detention. Kara Tay had to leave school early so he left me alone doing the test and simply told me. After 30 min, leave your test inside the pigeon hole. =P What a joke....

Detention. So fun. Chia went out for photo taking for hours. And Maran was inside the Discipline Office busy doing stuff. So no supervision. We all play like shit. =P Me, Bobo and Hasif sat together at one/three table(s). Johan went emo at the other table.

Halfway through. Started jacking each other. Damn funny la. Then Bobo had his hypothesis that he feels his balls had dropped off. He unzipped and checked...still fine. Joker. Strip in front of us.

Then more Sea-Farers came. Cuz got that interview/discussion talk with Mr Chung.

Left detention at 3.30 with my Argumentative Essay still undone and went to the Sea Room for that discussion/interview. Joshua took 15 mins. Nawawi took 35 fcuking minutes. The rest took short 5 mins to talk to him.

Whilst waiting. Slacked in the Air Room with Mervin. We coped most of their stuff since the room is gonna close down. Then saw the Land Room back door was open. So we took a peek at their stuff.


We're coping Air Room's carom board ... and slacking


The lanyard completely suits me!!


Blah. After one to one interview. We had a group discussion where we could spam points about each other. >.> Made plenty of conclusions for everyone. Hasif in now the flickin' tits player. etc. Forgot the rest bah. I can still rmb the A to Z problems with Johanness. Damn joke.

[ Now Listening To: Fall Out Boy - Thriller ]

Quite weird really. When Chung was there, everyone was speaking so seriously, in proper English sentences. But when Chung left halfway, everyone was like suddenly playful (pokes Hasif) and speaking mixed languages. =/

But somehow or rather... Felt like I said something wrong there. I don't really know what. Cuz I said lots of stuff there. It's like I said something stupid that will harm that person and indirectly affect me... Could it be that I condemn certain people behind their backs? Or that stupid phrase I made to Hasif? Err.... Damn.

Something just felt so wrong during and after the discussion thingy. Is it really right to talk abbourrit in such conditions? Where people are there. Isn't certain things best kept on a one-to-one basis? Everyone was stressing Joshua out in the beginning. He looked sorta pitiful.

Suay.

Chung asked me. Who do you want to be the next ASM. I was about to say Hasif. When he added not to pick the 3 who got into trouble for the soccer incident... I kept quiet.

Harsh.

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone ]


Discussion Room... Note that lights are back on.


We're busy thrash talking about each other. *Pokes Hasif's sian face*


Played soccer with Fadhil afterwards till 7.30pm. Fadhil was aiming the ball at Nawawi and the ball always diverged to me. Haiz.

Hasif was super sweaty until he borrowed a shirt from PB room. Fuck la. He whipped the shirt at everyone and everyone was like, "Fuck u sweaty bitch."

Cabbed home after that. Damn the peak hour surcharge. Suck $2 out of my wallet in a snap. Haiz.

Big mistake to come home at that time. Was too tired and sleepy that I felt asleep flat on the toilet floor for 2 hours with the water running. =/

When I woke up. Too tired. Just fell onto my bed, in my towel, with the computer on, shut everyone out and slept till 5 in the morning....

[ Now Listening To: P. Diddy ft. Keisha Cole - Last Night ]

Simply stoning now. Till lunch. When Mr. Wong will be belanja-ing the 3D VC Committee lunch at Parkway.

Did I really said something wrong to you? Forgive me. I don't want you to hate me. The whole time in the toilet, I was simply thinking of you....

... 10:42 am

19 July 2007
Mdm Kwok: *exits staff room* Thinesh! Thinesh! Where are you?
Thinesh: *behind pillar* Here!
Mdm Kwok: I can't see you.


Feel like a long time since I had lessons on a Thursday. Maybe because last week is the VC. =/ Still I feel so unprepared for it.

Suay loh. Yesterday slept after the Track N Field thingy. Homework all undone. =/

[ Now Listening To: Hilary Duff - Stranger ]

History/SS. So boring. Slept in class again. Even though we're at the Computer Lab. Fadhil is like blasting music across the room. And our dear nonchalant teacher is just sitting there stoning. Haha.

Yawn.

A. Maths. More blahz. More homework.

Then chem lab. Supposed to be there 5 min before recess ended but Kar Hoe went to unlock the class doors 5 min after recess ended, as per normal. Then kena scolded blahz. But the practical was interesting. Weird that my M in MCO3 has a relative atomic mass of 35.5, which is that of Chlorine. =P

Malay. Danial damn suay loh. Wanna scare the teacher ended up having his phone confiscated till the end of class. Haha. Ended up copying Hasif's work. That's IS a first. Usually he'll be the one swiping my book halfway through my work. =P

[ Now Listening To: Jamie Kennedy - Circle Circle Dot Dot ]

Then after school. Got Kayaking. Decided to pon. So only 3/4 out of 9 showed up. Johan, Bobo, Hasif and me all go detention liao. Nawawi pon school. What a joke. Johan joined the rest err... after his detention.

What a way to celebrate Yun Han's Birthday. With less Part Cs ^^

Played soccer at Bilik Air before detention. And I got most of it on tape. =D Haha.

Various random stuff happened during detention. Since we're were outside the staff room, many things occurred. Like when Farhan started calling me when Chia was right in front of me. So my leg was all vibrating in front of him.

Bleah. Took 2 hours during detention to finish my karangan. Most of the time I was stoning there. =/ Ciao-ed back home with Hasif at 4.48pm, according to his watch. He managed to clock 2 and a half hours out of his 5 hours which is to be done by the end of the week.

But something made my day. Apparently, the whole "Demotion" thing was merely just a threat to the 3 of them. They're still 2SGs and will only get demoted if they cocked up again.

Take that Wei Guang. The Sea of 2nd Sergeants relived! Yay!

Kind of expected from Mrs Peh la. Do you expect that kind of thing to happen to the 'Naib Sarjan Major Yang Baru'? Haha. Dont think he'll be embarrassed to turn up for training any more.

Now just good luck to NCC(Land) and the whole 'reshuffling' of posts thing, esp those of you who love your posts.

[ Now Listening To: Jack's Mannequin - Dark Blue ]

Took 196 to Bedok with Hasif. Oddly, the destination plate reads "Clementi to Marine Parade". Not say Marine Parade Terminal closed down long ago when VS bought the land. =.=

Hasif: I bet you Farhan's not kayaking.
Me: There's no 10 seater kayak.
Hasif: So let's call him.


Reached home at 5.30pm. Immediately slept till 1am. Downloaded more music to my phone, do homework and now blogging about this. Yay! More of my torrents are finally finished. Haha. Gonna watch them all - Fruits Basket, Papa To Kiss In The Dark, Boku No Pico.

Tmr. 3 subjects - Chem, Bio, Malay. 3 tests. Damn suay.

Spending most of my day with dier made me realise one thing. KU SAYANG MU EVEN MORE!!!

... 8:52 am

18 July 2007
Question: Why?
Answer: Because....
Everyone: When the sun shines, we shine together....


Haha. New joke after the UnderWhere one. Apparently, many are addicted to that song. Umbrella by Rihanna feat. Jay-Z. =P

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna feat. Jay-Z & Chris Brown - Umbrella/Cinderella (Remix) ]

Today is the Track And Field Championships, convenietly held at Choa Chu Kang Stadium.

Woke up late for school today. Rushed like shit to get to school. Only to find out that my battery died last night because I left it connected to my computer's USB Port and the computer was on the whole night. =/

Good thing I had a few minutes to charge the phone. Suay la. Too low of a battery to even use the camera. Good thing Glen was there to lend a helping hand. =) We switched phones for the day. He gave me his Nokia 5300 in exchange for my Nokia 6233. Memory card and SIM Card was still in our posession. So lucky ^^ Phone got battery.

But everyone was damn emo there la. Especially Clement... until the afternoon session people came.

[ Now Listening To: Justin Timberlake - LoveStoned ]

Put up banners till 11. Most of our banners were too big, so we had no choice but to fold it. =.=

Slacked for an hour after that. Then went for lunch at Lot 1 Shopping Center. Me, Wei Hao, Lee Guan, Oswin, Joel, Thomas went to Macs. Clement and other red/black shirts went to either KFC or Long John's.

Went back to the stadium to find out the thing was starting so we were all kicked out of the stadium. Now we need tickets to enter.

While waiting, I slept on the stairs. Others were either mingling or playing with their handphones. *cough* Pokemon *cough*

Then the other red shirts and supporters joined us. Good thing we booked FRONT ROW seats. But other schools are seriously damn kiasu la. Book people's houses one week in advance to hang their banners. =.=

The events itself were ... blah. Lazy to talk about them. It's like usual field events. The usual imba ones la. 1.5km in 4.18 sec. Wow. Imagine running that fast for 1.6km in primary school. =P

Finished the whole thing with our usual school songs + cheer. The spelling cheer, Clement was the first to fall. Everyone was pushing Danial since he's holding the school flag. Then he fell. Then we fell. Suay.

[ Now Listening To: Sean Paul - We Be Burnin' ]

But our spirits were still kept high. Though we lost, we still cheered till it was over.

VS.............. Pow Pow Power!

Lol. We cheered the VS Power during the final lap of one of the race. Everyone was like VS...... but no one managed to pull through the Pow Pow Power as the runner crossed the finishing line. =P Imagine holding your breath for that long. 400m to them is around 40 seconds?

Re-switched phones with Glen before going back to school. The final bits of my handphone battery was used to listen to music on the way back.

Reached school at 8. Decided to call my Dad to fetch me, when I reliased my handphone is dead....

Borrowed, called, ciao-ed, slept.

[ Now Listening To: Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane ]

On a side note, I finally know how to play Worms thanks to Wei Hao. ^^ Just need to find one downloadable in my phone. =P

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Photos


Wondering where to hang the huge banner....


...but we decided to slack...


...and slack with technology!


Hanging banners...Lol @ Jason hugging tree.


Clement being Emo in the morning.


And so is Danial in the evening.


Red shirts! =)


St. Nicholas Girls' supports Mr Sng! =0


But throughout the whole thing, all I was thinking was dier. Pity that I couldn't see dier today. Why did dier chose not to come like everyone else? =(

... 10:39 pm

17 July 2007
[ Now Listening To: Radiohead - Creep ]

Bleah. Today, still quite pissed off that some people are still happy about that incident. I mean like... STOP IT LA!! You're pissing me off by the fact that you really enjoy someone's losses and disappointments.

What kind of donkey do you think you are? Do you think you're so God-like that you can play with people's emotions? Do you think you're so elite and flawless that you have to step on other people just for entertainment, or for your personal gain?

Bullshit.

Don't joke around with emotions. I should know. I'm the very emotional kind. That's why this is seriously pissing me off.

Haha. Bobo kena strip off rank and sacked off his monitor rights. Hasif kena strip off rank and sacked off his future post. Blah de blah de blah de blah. STOP IT FOR GOD'S SAKE!!

How would you like it if you lost something precious to you. Worse still, losing something that you had earned hard for, for 3 years. All sweat, tears and blood shed all down the drain. How would you like that?

Feel like really killing Bobo right now. If his ball control wasn't so horrible, none of this would happen. I won't be pissed. Hasif can replace the subject and Nawawi will be happy.

DIE! DIE! DIE!

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - What I've Done ]

Errrggh. Stop it. Fuck all you people who said we deserved it. Fact is, only Bobo should deserve it since it was all because of him. No point getting others in trouble just for one touch of the ball, when it was his fabulous ball control that had the ball flying down to the basketball court.

Why should other people suffer because of someone's mistake? >.>

Annoying bitches.

Thought it was all over. But it just had to keep on haunting and daunting me!! *SMASHES KEYBOARD!!!*

AARARARAGHARGAHRHAHAHRRHHGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

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*cools down*

[ Now Listening To: Jojo - Leave (Get Out) ]

Part 2 of persuasive speeches today. Thankfully I didn't get picked yet. But from those who had presented, most of them were very nervous. Can see it clearly form my seat at the back. Still, no one can beat Jason. =P

But I damn sian of the topics already. It's like hearing the same thing over and over again. Thava made a racist joke during his speech and everyone laughed like shit. Wafiy made that 'I used to be a Pornography lover until my parents found out' kind of speech. Haha.

Supposed to finish the speeches tmr, but since there's that Track & Field Championship thingy, will be ponning school tmr =D Heh.

Sad that dier is not following. =/ Gonna be quite lonely.

AEP; the usual. Borrowed a video camera + tripod + extra battery + video tape + charger. Not say the video project is due in two weeks time and we only have one week to film AND edit.

Haiz.

[Edit]

Haha. Messaged to 987FM abbourrit. And the DJ replied that I need to get overrit and dun be so emo. No need to feel responsible cuz accidents are inevitable. Blah.

Ish actually surprised that my SMS went through. =P

... 8:19 pm




11/7/07

SBS bus driver arrested for drink-driving
Leong Wee Keat
weekeat@mediacorp.com.sg


An SBS Transit bus captain was arrested - and subsequently sacked - for drink driving, after the bus he was driving crashed into a lamp-post yesterday morning.

This is the first drink-driving incident involving one of its bus captains, said SBS Transit, which has since terminated the services of the driver.

The Service 145 bus was travelling along Victoria Street, towards Kallang, when the accident happened at 9.30am.

Witnesses told Today that the bus was travelling in the bus lane opposite Raffles Hospital when it mounted a kerb and crashed into the lamp-post.

Four passengers were believed to be on board, but no one was injured.

The driver, a man in his mid-30s, is out on bail. If charged and convicted of drink driving, he could be fined between $1,000 and $5,000, or jailed six months and banned from driving for at least a year.

SBS Transit spokesperson Tammy Tan said the company is "appalled" by the incident and added: "We take a very serious view of this and have decided to sack the bus captain as a warning to other bus captains."

SBS Transit currently operates 2,800 of the 3,500 public buses here.

The damaged lamp-post was later replaced.

In the first quarter of this year, 920 people were arrested for drink-driving, 22 per cent more than the same period last year.

In the high profile drink-driving case involving actor Christopher Lee, who was released from jail recently, High Court Judge Lee Seiu Kin called drink driving a "social menace".

Justice Lee said he wanted to send a "sobering chill down the spines" of potential drink drivers last month when he extended Lee's original jail term of a month by another two weeks. He also said the tendency of the courts to merely impose fines for first-time offenders ought to stop. - TODAY

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15/7/07

SBS 2787B (48 ARBP) was involved in a accident, knocking down someone at Serangoon Road/Bukit Timah Road

Man dies in bus accident at junction in front of Tekka Mall

SINGAPORE: A man died after he was knocked down by a bus at the junction of Serangoon Road and Bukit Timah Road, in front of Tekka Mall on Sunday afternoon.

Police were called to the scene just before 12 noon.

The pedestrian was pronounced dead shortly after.

Channel NewsAsia understands that the man was a Nepalese student.

The bus driver is assisting police with their investigations.

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Wow. 2 accidents in a week. That's really bad. What is happening with SBST nowadays? Kill people only. Is it because they're unhappy on the abuse of Bus Captains that they take it out on other people?

Jinxed.

... 7:43 pm

16 July 2007
Well, on my way to school... guess what I saw!


Photo used with permission

Obviously I didn't go to Yio Chu Kang to take that shot. But I'm overjoyed to see that Service 13 finally gets their share of double-deckers! =D Yay!

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*At 1C*
Mr Chia: Do I look like a devil to you?
Me: *Giggles*
Mr Chia: Do I look ugly?
Me: *Almost bursting to laughter*
Mr Chia: I don't. So why need to be scared of me.
Me: *ish tickled*


Haiz. Today was a mixture of sadness, depression and blueness. Poor Hasif, Bobo and Johan. Got stripped off of their 2SG ranks. I know Wei Guang is damn happy lah since we're no longer a Sea Of 2nd Sergeants. >.< But this feeling of compassion waves through my (and the rest) hearts.

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - Bleed It Out ]

Didn't know they took that matter so seriously. First Maran suanned them in the parade square. Then Chia suanned them in my PSL Class during my PSL Session. Fuck them la. Even Peh and Chung was all pissed off abbourrit.

Peh told Farhan, Wei Yi, Bobo and Jackson that if they screwed up or even stepped into Chia's office, their ranks will get stripped off. But does this applies to the rest of us? Yes it does. Even with just a touch of the ball, people gets into trouble.

Chung told me during my PSL Session (He's the AFT for 1C), "Take as much time as you want." From that simple quote, I can deduce that he was either indifferent towards his own class, especially since he said "want", which is not a "need", or he was apparently pissed off by that incident.

I call it unfair since it was simply an accident. We blame it all on Farhan. But apparently Bobo was the one who kicked the ball down from the amphitheater.

But technically, it was all (not Joshua) our fault since Nawawi was the one who told us, "Don't play ball in the Sea Room. If you wanna play, play outside". Which we did. And that tragic event just happened. It was really unfortunate that Chia just happened to be there. Of all the places....

Consequences are inevitable. But is it fair to harm the innocent in the process? I myself was hurt when they got demoted. I myself got hurt when everyone suanned them like a pile of shit smushed into smitherines.

Bobo just had to be Chia's friend. It's because of that he didn't forget the incident. Hasif and Johan called themselves Chia's 'new' friends, since they have a feeling they'll have to see them again.

Apparently they got suanned again during class in front of their own classes. Quite pitiful actually. And they got called a donkey for a no apparent reason. Why? Is it because donkeys are dumb? Haiz. Maran is simply full of metaphors to describe people.

They got a report in the end. Haiz. Sad case. Just a touch of the ball and a report is written, just because an accident occured. Peh is gonna remain pissed for weeks.

[ Now Listening To: Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry ]

No of Reports
Nawawi: 0
Joshua: 0
Hasif: 1
Me: 0 (1 if I'm late for school again)
Bobo: >2
Wei Yi: 1
Johanness: 1
Jackson: 1
Farhan: 5

Feel like deliberately come to school late. Seems like an 'In' thing to do to get a report. =.= Esp in this CCA of screw ups. But it is at risk of my PSB EXCO position. =/

Might as well just say, we are screwed; Let's tell Ma'am, strip all our ranks too since we were there and are all responsible for not preventing the incident (except Josh) or maybe, let's quit NCC and join NCC, the New Chess Club! x) 3F did made those chess boards during VC for a reason! >.>

Because of this embarrassment and guilt, I was damn sian in school. Sketched emo pictures in my notebook during Bio Lab while the rest are busy drawing cells. Self-mutilated myself during E.Maths, if you call it. It's not really that big though.

PSL Session. At first I was all okay abbourrit. Then Chung gave me that sentence is a certain manner. Then Chia stepped into class and gave his retarded speech whilst suanning some people. >.< Fuck his face la.

It's like 3 stripes has just been given away just like that. Just like the ball falling 3 storeys below to the basketball court. 1 stripe per storey.

Haiz. Boredom. Sorrow. Pity. Discrimination.

[ Now Listening To: Amy Winehouse - Rehab ]

Hasif: My life has been flushed down the drain thanks to that fat lard. *points to Bobo*

True. From a clean record to Chia's friend. 2SG down to a 3SG. And did I forgot to mention that *switches to Malay* dia sepatutnya menjadi Naib Sarjan Major yang baru, tetapi oleh sebab perkara ini, the subject yang masih mendapat posisi itu. So that's another loss.

Wow. 3 strikes. If I was in his shoes, I would have barcoded myself. Heard from the 3H people that he was all 'emo' in class. What a pity.... =/

Tentang promosi akan Naib Sarjan Major yang bahru, saya hanya takut posisi itu diberi kepadaku. Saya boleh menerima kunci bilik sauna yang dipanggil bilik air. Malah, tekanan yang diberikan sangatlah besar. Aku sudah ada banyak perkara lagi dalam hidup saya. History/SS saya semakin teruk. Art saya semakin teruk. Eng dan Melayu saya juga semakin teruk.

Haiz.

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I'll just put that aside for now.

MT LC today. Got to enjoy the fact that it's broadcasted on the radio. And of all stations, it's RIA 89.7FM =D I recalled somewhere last year when I tuned into RIA and I was listening to some listening comprehension shit. I was like WTF?

[ Now Listening To: Timberland - The Way I Are ]

This song was apparently played on the radio before our LC. Ironic. xD

Too bad it was broadcasted at 5. So we had no choice but to wait till then. Planned to slack at Sea Room with Nawawi, Fadhil, Johan, Hasif and Farhan after Fadhil, Nawawi and Johan cleaned up the Home Ec Room sinks because of that 'pork' incident. But we reliased it was too much of a sauna so we decided to slack in the mosque for a while then off to parkway. Ended up getting scolded by Chia because 'we were still in school' and all that jazz.

Slacked in the mosque. Fadhil slipped in the toilet, accidentally pushed Hasif down. Both of them got bleeding injury at the same location - the left knee. =.= Ironic.

Fadhil left halfway to the library at Marine Parade. The rest stayed and slacked in the mosque.

Blah. Random boredom pictures.


Everyone is sooo Handphone-tech. *suans Wei Guang*


Nawawi!! What ARE you doing?


Hasif really IS emo today. =/ Injury caused by Fadhil xD


Ironic. One is simply 'Lost'. While the other is 'Found' to be fat. =.=


Shhh.... Emo @ Work...

The LC itself was not bad la. Managed to understand the passages easily, and I think I managed to answer the questions all correctly. It's really ironic that one of the passages is about this emo person who simply wants to be alone. At first when I read it, I was all like: WTF?

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[ Now Listening To: Shirley Tan - Window ]

Haiz. Tmr AEP after school. Then got that Persuasive Speech thingy for English. I feel the temptation to pon English for the nth time. =D

Just remembered that I have Karangan to do. Shit la. I just hope Shyamira would give more allowance to us. *winks*

Wed. Track & Field Championship. I'm going for the morning shift along with *almost* all the 3D people. It's just a simple reason: We wanna pon English. And for Oswin's case: We wanna pon PE. xD Haha. We'll see how fun it is knocking door to door asking people that we want to hang banners outside their HDB windows.

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Suay. Hasif and Johan say they don't wanna go cuz they scared Maran there and will strip off their red shirts as well. =/

... 8:17 pm

15 July 2007


BREAKING NEWS
Nawawi lost his tie! OMG!

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Speech Day yesterday. Because of my lack of sleep during VC, I overslept and woke up at 12pm yesterday, when Nawawi told us to meet up at 12.30pm =P Quickly rushed there to find out Mr Wong and Justin needed my help to export the video again. =.= Ended up being late for the rehearsal.

[ Now Listening To: Jojo - Too Little Too Late ]

Not saying that Joshua was also late did not come for the rehearsal. Ended up kicking one Part B out just because Joshua came after the rehearsal.

But the actual parade was quite fast actually. At least it wasn't like last year when Narthan came half an hour late.

Then we had another talk with Ma'am. Shit. I realised I had lost the attendance book. =/ Then we also had that 'some of you are gonna step down from your position' thing. Kinda obvious who it is gonna be from my previous posts. But it will be hard for that person too.

Well. Then watched the ceremony in the hall for a while. When we realised it got too boring during the uber long prize presentation, we just went to the SEA Room and slacked.

The SEA Room is still blacked out. Unfortunately. So it's DAMN FUCKING HOT inside. We quickly changed, playing 'some' soccer at the amphitheater then ciaoed. Not say Bobo kicked the ball down to the basketball court by accident where some cars are packed and Chia just happened to be there. Hasif was all scared to get a report just because of that incident. Got to pity him and his clean record. =(

Went to Parkway. Planned to eat at Banquet when we got that Burger King coupon discount thingy and went there instead. Not say the drink is super small. Haiz. But we managed to kill 20 minutes eating there before we went home.

Everyone was sooo emo on the way home. All listening to MP3. Haha.

Did I say home? I had to go to my sister's home in Tampines yesterday night. My family said that they'll be there at around 6 and leave at 9. When I reach there at 8, they're not there yet. They came at 10-ish instead. =.= Jokerz... Actually slept the entire time I was there. Weird, all I was dreaming about was dier and dier's super short shorts and tight ass dier showed me. =.= Fantasising.....

[ Now Listening To: Akon - I Wanna Fuck You ]

Reached home at 12 then slept like I was dead till 8.15am. Not saying that my religious class started at 8. =.= Got late and all... Haiz...

I blame it all on VC.

Bleah. So bored now. Homework all finished (except the Malay Karangan, which I don't really call it homework since not many are gonna do), and I'm not a computer gamer. I alredy quit Neopets since it's sooo boring there now. Haiz. Nothing to do now really

Tmr PSL Session & MT LC. Then Tues AEP. Wed Track & Field Championships. =/ Haiz. I'm still waiting for the day where I'll be free after dismissal at 2.15 ... Guess I'll have to wait a long time....... Oh well. At least I'll be in the same classroom as dier for MT LC. =D Which is unfortunately scheduled at 5pm >.< Grrr...

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Shounen-Ai AMV
T.A.T.U - Not Gonna Get Us



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Blah. Random quiz...

... 11:23 am

13 July 2007
A few weeks ago,
Nawawi: Did you hear the lightning?

A few days ago,
Nawawi: When you go bicycling, bicycle carefully.

Today,
Nawawi: How long is 30 minutes?


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Victoria Challenge.

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade ]

Damn suay loh. Thurs morning got that red shirt thing. I wanted to be in the 'V', but I still got stuck in the 'S'. Everyone pang-sei me go 'V' and I got stuck amongst Sec 4s. Haha. At least Rodney and Sean was with me. And we were with the Sec 3 cohort. So it's okay la.

The opening ceremony. Not bad la. Except the fact that the torch got extinguished before reaching the stage because the speech given was too long. Haha. Then Mr Tan got to light the pit with matches instead. Quite a hilarious scene really. Still, me and Wei Guang anticipated the whole 'Torch Extinguished before Burning the Pit' thingy. You got to give thumbs up for the scouts who had to stay up all day and night to keep the fire alive. =P

The party-poppers. Pity those who got to clean it up. But there's this one confetti which entered my sweaty shirt. Oh well. At least it was pink. =.= The VS Unite Cheer, quite soft on my end la. Cuz I was right at the side of the Sec 3 cohort, next to the Band.

After which, we went back to class to assign duties for the video. Morning we videoed and recorded the class singing the school song at the Parade Square and at the AVA Room. We coped the VS Flag from the Hall to make a not-so-stunning-yet-stunning background when they sing. Sad to say, some say slower than others. Some say louder than others. So the end product was not harmonious.

Lunch we had Canadian Pizza. =D All belanja-ed by our dear Mr Wong. ^^

Then in the afternoon, we vedioed us cheering various cheers at the foyer. We cheered the VS Unite, which is not bad, cheered Spelling Cheer, which sounded like shit towards the end, and VS Power, where everyone dao-ed Walter's cue for the 'Pow Pow Power!' Haha. He looked retarded in the video when everyone dao-ed his cue.

Then we dismissed those 23 people who were dying to go to Zion so much. Since we no longer require their assistance, we dismissed them. With 17 people left, we tried filming the 'acting' part. But sadly, the sunlight is too bright causing an overexposure in the video camera. So we gave ourselves a long break till 6pm. =D

Saw other classes challenges. I personally liked 3J's one. No duh. It's Danial Pua's idea. I like the Art Corner too. Really classy. But I hated the toilet door on the 5th level. Really ugly. If I'm not mistaken, it's painted by Yu Fan's class.

3H damn slack la. Just paint DnT benches White. And that only took a few hours. =.= 3I also. Take class photo at every MRT Station. Not say that taking photos at MRT Stations are illegal la. But what can you expect from RO's class. Heard that 3F *almost* everyone went to Zion from the beginning of the challenge and that they were forced to remain in school when they were caught. So they started their challenge late at night after a long scolding, when Peh decided it was a mistake to send them 'home' in the morning.

And guess who sabo-ed them. Bobo.

[ Now Listening To: Beyonce & Shakira - Beautiful Liar (Spanish Version) ]

Editing time afterwards. While me and Oswin edits. The rest were filming the acting portion. Editing took a lot out of me. Me and Oswin were sleeping in shifts to edit. Since the rest don't know how to edit, they were given the freedom to use the computers in the Development Lab, if they know the password. Mainly, Amit hacked into every computer. =.= At least those with Internet connectivity. Others were either playing sports or slacking in one corner of the air-conditioned Development Lab playing Pokemon. =.=

Wafiy did a super cool rap for the MTV. Not bad considering it was composed in a few hours. Great job K-Master!

Dinner. Planned to order BOTH Macs and KFC, since Mr Wong gave us $150 for 17 people. But then we decided to just order one since we'll be too bloated. Not really. But still.... x) Big mistake though, to order Macs first. Cuz later at night, we were thinking to order KFC, when we forgot that KFC doesn't deliver 24 hours. Haiz. So ended up having Macs for both dinner and supper.

[ Now Listening To: The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight ]



Taken in the wee hours in the morning, I was sleeping behind Oswin. =/ Actually fell off the chairs and woke up. But that was just a short 15 min nap. Practically stayed up all night, except at 3. I was too tired and slept on the chairs again. Woke up at 4-ish because it was too cold. Someone said that I was shivering in my sleep and gave one of the 'burrrr' which sounded as if I was possessed. xD Haha.

3F crashed the lab early in the morning since they can't go to Zion. But the only place they can go with the Macs there are Youtube.com and Miniclip.com

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning ]

Looked out the window and saw Rodney pushing the trolley of soccer balls around, looking very pitiful. Haha. He really looked like a beggar in his conditions at that time of the night/day. Also saw more McDelivery bikes. Which proves that the students are too rich spending Mac the whole night.

Finished the whole editing phase at around 5 to 6-ish, when someone is finally smart enough to switch off 3 of the air-con units there. The end product really sucks to me. The video part is okay. But the audio very no good. There's a lot of miscellaneous background music when recording so main audio very fuzzy. Then the audio transition, very not smooth. It's like some are louder than other. Some are of a higher pitch than others. Sad that neither Final Cut Pro or GarageBand can edit the audio transitions. =(

I don't know whether the Guest Of Honour really wants to view this. Seriously, I think his hair will stand on ends. xP

Then we quickly exported the file and transfer it to a Thumb Drive.

Had around 2 to 3 hours of free time before the Closing Ceremony. So we watched more Youtube. =3 Watched Bleach 133. Rock on man!

Closing Ceremony. Not say many did not turn up. Cuz can't be bothered to come to school for assembly, clean up and then go back home. =.= Sagar overslept too. Haha. But looking at all the projects the student had done, I'd say they had done a terrific job this Victoria Challenge.



[ Now Listening To: Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs ]

After dismissal, saw 3H playing soccer and basketball. Quite envious that they have the energy. No duh. Their challenge was super slack. Heard that their challenge was impromptu since they didn't submit a proposal. Oh well. =/

Went to Zion with Nawawi and Farhan after that for an hour before heading to Masjid Kampong Siglap for Friday Prayers. The rest of my class was watching Harry Potter and the Order Of The Pheonix at TM. Sad that I can't join them cuz of Friday prayers. =(

Went home straight after prayers. Too tired. I just went to bed and immediately slept for 6 hours. Emo-ed in the reflection toilet for 1 hour. Finished and uploaded the next PSL Session Lesson Plan during the next hour. Then blogged about this. Haha. x)

... 6:18 am

12 July 2007
Persuasive Speeches today. I wasn't picked yet, thank God for that. Yet Jason managed to persuaded the entire class so marvellously that Fox asked him to join the Detabe team. =.= He replied, "I'll consider it" when he's obvious answer in "NO!" I agree that his speech was wonderfully presented. Haha.

Bleah. VC tomorrow. Still not looking forward to it even though I'm part of the commitee.

Damn thing last minute attitude. Oswin booked a video camera last week for the class. Yet somehow or rather, *pokes Linus* the camera got lent out. So now we are hecticly trying to find a video camera or else our challenge is dead liao. It's either we could find a camera or use one of the spoilt ones in the Media Lab.

Grrr. There's like only 9 video camera in the Media Lab. Most got lent out already. IT Club is not lending theirs. Shit. We're screwed, or AM screwed as Mr Wong found out abbourrit and actually called me at 7pm yesterday.

Haha. Was still in school then. Speeh Day rehearsal - okok la. Dunno whether to side original plan or wet weather. Still, both of which involves me. Oh well...

After which we had that 'talk' with Maám about The Subject. And oddly, Maám agreed with us on the issue. *pokes previous posts* Hasif was really scared to be there while Nawawi spoke to her.

Grrr. Think my supporting percentage dropped to 66% liao. Somehow, *converts* saya rasa, ini terlalu menekankan pada Joshua dan Hasif. Kalau Joshua harus diturun, tiada posisi lain baginya. Dia pun akan emo ke sana sini. Dan seterusnya, INTERNAL CONFLICT oleh kerana marah akan orang lain. Sigh. Saya pun rasa Hasif sudah tidak lagi mahu posisi itu. Bukan sahaja sebab yang di atas ini, malah juga kerana dia tidak mahu orang lain membencinya.

Wow. A lot just because of 'The Subject'. I seriously hate it this way.

After the 'talk' we went over to the tennis court where the BB vs Sea soccer game was on. Haha. End result = 4 : 6. We won! Haha. What a waste of time. =.=

By then it was like 7.30 already. Went to the canteen to find out Nawawi and Johan had pang-seied us. But in the end, we found them in the Hostel playing Pool. =.= With their stupid reasons, "It's for practice" and "All in the name for fun"

One word: Whatever!

Reached home at 9 since they wrapped up their game by 8. Just slept dead on the bed... too tired, esp in lieu of VC.

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Avatar AMV - Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

... 5:22 am

10 July 2007
Well. For once, I woke up early this morning to go to school. But still could not shake off the lethargy. Ended up sleeping in my dad's car on the way to school, and was practically snoozing away during flag-raising.

[Listens: Breaking Benjamin - Rain]

Still... School - for a Tuesday - was okay I guess. Usual stuff occurred. Teachers teaching, students 'learning' and me sleeping. Hah actually slept during Fox's lesson, and when she tried to wake me up, I was all 'Whatever...' and went back to sleep. Her reaction was probably stunned, as I heard laughter after that.

MT Oral today. Went okay I guess. Got my wish though. A topic on teenagers. But the conversation questions were not what I intended it to be like. I was hoping on questions based on Teenagers and Youths themselves. Instead I got questions on character of friends, what kind of friends do you have, what significance does one of your friends has towards you etc. But the last question was more or less to my expectations. Hah, so I don't think I screwed it up, except the fact that maybe my points were too short.

Damn. I answered most of it similar to my SPSL interview questions. The questions are most or less similar. Yet, not the kind of answer for an Oral Examination... And I just realised that now. =.= Yay me...

But in the waiting room, it was damn bloody cold. Maybe it was because I was a bit nervous. But since the blubbery Farhan also felt cold, I knew it was just the temperature. Good thing Munir was there and switched off the air con closest to me. =D He was more or less helping us with his seemingly broken Malay. Still, we should thank any help offered.

[Listens: Omarion - Ice Box]

Went up to SEA Room [or as I call it, Bilik Air (Water Room / Toilet)] and found out it was still black. Should be a short circuit. Been that way since last Friday. Damn it lah. It's damn hot inside. Made me feel like I missed the Waiting Room.

Then went for AEP. For like 1 hour. Made quite productive use of that time actually. Since there 2 projects to do, I'd discussed with my 2 different partners for the 2 different assignments and actually received satisfactory results - at least I think so.

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Behold! My masterpiece. I call it, "The Starting Point Of My Life"

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[Listens: Hilary Duff - Beat Of My Heart]

Slacked for a while at the mosque after dismissed from AEP. Until like 6.30 when I decided to go home. Just my luck, I boarded SBS913S ... my hatred bus. Unfortunately, I slept in the bus super soundly until I overshot my stop up til Hougang area. By then it was like already 7+. I just became nonchalant and crossed the board and boarded the bus back home. Reached home at 8. Haha.

But during the trip back from Hougang back home, I was like in a trans, when I was staring at the road dividers as it zooms past. Strangely, I was reflecting on yesterday's emo post. Decided to deleted it in the end. But mostly I was reflecting on Nawawi's decision. 88% of me supports him, yet 12% of me do not support him. I was just afraid that in the end, it would affect me in a bad and/or stressful way.

[Listens: Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder]

At Eunos there, saw the number '9' and my reflection topic completely changed. I ended up reflecting on my feelings. Bleah. Malay time. OMG! Cinta! Saya rasa sangat sayang terhadap dier. Perasaannya macam Linus mahu bersetubuh dengan 2 orang itu. =.= Haha. Yang kelakarnya, ketika saya tidur sepanjang hari ini, saya tetap mimpi akan dier. Dalam kesejukan Waiting Room, saya termimpi peluk dier dan itu mempanaskan tubuhku. Saya tentu cinta seseorang itu. "Wanna kiss n rape him" so says Linus.

dier is a constant - person's name.


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Well, since my homework is done and I'm bored. I'll just post my 7 thingys from that stupid Tagging game of which I was tagged 2 months ago. Just that I'm not tagging anyone else. =)

1) Like Yogi. I tend to get these mood swings. Most of the time being emo, but other time was simply playful or just lame.

2) I reflect my days in the toilet. Not because I can reflect myself on the water surface, but because it's the only time when it's only me and with 4 walls. The noise of the shower soothes me further to think about my life. Since I reflect in the toilet daily, I always end up stoning on the toilet bowl with the shower on me for 1 hour++. Haha. There goes the water bill. Sometimes when I'm tired, I lie down on the toilet floor and twice, I slept there with the water running.

3) I tend to go home in a big loop instead of a straightforward route. Getting sick of S55 so I now tend to alight at Bedok Reservoir instead and walk home by crossing the PIE.

Map:


1 route is my cycling-to-school route.
1 route is my dad-with-car route to school.
1 route is S55 route including walking.
1 route is the MRT route + bus + walking
The grey route is just walking route to Bedok Reservoir bus stop.

4) I hate SBS913S because of stupid incident when the bus uncle was all attitude. I forgot my EZ-Link card that day. And when I paid my 55 cents, he insists on me showing my EZ-Link Card. I was like, "How the fuck I am gonna show you if I don't have it". The uncle in the end didn't give me a bus ticket. So I wasted 55 cents like that. That happily comes the ticket inspector. I immediately fled off the bus before I got caught and fined.

5) Yes I was r***d in Primary School. Hah. May be at your disbelief, esp since I'm sharing it with you. But yeah, truen3ss. I remember in Pri 2, there was an announcement where a Pri 1 boy got raped by a Pri 6 girl. =.= Never thought I was a descendant.

6) I get more attracted to Romantic Anime more than the other genres. Most probably I tend to get jealous of these relationships, forcing me to be more despo. Maybe that was why I was all feeling all jealous after I read Joshua's handphone messages which is full of the love-dovey crap. I was utterly jealous. And so was Hasif.

7) I admit it. I'm gay. =3

[Listens: Avril Lavinge - Girlfriend (Lil' Mama Remix)]

... 9:46 pm

09 July 2007
Caution! Emo post ahead. Skip this if you don't wanna be influenced by all the negative aura emerging from the next few paragraphs, including a sudden increase in Emo Songs.

Well, somehow, I need to express this. But since it's a secret. I simply have no choice but to speak in Malay:

Kebelakangan ini, Nawawi mahu meminta Peh agar dia menukar Naib Sarjan Major. Semuanya kerana terlalu banyak buruk hati dan busuk hati oleh semua individu, termasuk saya. Saya setuju. Saya juga mahu dia dipecat dan ditukar. Malah, soalannya, siapa? Jawapan yang paling terdiri sekali adalah Hasif. Tetapi, jikalau dia mendapat tugas itu. Tugasnya akan diturunkan kepada saya. Kemudiannya, saya pula yang menjadi S1 dan S3.

Tetapi, itu bukan isunya. Isunya ialah mengapa buruk dan busuk hati? Selama 3 tahun bersama-sama, patutkah kita bersedemikian? Tidak. Tetapi, ada orang yang sangat degil sehingga kita sendiri tidak boleh tahan. Lebih baik cakap, "Ya! Saya setuju akan pilihan kamu!"

[Now Listening To: Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice]

Bukan itu sahaja, Not only that, but apparently, I had discovered this strange emotional bond between us. It's like, when someone has to leave early, part of me feels like going as well. It's a strange feeling. I just could not comprehend it. You can consider it brotherly love? Or that strange 'Pumpkin Hypothesis' derived by Kaoru from Ouran High? Isn't that what the school wants to instill within all of us? Brotherly love? We're a family. We're brothers. Or are we really?

When someone steals your money, did you help them? When someone lends you money, did you repay back the cash? When someone feels down and emo, do you aprroach him and try to 'mediate' the person?

Love. Can I just walk up to my 'brother' and say I love you. All you get as a reply is probably 'Gay' or just a slap on the face. Bolehkah saya mengexpressi perasaan-perasaan saya terhadap seorang lelaki? .... Saya sayang seorang lelaki? Mungkinkah itu jawapannya. Mungkin sebab saya pang-seinya semalam dan dia pang-sei saya hari ini, saya merinduinya? Is that what you call brotherly love? Maybe.... But it still lacks sense. Isn't that considered incestous? Kalau sebegitu, mengapakah wanita itu menunjukkan mukanya itu terhadapku? Kalau saya menuju ke arah lain, adakah dia akan juga. Kita semua tidak tentu arah.

Sigh.

Lots of things are entering my mind. And somehow or rather, I feel quite troubled by it. Lately I've been complaining that my life so far has been a bore. School and homework - bore. Home - bore. What else is there in life of a simple secondary school boy? I feel that my life is simply a waste. What if I could just end it now? It's all a bore anyways? Why is there life in the first place. If I wasn't born, I would be here, and I would even exist.

Life is as fragile as a piece of glass. Treasure it, they say. Live it, M1 say. But what's the point? Throughout today's school, I was complaining that school was so boring that I just want it to end there and then, or maybe have this want for the time to move faster, or 'Double Up' as they say it. But what's the point? I'll be killing myself from boredom at home anyways. Same with Speech Day rehearsals. Feel like killing the guy who invented Speech Day. Die, die!

[Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words]

Do you call it a love to treasure your life? If you are blessed with good looks or good characters, or good brains, or maybe even all three, do you treasure it? Or simply let it slide by as just part of your 'life'?

Life
–noun
1. the animate existence or period of animate existence of an individual: to risk one's life; a short life and a merry one.
2. a corresponding state, existence, or principle of existence conceived of as belonging to the soul: eternal life.
3. the general or universal condition of human existence: Too bad, but life is like that.
4. any specified period of animate existence


My mind is simply confuzzled.



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Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood

Chorus:
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future

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So why bother?

[Now Listening To: 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me)]

Yes, bury me. I feel like ending my life......

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Whilst stoning for an hour in the toilet, I reflected my life. From birth to kindergaten, to primary school to secondary school to the present. Obviously the most prominent memories will be the embarrassing ones, like when I brought a pink bag to primary school. ^^ It's not the one with those stupid cartoon characters on it. Just plain pink. I found it quite cute. But I think it didn't fit me at that time.

[Now Listening To: Sick Puppies - All The Same]

But most of my 15 years and 4 months and 22 days, I've been mostly ALONE. It's a fact. During kindergaten, I remembered distinctly that no one wanted to be my buddy. During lower primary school, bullied. During upper primary school, got raped. This friend-less feeling hurts. A lot.

Even now. Although I've made many friends through my various changing state called puberty, I still feel lonely. Why? Most of my time is spent stoning at home - alone. Maybe that's why.

[Now Listening To: Gwen Steffani - 4 In The Morning]

Come to think of it, WHY DIDN'T MY FRIENDS INVITE ME FOR ANY OCCASIONS? I seriously wonder why. This small things come and go but only once in a blue moon. But I don't feel satiated.

Even when joyriding, I'm alone. Maybe I chose to be then, but I've made more friends through this experience. But sadly, they only like to argue. I don't call those my friends, just acquaintances.

I have a handphone. INVITE ME OUT! I'm truthfully BORING MYSELF TO DEATH... Is it because I eat only Halal food, so you don't invite me to restaurants as it would be too 'troublesome'? Is it because I will react too violently in public? Is it because I'm not a good person to talk to cuz I'm soo emo most of the time? Is it because I sulk? Is it?

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My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.

Asleep, or dead...

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

... 8:24 pm

08 July 2007
Well, the boredom continues. Don't you hate it when you are too free? Weird. I finished most of my homework at school, during class. Now I'm too free at home.

Told myself to go out. Probably enjoy joyriding at Suntec where a road closure is happening due to NDP rehearsals and that buses going there are all diverted. But somehow there's this overwhelming force within me to stay home and avoid that area, as well as Tampines.

Don't really know why I'm unattracted (repelled?) to that place. My sister just moved there. Right smack next to Century Square. So shouldn't I not be sick of that place?

Oh well. Currwntly begging Glen to duplicate PSB room key for ALL EXCO members. I'm sure he's quite pissed.

Remind me tmr to reach school early for that bloody red shirt thingy. Sad la, have to sit amongst Sec 1s. And of all classes, 1I. Damn. Seriously, I hate going to school early. I don't know why I hate it, maybe it's because I live quite close to school, so my thoughts are always at "Sleep more...school can reach in 10 minutes... zZZzzz" every morning. =/

Well, since I'm bored, I'll wiki anime genres. ^^ Isn't that fun?




Anime has many genres typically found in any mass media form. Such genres include action, adventure, children's stories, comedy, drama, erotica (hentai), medieval fantasy, occult/horror, romance, and science fiction.

Most anime includes content from several different genres, as well as a variety of thematic elements. Thus, some series may be categorized under multiple genres. For example, Neon Genesis Evangelion might be considered to fall into the genres of post-apocalyptic, mecha, drama, and shonen-ai. A show may have a seemingly simple surface plot, but at the same time may feature a far more complex, deeper storyline and character development. It is not uncommon for an action themed anime to also involve humor, romance, and even social commentary. The same can be applied to a romance themed anime in that it may involve an action element, or in some cases brutal violence.

The following is a list of the major genres and designations that are specific to anime and manga.
For other possible genres, see film genre.

Genres with Western Counterparts:

* Action/Adventure: Anime that primarily focuses on martial arts, sword fighting, or other action oriented material. Examples: Ninja Scroll.
* Horror: Anime or manga which contains darker themes or science-fictional characters. Examples: Vampire Hunter D series or Wicked City.
* Progressive: "Art films" or extremely stylized anime. Examples: Voices of a Distant Star or Byōsoku 5 Centimetre.

Demographic Genres:

* Shōjo: Japanese for 'young lady' or 'little girl'. Refers to anime or manga targeted at girls. Examples: Fruits Basket or Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch.
* Shōnen: Japanese for 'young boy'. Refers to anime or manga targeted at younger boys. Examples: Dragon Ball Z or Digimon.
* Seinen: Japanese for 'young man'. Anime or manga targeted at teenage or young male adults. Examples: Oh My Goddess!, Outlaw Star or Cowboy Bebop.
* Josei: Japanese for 'young woman'. Anime or manga that is aimed at young women. Examples: Gokusen.
* Kodomo: Japanese for 'child'. Anime or manga that is aimed at young children. Examples: Doraemon, Hello Kitty, Keroppi, Pokémon or Panda-Z.

Thematic Genres:

* Bishōjo: Japanese for 'beautiful girl'. A blanket term that can be used to describe any anime that features pretty girl characters. Examples: Magic Knight Rayearth.
* Bishōnen: Japanese for 'beautiful boy'. A blanket term that can be used to describe any anime that features "pretty" and elegant boys and men. Examples: Fushigi Yūgi or most CLAMP shows.
* Sentai: Literally "fighting team" in Japanese. Refers to any show that involves a superhero team. Examples: Cyborg 009.
* Robot/Mecha: Anime or manga featuring super robots. Examples: Mobile Suit Gundam or Mazinger Z.
* Post-Apocalyptic: Anime dealing with a post-apocalyptic world. Examples: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Trigun, Akira, Wolf's Rain, or Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
* Mahō shōjo: Subgenre of shōjo known for 'Magical Girl' stories. Examples: Sailor Moon.
* Mahō shōnen: Male equivalent of Mahō Shōjo. Examples: D.N.Angel.
* Moe: Anime or manga featuring characters that are extremely perky or cute. Examples: A Little Snow Fairy Sugar.
* Expertise: Anime that deals with a specific topic in depth, such as Eyeshield 21 and football, Hikaru no Go and the game Go, Yakitate! Japan and bread-making, etc.

Romantic Genres:

* Harem: A genre where several girl characters are attracted to a single boy character (or sometimes to multiple boy characters). It is more often than not a Shonen Anime and may be considered a sub-genre. Examples: Ranma ½ or Love Hina.
* Reverse Harem: As a Harem anime, but where several boy characters are attracted to a single girl character (or sometimes to multiple girl characters). It is more often than not a Shojo Anime and may be considered a sub-genre. Examples: Ouran Host Club or Fruits Basket.
* Ecchi: Japanese for 'indecent sexuality', derived from the pronunciation of the letter 'H', (the origin of the term is not well known, even in Japan. See main article for more information.) Contains sexual humor, and some fan service. Examples: Love Hina, Oruchuban Ebichu or He Is My Master.
* Hentai: Japanese for 'abnormal' or 'perverted'. While Western audiences may use the term to refer to pornographic anime or erotica, in Japan the term used to refer to the same material is typically Poruno or Ero. Examples: La Blue Girl or "Bible Black".
* Shōjo-ai/Yuri: Japanese for 'girl-love'. Refers to anime or manga that focus on love and romance between female characters. It is often being replaced by the term "Girls Love" (GL). Yuri is like Shōjo-ai, but sometimes involves older characters or explicit sexual activity. Examples: Revolutionary Girl Utena or Kannazuki no Miko.
* Shōnen-ai: Japanese for 'boy-love'. Refers to anime or manga that focus on love and romance between male characters. The term "Shōnen-ai" is being phased out in Japan due to its other meaning of pederasty, and is being replaced by the term "Boys Love" (BL). Examples: Loveless, Gravitation
* Yaoi: Like "Shōnen-ai" but often involving older characters and explicit sexual activity. Examples: "Sensitive Pornograph"

Some anime titles are written for a very specific audience, even narrower than those described above. For example, Initial D, Wangan Midnight and éX-Driver concern street racing and car tuning. Ashita No Joe, Hajime no Ippo were about boxing. Hanaukyo Maid Team is based on the French maid fantasy.

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