Haiz.. why must I feel like this whenever he's not around... It's very depressing to even look in a mirror to see myself sulking...

[ Currently Listening To: Blue October - Hate Me ]

Emo song >.<

SO LONELY.....

I HATE IT!!!!

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

SHABALABADINGDONG!

CRAP!

BANANA!

FALALALA!

Why do I feel so tormented?

Why do I feel pissed?

Why do I feel so lonely?

Why am I deprived over a guy?

Why is he so attractive?

Falalalalala...

OMG! I mentioned him over 30 times in this blog already since June... >.<

Eeeurghh...

[ Currently Listening To: Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder ]

Save me....

He's haunting me again...

He's still in my head...

AAAAARRGGGHHH!!!

Fuck life. It sucks....

Quote: And I wonder if I really give a fuck about you....

Lalalalalala....

[ Currently Listening To: Travis - Why Does It Always Rain On Me? ]

Another emo song.... =.="

Hmm... I just noticed something. I always feel this way every Friday night... =/ It's should be the weekends. Cuz that's when I'll be feeling empty.

But must I feel this empty every single weekend?

Do I need to visit him every weekend to comfort myself?

And have you wondered why I have been circling the same place again and again for weeks?!

Why? Cuz he's there......

[ Currently Listening To: Robyn Kleerup - With Every Heartbeat ]

Another weekend to be fulled with dread. Fear. Emo-ness. Moody-ness. Sulking.

Oh how I hate it. How I hate the weekends....

They say "take a picture, it will last longer...". I have a folder full of them. But why ain't I feeling any better.

I need to joyride to get myself better. >.<" Oh the sorrows...

[ Currently Listening To: Fall Out Boy Ft. Kanye West - This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race (Remix) ]

Give me moments to thwack the underground walls of Sinnoh till they collapse... >.<

Eergh! Fuck these emo songs people are requesting on the radio... >.< !

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Oh gosh...

I thought today was supposed to be a joyful occasion... But I feel so demoralised today. Got even worse after reading Joshua's and Danial's emo entries...

>.<



Look at this VERY pixalated image Hisyam made for me... >.<"

[ Now Listening To: Elliot Yamin - Wait For You ]

Haiz...

It's him. I can feel it. And frankly, I don't know what to do...

I'm literally rotting my holidays away...

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning ]

Don't know why many people are so enthu about teachers day. Esp with all the jazz that occured in VS today. The concert, the expressions, the videos, the thanks, the presents, the cakes.... Haiz...

Didn't give any teachers my thanks. Cuz I'm in a bad mood today. Seriously. >.<

Chem lab postponed to after school reopens, cuz many of my classmates didn't turn up yesterday as well. Partially glad about it. And Liana wanted Hasif to take the Chem SPA under her supervision, not Peh's =0 ...

The concert. Okay la. Only interested in the grammys. Female teacher with the best hairstyle: we were all screaming, "Mdm Ernie!!" ... =.=" Haha..

But other than that, I was just tuning into my iRiver. Couldn't help but being full of sorrows then... >.>

Videos. Not bad la. All saying the same thing. But Danial's one was the unique one. xD The audio could have been better though... And of course the Justice League one. Damn lame leh... >.<

Upon dismissal, joined the PSB Exco celebrating teachers day with Ms Tang. =0 The Sec 4s, damn violent, smash cake on her face and hair... Then Ms Tang more violent, retaliate and smush cake on Ren An's hair... xP I pity Uncle Foo who had to clean up after our mess...

[ Now Listening To: Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girl ]

Thanks Linus and Ms Tang for sharing that wonderfully delicious chocolate fudge cake, which happened to be very fattening.... I won't be surprise if I'd look like Yogi tmr...

NOT!

Anyways, I think that was the only thing that made my day... =)

Went back to Temasek with Haqeem. And frankly, the school is damn fucked up. Got hell lot of restrictions for Ex-Students who wanted to visit. Plenty of memories. Saw this art corner, which I just reliase looked freaking fugly... >.< Along the super sweet milo we always drink every recess, the hopscotch corner where we played during P6 till we sweat like shit... and plenty of stuff...

Couldn't see Hafidah though. =( Just left her some Roche in her pigeon hole. =/ Then left.

[ Now Listening To: Fergie Ft. Sean Kingston - Big Girls Don't Cry (Remix) ]

^ I guess this song is suppose to be a song to 'calm' down the emoness of the original song... =/ Hmmm....

Walked back to Tanah Merah. Haqeem took 31 back to VS. I took 24 back home. That was when I reliase prayers was starting. Good thing there's 5 mosques surrounding my estate.. =.="

Went home after that. Haiz... Teachers Day Celebration such a bore....

Couldn't help but having this constant image of him in my head in everything that happen today... =( I feel so deprived...

Currently spamming Pokemon Diamond. Getting my 7th badge. And I found out that Sinnoh Underground is BANANA ADDICTING!!! It's another form of stress relief, where you are given excavation tools to find buried treasure. But most the time, I'll be whaking the walls anyhow till the wall collapse - again and again.... xP Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah ]

Haiz. Kayaking tmr... =.=" And my whole holiday's booked... Damn... >.<
Blahz. Life's so boring nowadays....

I'm partially recovered from Tuesday's emoness. =) And I'm glad...

[ Now Listening To: Fergie Ft. Sean Kingston - Big Girls Don't Cry (Remix) ]

Hmmm... first time hearing this song. =/ Quite nice though. =P EXACTLY SIMILAR TO THE UMBRELLA/CINDERELLA REMIX!! =P

Anyways, I'm recovering form my bad moody-ness, esp since he's now there again... =)

Wed. Slowly healing, I went to school - tired. Cuz I had a sweet nightmare. =/ It's the exact same scene as Avatar Season 2 Episode 11, where Aang throws a tantrum in his Avatar State, and then Katara manage to dodge his rage and hugged him tightly to calm him down.

Really touching scene. But I have a feeling you knew who's replacing who in the dream... >.>

Anyways, all tired. Pon-ned English again, with Xuxuan and Jun Yan. Finished my Malay Compo and my E.Maths homework. Xuxuan was revising Biology, and Jun Yan was doing A.Maths holiday homework... =.="

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland Ft. Keri Hilson - The Way I Are ]

Joined back the class afterwards, just to find out they were watching movies in class the whole 3 English periods... =.="

Then PE. Spammed soccer. Starting to have an interest to the game though... =P

Recess. Ate quickly then choing-ed back to class to change back to my uniform and chiong-ed to the Staff Room, in hopes of taking the A.Maths test I missed on Tuesday...

Suay. Ernie not in... >.< But it's okay I guess... I was REALLY sweaty then and I wasn't too keen on taking a test then...

[ Now Listening To: Jet - Look What You've Done ]

Physics after that. Ng came late as usual. Went through some tests. Then covered the topic on Heat Capacity. He told us that he would be going for reservice next term. So we'll be getting a relief Physics teacher... =/ Oh wells.... I'm hoping for a not-so-boring, yet interesting teacher... =P

E. Maths. Took the whole 2 periods + 20 mins extra time after school to do the continuation of the E.Maths test paper we took last week. A Cedar Girls' paper. Damn banana hard. (eww.. sounds wrong xD) And it's Paper II, which means GRAPHS... I seriously HATE drawing graphs! Strike that. I HATE drawing CURVE GRAPHS....

Not say I'm supposed to leave class at 1.40pm for Kayaking Training. But I chose to stay to finish the test paper. The test paper comprises of Sec 1 to Sec 3 stuff. And NONE of us remembered our Direct and Indirect Proportions... =/ Haiz... It was the only question I didn't have time to finish...

[ Now Listening To: Katharine McPhee - Love Story ]

Anyways, Hasif + Johan + Nawawi + 2 Part As also left class at usual dismissal time. I told them go first, cuz I wanted to take the A.Maths test I missed.

By the time I finished the A.Maths test, it was already 3.15pm =P Haha... Not say that they can't kayak until EVERYONE who are kayaking are there... xD But the test quite easy la. Trigo Identites and Equations... =D

Reached KSTC almost 4. Then kayak and stuff. Hasif dropped his left bootie in the river thanks to Bobo who smuthered a mud ball on Wei Yi's back (he was on my kayak), causing me (in the kayak) and Hasif (also on the deck of my kayak) to jerk with laughter, and since we were all washing our booties, he dropped his... =.="

Glad I found it. =.=" Hidden amongst piles of what-seems-to-be-like sludge. >.< Ew...

[ Now Listening To: Max Shanti - I'll See You ]

Nawawi dragged the training like free. Finish kayaking at 6. Talked CRAP, and I MEAN CRAP! till 7.15pm, when we were finally dismissed. Seriously, Nawawi should learn to shorten debriefing so that we can return home earlier...

Seriously, even the juniors agree that Nawawi is damn dumb leh... like that stupid Warrant Officer Dennis Lim form that Senior Spec Briefing, think he's DAMN funny, when he's NOT!

Oh wells...

[ Now Listening To: Paolo Nutini - New Shoes ]

Wei Yi + Johan + Bobo + Jackson + Nawawi went KFC to eat. Me, Joshua, Hasif and Part Bs went home, which apparently, is a SMART THING to do after a long day....

Randomness: Bobo is scared that he could have contacted AIDS during kayaking... =.=" Cuz he found what-seems-to-look-like-but-it-is-not a condom....

Anyways, reach home at 8-ish. No time to study for Bends And Hitches. =( Emailed Wei Jian the Seamanship stuff, then slept immediately....

Haiz. Forgot to get my No.3 ready... Woke up at 5.30am today. Chiong-ed to get my No.3 ready - iron, pin badges, etc. Reached school at 7.05am. Haven't study yet, we cut some manila ropes while waiting for the Part As + Bs.

[ Now Listening To: Jojo - Beautiful Girls (The Reply) ]

Err.. okay.... a reply to a song... xD First time hearing this too...

Left school at 7.40am. Reached KSTC at 8.15am. Took a super crowded 196 there, cuz it was peak hour and 196 goes to CBD area... =.="

Waited till 9+ then Part As went for theory. Soon they went for Part A Practical. Then Part B went for theory. Then lunch. Then Part B went for practical. Soon, Part C went for theory, then practical.

Not say, Part A + B suppose to be at 8.30am and finish before lunch, and Part Cs to start at 1pm. But things got SERIOUSLY DRAGGED, and the Part Cs started at 3pm. =.=" Finish the banana competition at 6pm! KNN! >.< ! Not say school suppose to finish 6hrs ago...

But even if I was at school, I was suppose to be a student audience for the opening of EZ COE ICT thingy.

Oh wells... =/

[ Now Listening To: Mika - Big Girl (You Are Beautiful) ]

Whee! xD I wub this song. It's being kind to all the fat women in this world. Quote: You take your girl, and multiply her by four, now a whole lot of women needs a whole lot more... xP Haha...

But we definitely screwed up the competition. All Part As, Part Bs, and Part Cs. Although Part Cs did not cock up as badly as the Part As, who was unsure of some of their knots, and Part Bs, who are partially unsure/unprepared of their Seamanship terms. We luckily got Splicing Theory, which is hell lot easier than Seamanship terms. =P

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone (Acoustic) ]

I cocked up some questions for the theory. There's a question asking to descibe how to tie a reef knot using proper terms. I said overhand knot, but forgot about the twist... Damn! Then practical, got this scenario: Which knot would you tie to pull another thicker rope sideways? I said rolling hitch. Got wrong. Supposed to be Sheet Bend. And I was all WTF?! Sheet Bend wasn't included in the list of knots to be tested... KNN!! >.<

Bloody Indian Tester.... Damn racist leh...

Even Wei Yi said so. >.< ......

[ Now Listening To: Pussycat Dolls - Buttons ]

Still. Ma'am was kind enough to belanja us budget KFC for lunch. =P Hasif was kind enough to stay with us the WHOLE TIME. And he was kind enough to belanja me and Josh some curry puffs yesterday. =D

Wow. Being treated well .... it feels good. Dananana! xD

And what did we do during that long wait from 8 to 3? Plenty of crap happened. I was elected to be the BLOODY OIC FOR THE COURSE! >.< KNN!

Strike that, make that FORCED, because most Part C Specialists came in the afternoon because the test for Part Cs is in the afternoon, and so, with little specialist in the morning, I just happened to be the lucky one chosen... >.<

Had to shout "Keep Quiet!", "Keep noise level down..." and stuff most of the time... >.< KNN!!!

But then things started to get slacker after the Part As finish. And got A LOT SLACKER after the Part Bs finish. Expected, Part Cs, are known to be more quiet....

Yet me, Wei Yi and Hasif, still managed to find the time to sneak out to a small hut by the riverside to play dai-di, cuz we were told not to play cards in No.3 in front of the Sirs. So we decided to play outside. =D Haha. Not say I got the Dai-di card 80% of the time. =P Haha... xD

[ Now Listening To: Fort Minor - Remember The Name ]

Since we got dismissed at 6, reached home at 7. Now so tired. And no mood to do the A.Maths homework that was received today... =.=" Haiz...

Missed Chem SPA today, and had to re-take tmr under Mrs Peh... o.O

Oh wells... Teachers Day Celebrations tmr. Don't think I'll be buying any presents for the teachers, nor do I feel interested in going back Temasek Pri tmr... The teachers there damn fucked up, except Cikgu Hafidah! =D Guess I'll buy her something inpromto tmr...

[ Now Listening To: Sleeq - Almost, But ]

Hmmm... I just reliased... the EZ COE ICT thingy is launched in both VS and Ngee Ann Sec. And Ngee Ann Sec is where those troublemakers, who caused a commotion outside of school last Friday, from... =P
Lunar eclipse today... which means, extra prayers... =.="

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Hurt
By Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

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Haiz. Today very sad. Very lonely. =(

Tried my best not to be emo, but I failed. I guess many people around me noticed that I was moody today.....

I just locked my door and blasted emo songs into my ears! o.o Wei Guang's right; emo songs sound more emo when you're emo.

Currently drowning myself with emo songs, because today is sooo emofying.....

Just can't help but to bombard emo songs to myself. ;_;

But oddly, the emo songs I hear never gets boring. I simply never get tired of hearing them, even though the track is on repeat.

[ Currently listening to: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel ]

I anticipated today, when I woke up in the morning, that something was a miss. And it's true. Something was missing today. More importantly, someone...

I had a feeling when I was planning to blog this entry that readers may figure out who that someone is. But I guess, letting it out to the public, may not be so drastic as I used to imagine.....

Come to think of it, the last time I feel this depressed is when that certain someone was absent too. Now that he is absent again today, I guess it made me feel really lonely at heart.

Maybe too lonely...

Gah! This emo song is making me feel like crying my hearts out. Just give me a moment.....

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Back.

[ Currently Listening To: Evanescence - My Immortal ]

Haiz. But I guess the day started okay. Went rather smoothly during A.Maths and Malay. But when I found out he was missing...things changed....

My attention span completely dropped in class. Worse still, it was English period after recess. I simply could not take it and just left class with my bag to my Emo Corner, which apparently was flooded by the rain seeping into the roof landing under the door to the roof itself.

Come to think of it, Depressing Mood + Depressing Weather = REALLY DEPRESSING DAY.

I just kept an image of him in mind, and somehow, I fell asleep.

I dreamt something unpleasant though. Scientists hypothesised that whenever you're stressed out on a particular topic before you sleep, it will most likely be carried into your dreams. And in my case, it did.

I was at the bus-stop with that person, and Farhan (of all people... =.="). I recalled it was somewhere at Bedok (I think..) and it was dark outside. We were happily gossiping. And all of a sudden, he disappeared! Like he simply vaporized into nothingness. =( I was frantically panicking as if I lost my wallet. Then we looked around for him. We went to some building (hotel?) to look but we didn't find him. We just left, and I was in dismay. A double-deck 9 took us somewhere else. Farhan went to sit, but I was still worried, until I saw a mirage of him sitting in the corner of the upper deck. When I sat next to him, he vanished! =( When I finally gave in, I woke up.

It was so saddening... =( Felt as if I was pang-seied really badly.... And my heart was suddenly sank when I woke up then.

According to my iRiver, the time was 12.25pm. I thought I still had time. So I went back to sleep.

Guess what? He kept on haunting me. I was joyriding and decided to pit-stop at a shopping mall at Lavender (note that there's no shopping mall there... =.="). And I saw him outside KFC, smiling away. =) He was waiting for his mom. I just hid myself in embarrassment. I had to buy Kebab at some supermarket, but I wanted to stay there with him, so I quickly rushed to the supermarket, which somehow got condemned and closed down. =.=" So I quickly gusted to outside KFC, but sadly he disappeared during my few seconds disappearance. And there was no traces of him left... ;_;

I woke up again. Checked the clock on my iRiver: 1.03pm. Even though I didn't recover, I decided to pack up to join back my class. And oddly, the class was empty. The period was physics lab. And I was thinking, "Shit, maybe they already started the Mock Practical..." I took out my phone, and was about to SMS my classmate about it, when I saw the time: 1.54pm! o.O

The clock on my iRiver is 50 min behind time! o.O And I didn't reliase it until today... >.<

I overslept thinking of him.....

That just ruined my day even more. And I simply went back to my Emo Corner... Thoughts of him still occupied 79% of my mind, even though I was mad that no one woke me up, even though they went up the same staircase I was on, to the 7th floor, and yet no one woke me up... ;_;

My sulking continued even after school ended, when Physics Practical has yet to end... A. Maths test after school. But Physics Test never ended. And I was rotting outside class waiting... I just left at 2.45 (actual time) for AEP.

So I ended up missing Physics Mock SPA and my A.Maths Test. =(

Gah! The regrets.....

AEP. Nothing to do. Nat Tan got something on, so we watched short films. Most of them were banana emo... =.=" But I guess the most interesting one was, "Birthday", which is about a married couple who were fighting a lot, even over the slightest matter.

Still, my mind is constantly thinking of going home, cuz I was too depressed, stressed out, worn out... all because I felt lonely...

I was ear-worming The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Your Guardian Angel throughout the whole lesson, which is REALLY REALLY BANANA TOUCHING....

[ Currently Listening To: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone ]

Actually, somethings makes me wonder: Why do fancy that person so much, until I feel like dieing when he's not around?

And that simple question took me a while to answer. A few weeks in fact. And still, up to now, I have not found the answer.

He's obnoxious. He's annoying. He's irritating. He's a bitch. He's a pang-seiing dog. He's too 'brittle'. He's very self-centered. He's childish. He's horribly immature.

Yet he's cool. He's very sporty. He's very talented. He's very friendly. He's kind to me. Doesn't pick on me as much as others. And he surprises me a lot.

He makes me feel warm at heart. He makes me smile. He makes me feel thankful for living.

That's why when he's gone, I miss him... ;_; * ^pokes current song *

But come to think of it, the last part, ain't really that true. Because of his character, it's hard to believe that it was possible for me to cheer up thanks to someone of his characteristics.

It's as if what I feel or think of him is simply a figment of my imagination. That it is simply fictional and made-up. All a dream, that mainly encircles around some guy, whom is the catalyst for this mixed up reaction.

But even if he's fictional, why can't I simply accept the fact that he is?

So is what I'm thinking about, about him or the imaginary him? Cuz the real him is no where near as sweet as the imaginary him....

Rhetorical questions. =.=" I'm in a dilemma. Mainly cuz I have no idea at what I'm doing. I know that what I had written may not make sense, but this is what I feel. The more confusing it is, the more confusing I feel... =(

But still, sometimes, I see the imaginary him in real life. And that really surprised me...

Gah! Dilemma...

It can be said that I'm blaming him that I feel this way right now. But because of this 'feeling' I feel wrong for blaming him for anything. It pains me to hurt him, which in the end hurts me again....

My brain hurts... =.=

Maybe I'm simply jealous. Maybe that's why he's always on my mind...which somehow is linked to the other thoughts in my head...

But nevertheless, I just want to give him the biggest and fatest hug to him. =) Be it the real one or imaginary one....

[ Currently Listening To: Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry ]

Saw this Fruits Basket AMV from Youtube which is banana sad... (Music: Hurt By Christina Aguilera)



It made me teared a little...... esp when I linked it to him and his life....
Ah!

I just feel like hugging every single one of you for cheering me up. ^^ Even though you didn't, you're still there for me! =D

*hugs*
Okay. Trying to keep this a short post. Blogging on 3 days of my life. O.o

No [ Currently Listening To ] stuff cuz my comp is slow enough, without the radio on, since I'm transferring music to my iRiver. And with my Pokemon game open, it is MOVING REALLY SLOWLY.... =.="

Anyways, Fri. Chem Test during Chem period. Malay got back my results. 74.somthing%, and Shyamira kindly rounded it up to 75%! =D Yay! A1 for my Higher Malay. *grins* Then recess. Blah. Bio afterwards. Leow PMS-ing so I decided to pon the last period of Bio. =.="

Fri prayers. Got some commotion outside of school involving some Ngee An Sec students and some VS students who were about to beat them up cuz they were insulting our school, outside of our school, which to me, is quite stupid. =.=" Randall Seow and Sheikha came to stop the dispute, and Chia came soon after. The Ngee An students got sent into our school, probably to contact their own school.

Frankly, I don't really know what happen. Cuz my sources are from Farhan (1) to Farhan (10). And all 10 sources say the same thing... =.="

Anyways, Farhan and I decided to wait for Hasif, Umar and Adeeb. But apparently, we didn't reliase they were already in the mosque until the prayers started... >.< Haiz...Consider them lucky to be dismissed earlier...

Haha.

Slacked at the library after prayers. Did some Art stuff and part of my Bio homework. Then when I was about to go home, the Art Teachers seeked my help to do some errands. Being a kind soul, I helped them out, only to find me running here and there... =.="

31-ed to Bedok with Hasif. Luckily manage to catch up to him even though he pang-seied me while I was doing the errands... =P Haha...

At home. Since it was Friday, I can finally catch a Drifloon, which oddly only appears on Friday afternoons. =P Haha. Muslim Pokemon...

Was excited to finally catch one, that I decided to retry catching it and hypercam it! =D



Consider me lame....

Sat. Kayaking Training. Actually wasn't too keen on going. But I had nothing to do at home. So I just grabbed my laptop and went there in hopes of at least continuing my Pokemon Diamond there.

Wow. I reached Lavender 20 mins earlier. o.o And early, is something I'm not used to... =P Haha.

Hasif, Wei Yi, Farhan and Bobo didn't turn up. 2 of which claimed that they got bruises from the 3F cage match on Friday... =.="

Kayaked and stuff. Usual thing. Got sunburnt badly though. =(

But the memorable part is the amount of capsizing occured. First it was Joshua, then Nawawi, then me, then 2 Part Bs. Haha. Apparently, the Bandits still needs some getting use to...

Or maybe we just needed spray-skirts... =/ Hmmm.....

Oh ya. Memorable quote from Nawawi: "Excuse me, can we rental some kayaks?"

Anyways, ate at Beach Rd with the rest. Then took 980 with Joshua to Novena there. Such a kind hearted soul I am. =3 Then took 5. Accidentally slept and overshot to Changi. =.=" Then took 2 back home... Oh wells...

Continued my Pokemon game a bit... then slept for over 12 hours....

Sun. Religious class. So-and-so. Woke up at 8.30. Reached there late. Homework all undone, but I manage to finish them all within half and hour. =P Haha.....

Haiz. Got donation cans from my Madrasah. But unsure weather it will counts as CIP hours or not. =/ If it is, we'll receive a few hours of CIP even though we have a valid donation license for only 24 hours. =P

Then slacked at home with my Pokemon Diamond, up to the point of my 3rd badge. Then I decided to go bi-cycling - again.

Total Distance: Lost count after 5km. xP

Haha.

Planned to bi-cycle to Pasir Ris Park, but due to time constraints, I just looped at Tampines/Simei there before I went back home. =3



Went to East Point instead. Parked my bike there a while and went to Cheers. Apparently there was some line dance thing going on there. =.="

I recall the last time I line dance was during P6, when this OLD act-cowgirl teacher, Mrs Quek, I think, forced the whole cohort to do it during the post-PSLE period, before graduation. =.=" Haha...

Never gonna do that again...

Anyways, back @ home now. Chionging my homework. Luckily didn't injure myself much during my bi-cycling trip. ^^ Also continuing my Pokemon Diamond. Now up to my 4th badge! And my Drifloon just evolved into a Drifblim =P Haha.....

Haiz. Just rmb. This week the last week of Term III. Got Chem Mock SPA and Physics Mock SPA. Haiz... Then plenty of CCA stuff and such... Gah! There goes my free time. >.< .....
...continuation of yesterday's post...

[ Now Listening To: Scissor Sisters - I Don't Feel Like Dancing ]

Anyways, I got this video of the 1st race, where we lost misarably... =( Couldn't capture much of the 2nd and 3rd races though, cuz my phone don't have much space left.



But does it really matter if I recorded all 3 races of not? The video camera in a phone has sucky quality... =/

Seriously.

Oh ya. Dug up some photos in my phone from yesterday...


Obscene Photo #1. Note position of hands... =P


Obscene Photo #2. Ma'am wanted to blackmail Joshua with this photo... =P ...And post it during Sec 4 Graduation next year... Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Pussycat Dolls - I Don't Need A Man ]

Hmm... so long never hear this song... =P

Anyways, Thursday. First period is SS. Talked about some racism stuff, with evidences from the Sept-11 incident and the jihad protestors. xP Haha. Not say I forgot that kind of news a long time ago....

A.Maths. Uergh. Ernie skipped Trigo Graphs and now finish Chapter 12 and already started Chapter 13, which is Further Trigo Identites... x( Which simply means, A LOT MORE CONFUSION WHEN MEMORISING...

[ Now Listening To: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel ]

Guess my languages is screwed... Haiz...

Recess was used to take my Physics test which I missed yesterday. Apparently, even though Ng didn't come for lesson, there was a replacement teacher for one period to give out the test paper....

Chem Lab after that. Titration again.. =( Well, at least I'm glad that I didn't get any KMnO4 on me. Unlike Hasif who spilled a drop of KMnO4 right on the bulge on his groin. =P haha... Jacked...

Random Racist Joke:
Me: Robin, is there any brown solution P stains on me?
Robin: There. *points to my skin*
Me: Bloody Chinese....

HMT after Chem lab. Got back the Mock Test paper. Haiz. Got 66.7% =( Which is a B3. And even though it's better than my C5 English, other people could easily score higher than me... =(

Gah! School is so piss-ful today...

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna ft. Jay-Z - Umbrella ]

Then kayaking training after school. Found out that ants had camped in my shoe bag which I left in the Sea Room for a week. Spent around half an hour in the toilet just to annihalate every single insect in my bag, on my clothes, on my towel, on my underwear, in my booties, etc. etc. etc. >.<

After I finish de-ant, we left for KSTC. Haha. Bobo got his E-Z Link Card confiscated by the bus captain since it was 'corrupted'. And because of him, the bus was stoning there at the bus stop for a few minutes. xD Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Reverend & The Makers - Heayweight Champion Of The World ]

And who damaged his EZ-Link card? Well, it was already damage to begin with, but Joshua worsened the condition when he tried to make a magic card trick with it yesterday... =P haha...

Reached KSTC late. Usual kayaking jazz. But I guess it was an introduction of the Bandits to the Part Cs who didn't go for the training last time. xP Juniors say very tired. And stupid Nawawi made debriefing TWICE!! >.< Which is so not necessary...

After kayaking, MRT-ed to Long John Silver @ Simei with Wei Yi, Hasif, Nawawi and Johan. Then 5-ed back home. A bit jealous to a certain someone who lived so close there, but yeah... xD Saw Danial with David when going back though... ^^

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone ]

Haha. Surprisingly, when I tuned into the radio in the bus, the DJ was bombarding emo songs at me. And I feel so subjected to a certain torment, and the fact that it was a long a tiring day, made me fall to that torment. =(

Haiz... Was simply thinking of Dier...

Haha... I feel so deprived of that person right now. x) Even when I reached home at 9.30, all I could think about was that person... =/

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Running
By No Doubt

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
with you right by my side

Me
I’m the one you chose
out of all the people
you wanted me the most
I’m so sorry that I’ve fallen
help me up, lets keep on running
don’t let me fall out of love

Running, Running
as fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

Be
be the one I need
be the one I trust most
don’t stop inspiring me
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so much to keep it going
don’t make me want to give up

Running, Running
as fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

Running, Running
as fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

(the future…)

Running, Running
as fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated


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Such a sweet song... =) I<3 it.

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I Go Crazy
By DHT

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hold that feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

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But the good thing is, thinking about that person, makes me relieved of my bad day today... =) Phew..

I just feel like hugging that person right now REALLY tightly, just to say: 'Thank You' for being there, even though you yourself don't reliase it...

And it's true, many people are oblivious that they are indirectly helping someone with their actions. *hugs*
Haiz. Been reaching home really late a lot recently - all tired. Really tired.

Since I was too tired, I just slept on my bed even though the 'Create Post' page is open on my laptop. xP Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Black Eyed Peas Ft. Justin Timberlake - Where Is The Love? ]

Trying to keep this entry short, even though it will be reflections on TWO days, mainly because I'm banana wiped.

Haha. Still using bananas. Think I'm beginning to start a trend. =) Haha.

Anyways, I'll try my best to keep this short.

*takes deep breath*

Wed.

Got this motivational speech in the AIR-CONDITIONED hall. Glad they finally turned on the air-con during a morning assembly! =D Was half-asleep throughout the talk. Not surprising, since MANY others were asleep too. Was trying my best to sleep, but Xuxuan kept pestering me with stupid sick jokes. Like the word, "succumb"... =.="

The talk stretched for TWO hours! And I'm glad that it took over ALL THREE PERIODS of ENGLISH that day! =D Yay!

[ Now Listening To: Mika - Love Today ]

Went back to class to change to PE. When Fox came all of a sudden with everyone changing, to give the CA2 English Verification Slip. Haha..

But damn suay loh. Got 58.8% for my English CA. Which is like a stupid C5! Gah! I have a feeling that my L1R5 for CA2 won't be a single digit anymore. =(

But I guess the day started all good, and why ruin it then with a stupid C5 when I still have my HML! So quickly went for PE, when Sheikha scolded us for being late, when it was actually Fox who took some of her period to verify our marks... =.="

Anyways, played soccer in the rain. =P Our socks were wet from the splashes of water received, even though my team were DAMN slack. We were playing slack ball for the first few minutes before Sheikha came and we finally got serious.

Still, Sheikha called my team Soccer Cartoons. =P Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl ]

Then recess. Ate my lunch then cuz got dragonboat finals afterwards.

Then 1 period of Physics before I had to leave for dragonboat. But Ng never come that day, even though we were suppose to get a Physics test. =.=" So I just left for the Sea Room to safeguard my wrist, which apparently hurts a lot more after I had to hang my installation art...

Oh wells.

[ Now Listening To: Lil' Mama - Lip Gloss ]

Haiz... here comes the sad part of the day...

As per usual, when the day started of good, there will bound to be a certain something which will pop out to ruin the entire day...

Our dragonboat...very sad story la. Not really sad, but really EMO...

We were the first to get there, but last to cross the finishing line... ;_;

[ Now Listening To: Cake - I Will Survive ]

OMG! The is the exact same song I heard on the radio during the dragonboat race yesterday!! O.O

Anyways, I was just merely a reserve. Which means I wasn't in the competition. Just a bystander there to cheer on my team.

They had 40 minutes of practice before the actual race. Saw some of them improved a bit. A good sign. But they tire out too easily. TOO EASILY. They got tired halfway through the race.

And they ended up last for the first race. And after that, I could sense emo-ness aura emerging from their dragonboat. It was very painful for me to watch just by the shore. Very painful to see them suffer. I wished I could help them, but there was nothing I could do. Nothing at all. All I can do is watch. Watch hopelessly by the side.... That was ALL I could do to 'help' them...

It hurts me even more to watch them cross the finishing line last again for the second race..

[ Now Listening To: Panic! At The Disco - Maneater (Acoustic) ]

Haiz. I could see they all very depressed by their body posture. VERY depressed indeed. Hence the emo-ness aura. It was painful for me to bear.

Last race. Got 3rd. Not bad, but we still lost. And they all came back with sad faces. Unlike TK... Shan't go talk about them...

[ Now Listening To: Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call ]

Ma'am also notice their depression. What's worse is that she even suspected many who will blame THEMSELVES for the defeat. I can name a few... But I'll just be pin-pointing people's weaknesses.

She told me that we need to go somewhere for de-stress, where we can let go of the emo-ness aura which surrounded us then. She asked me where. And I blatantly suggested KFC. She agreed...

Nawawi was throwing his anger at the Part Bs. I mean, giving them punishment AFTER a tiring competition would only be because he was angry. I could sense the suffering from everyone.

Joshua just wanted to shout at Yong Jie. Hasif blamed the engine. I blamed myself...

I mean, I wasn't emo then because of the loss. But because I was worried about them, who would be throwing blame at each other, and themselves, which would lead to negative consequences. Yes, I was worried.

[ Now Listening To: The Click Five - I Think We Are Alone Now ]

Ma'am did the right thing though. She belanja-ed the Part Cs KFC there. The Part Bs were too impatient to order food to wait for her....

Why I say it's the right thing is that, in the end of it all, I could see that everyone recovered. Which is REALLY surprising. Especially since I myself could not recover from being emo THAT fast! O.O .....

But still, I'm glad. =)

Everyone was smiling there. Joking around. It puts a smile on my face that they recovered... =)

Still, everyone was too lazy to walk to the 30 bus stop after that. So we decided to take 16 all the way to Bedok... =P Haha... Then MRT-ed to Kembangan.

The bus trip. Quite solemn. Not due to emo-ness. But due to tiredness. =)

Whoops. Too long of a post just for ONE DAY! Ah wells... Guess I'll post what happen today another time... Too tired right now... xD
I still find the banana thing oddly very fun. xD Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Don & Drew - Be My Valentine ]

Anyways, the day started off very emo and tired. Maybe cuz I slept late last night. So I was all Zzzzz at school today.

Yet, I'm forced to stay awake in class. Because SOME people are too sensitive... That they just NEED ME to be awake for them to do lesson proper... =.="

With the day started off badly, obviously it ended very TIRING.

Hence, current mood: BANANA TIRED xD

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani Ft. Akon - The Sweet Escape ]

Assembly. Mdm Tang announced the announcement for PSL Meeting at the wrong date. xD It's supposed to be tmr, but she said it was today... =P And recieved that stupid news to be in school 5 mins earlier tmr. >.<

Wonder if I actually could be in school early tmr...

Went back to class. Found a Harry Potter book under my table. I have a feeling that it's LiZhi's. But I'm sure he doesn't mind me borrowing it... xP Am I wrong to say that?

A. Maths. Got test. Quite easy. Confident of ace-ing. =P

HML. Stoned in class. Then recess, where I had to hang my stupid installation art at the last minute. ;_; Didn't get to hang it up even though I didn't go to eat because the banana string is all entangled and stuff... And was held back by Munir when I passed by 2H. He was all like, 'Musli, smart student, help explain to the class ...........' Gah! I was banana sweaty at the moment and gave out crap answers which made the class laugh like mad. xP

English. Didn't pon. Cuz I want to get back my summary. Big mistake. Got 13/25, which is just a pass. And surprisingly, someone in my class went all emo and stuff when he got 9 language points and 13 content points... >.>

Haiz. Not really that surprising that I got that kind of score, considering I pon-ned English lesson like free... xP

Also, I was too tired at that moment, esp since I had to run around here and there during recess to hang my stupid installation art, until I could be bothered if I passed or failed... x(

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna - Shut Up And Drive ]

In fact. I wasn't too keen on using English as my L1 from the beginning. I planned to excel in my HML so that that can be used as my L1 and still have 2 points deducted since I used my HML score in my L1R5.

That was, until Marliana told us that the HML would be damn banana difficult and stuff, and that there was only one distinction last year... *rollseyes*

Haiz...

Tmr English I can't pon cuz Fox would be giving out the CA2 Verification Slips. =) I hope to get at least a B3... =3

[ Now Listening To: Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight ]

Physics Lab. Usual stuff. The PMS-ing lab assistant, and all the usual Physics Lab crap. xD

The 'so-called' PSB meeting after that. Not say NO ONE turned up... =.=" Haha..

Went straight to finish up my installation project. Which we didn't manage to finish in time because the wires snap like free. >.<

And thanks to all that running, I was sweating a HELL SHITLOAD OF SWEAT!

Then presentation time. Think we screwed it up - badly.

We are apparently also suppose to have preparation sketches, which we did not do because we did not know we had to do it. In fact, we didn't even know there was an AEP meeting yesterday after school. Even though I couldn't attend it, I didn't even know there was a meeting!

Yea, a meeting where everyone there got scolded. =P Haha...

Anyways, our installation was the only one to be taken down because it was the only one outdoors. So we had to take it down because weathering will damage it badly.

In case you're wondering where the other installations are, there's one next to the Parade Square, one at the foyer, one at the long staircase leading to the parade square, one outside the DnT workshop, one outside Chia's office, one at the carpark, and the other two shall be relocated this Thurs...

Sad. Ours had to go bye bye. ;_;

But taking the installation down after dismissal took A LOT of effort. Made me sweat again. >.> Sweated too much until I was too uncomfortable that I just took my shirt off at the corridor to cool myself.

[ Now Listening To: Akon Ft. Eminem - Smack That ]

Half naked, joined my CCA for their training. Haha. I was suppose to do the test. But I didn't have time to print, so they made do with an inpromto test. xP Wakaka....

Training finish late, as expected, at around 7.15-ish.

Nawawi said that Ma'am would be coming, but apparently he lied. >.< Caused A LOT of trouble to SOME people because of that.

Haiz. Some people are simply insensitive... =/

Reached home at around 8. All tired.

Blogged the previous entry. And surprisingly, I felt A LOT better after blogging that entry! =0

And since my emo-ness had been lifted, my emo post shall be postponed. xP Haha..

Ate chicken for dinner. And now blogging this banana entry...

[ Now Listening To: The Feeling - Love It When You Call ]

Anyways, random observation.



I notice a glaring error on the new bus plate of Svc 16... Upp East Coast Rd is being put up as "wu jie lu" in mandarin when it should ve been "dong hai an lu shang duan" see pix... Which can confirm that SBST copy and paste. xP Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Lil' Mama - Lip Gloss ]

Random Information.

Apparently, you only breathe in air with your nose, one nostril at one time. In other words, there's no point having two nostrils. You just need one hole right in the middle of your face to breathe! =3

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Teenagers ]

Haha...

Now bored....

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'Unfaithful'
By Rihanna

Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.
Sorrow in my soul,
Because it seems like one,
Really loves my company.

He's more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in,
Because I'm gone again,
And to him I just can't be true.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

I feel it in the air,
As I'm doing my hair,
Preparing for another date.
A kiss upon my cheek,
As he reluctantly,
Asks if im gonna be out late.
I say I won't be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
A lie i didn't have to tell.
Because we both know,

Where I'm about to go,
And we know it very well.

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

Our love,
His trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head,
Get it over with.
I don't wanna do this,
Anymore,ooooooh,anymore.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
a murderer.

Oooh.
A murderer.
No,no,no.
Yeah,yeah,yeah.


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Dedicated to a certain someone in my life. =)

I'm really glad that I met you in my life, that I am blessed with this wonderful opportunity to actually have known you.

And I'm really sorry to what has been happening to your life currently. Even though OTHERS were the cause of the problems, I'm truely bluely sorry.

You have been there whenever I'm in need. You have been there to guide me through whenever I'm down, depressed, lonely. And I'm taking this opportunity to officially thank you for your kind doings. =)

Maybe it's because I haven't met you enough these past couple of days, that's why I'm feeling really down... =(

But whenever, I feel down and depressed, I think of you. And thinking of you, makes me feel so lonely that you're not by my side - to comfort me, to cheer me up.

That's what you always do. You always manage to capture a smile on my face. No matter how emo I feel, you have the power to comfort me enough to smile to the world.

What you do is special to me. You entertain me. You humour me. Even though you still crack bastard jokes, you still can make me feel....happy. Really happy.

Even thinking of you know makes me lonely. I feel like I want you to be close to me forever. And ever. And ever. And ever. Till we die, and we will have our graves side by side. =) That will be really sweet...

Even right now, I'm feeling down and piss-ful by the events that occurred this weekend + monday + today. And I need you to aid me. But you're not here. My busy-ness caused me to be unable to meet you, or even see you, for a long period of time... That is something I hope will not last long...

Still, everyone has their bad sides. Even you. You tend to bastard OTHERS too much. You tend to hurt OTHERS and yourself easily. You tend to pang-sei people a lot. You tend to be very playful, too playful in fact, and you tend to be very vengeful and very mad at times. And often, you yourself are emo, tired, depressed and feeling very sianzz. And I blame you for being my inspirational source of being emo.

Yet, I'm still glad, and amazed that despite that you yourself are an emo inspiration, in your weird and twisted way, you can make someone like me, to smile, to cheer up, to be happy, and glad.

Thank you, my Dier. =)


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'On The Side of Me'
By Corrinne May

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
No mood to blog now...

Don't know why. Plenty of things are going through my head. I want to blog about it. I want to scream it to the whole world. But I don't know where to begin, or if it's the right choice...

[ Now Listening To: Snow Patrol - Signal Fire ]

Haiz....

Current Mood: Tired.

Lately, I've made steady conclusions on my life. When the day starts out good, it will end very piss-fully. And when the day starts bad, I'll return home tired, yet happy cuz there's someone there to cheer me up. =)

These are all based on experiences of these few weeks.... And I find it to be true most of the time...

[ Now Listening To: Justin Timberlake - LoveStoned ]

Random Note: The word fuck shall be replaced by banana. Just for the fun of it. xP

Wakakaka. Banana you...

Anyways, my Saturday... very sian. Went for dragonboating training even though I'm not in the dragonboating team, and apparently, they are GLAD that I came because one of the Part Bs and all the reserves didn't turn up. =.="

Haiz.. Was actually planning on slacking at Kallang for a while before heading to school that day for PSB Exco Meeting.

But apparently, someTHINGS got delayed and someONE delayed it even further at own will.....
No mood to blog now...

Don't know why. Plenty of things are going through my head. I want to blog about it. I want to scream it to the whole world. But I don't know where to begin, or if it's the right choice...

[ Now Listening To: Snow Patrol - Signal Fire ]

Haiz....

Current Mood: Tired.

Lately, I've made steady conclusions on my life. When the day starts out good, it will end very piss-fully. And when the day starts bad, I'll return home tired, yet happy cuz there's someone there to cheer me up. =)

These are all based on experiences of these few weeks.... And I find it to be true most of the time...

[ Now Listening To: Justin Timberlake - LoveStoned ]

Random Note: The word fuck shall be replaced by banana. Just for the fun of it. xP

Wakakaka. Banana you...

Anyways, my Saturday... very sian. Went for dragonboating training even though I'm not in the dragonboating team, and apparently, they are GLAD that I came because one of the Part Bs and all the reserves didn't turn up. =.="

Haiz.. Was actually planning on slacking at Kallang for a while before heading to school that day for PSB Exco Meeting.

But apparently, someTHINGS got delayed and someONE delayed it even further at own will.....

Gah! Trying not to be mad nor pissed off now. Mainly because, I had released my anger and my moody-ism on the weekends itself...

Dragonboat itself, got plenty of improvement. Esp on that Part B who haven't even went for any dragonboat trainings and yet he's on the dragonboat team. He's so gonna bring the team down...... Esp since he's clueless...

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland Ft. Keri Hilson - The Way I Are ]

To be honest, I was actually hoping NOT to injure myself this weekend. Esp since I just sprained my ankles two weeks ago, and injured myself badly during that bicycle accident with the spained wrist and stuff...

In fact, my wrist itself is not fully healed. Yet, I don't wanna wear my wrist guard, mainly cuz, it's really sweaty, damn constricting, and banana turgid.... =.="

Seriously, was hoping not to injure myself. But that didn't come true. Hurt my back and it REALLY hurts a lot. Esp when I have to bend down. >.> Haiz.

And I think I worsened the condition of my wrist. =.="

Sianz....

[ Now Listening To: Akon Ft. Eminem - Smack That ]

So long never hear this song. =P Haha...

Still. I'm taking this opportunity to apologize to the PSB Exco that I couldn't turn up for the meeting last Saturday. I don't want to pin-point anyone, mainly because I'm not in the mood to do so, but I'm truly sorry... =(

Haiz.....

Got dragged to KFC after dragonboating, cuz when it was over, so was the Exco meeting.... ;_;

So sian at KFC. It rained on the way there though. Got drenched. And I had a slight feeling that my emotions was also rainy....

Nevertheless, 30-ed back home alone. Cuz some ppl don't wanna pang-sei Bobo and end up pang-sei-ing me....

[ Now Listening To: The Feeling - Love It When You Call ]

Returned home. Slept for a few hours. Then got dragged to my sister's house for her Open House.

Brought my laptop along. Spammed Pokemon Diamond there, and I caught up to the point where my old file got deleted. =P

But certain things there went wrong, and I got diarrhoea afterwards...

This soon affects my Sunday. Couldn't sleep much cuz I was mainly at the toilet. Since I couldn't sleep much, decided to go for Madrasah earlier than usual...

Madrasah quite interesting la. Learnt about these famous Muslim people who discovered many things, like the Father of Algebra, the one who discovered pulmonary circulation, the one proved that the earth was rotating around the Sun and plenty others....

After Madrasah. Went home for a while. Then went out joyriding. The 'joy' is deliberately in bold, because I was banana moody then. So I just wanted to 'diffuse' off my mood at different locations....

And why I was moody... I shall post another time... seriously not in the mood to be emo after I had let go of my emo-ism during the joyride.

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Teenagers ]

Overall Joyride

SBS319H Svc 45 from Jln Eunos to Upp East Coast Ter
SBS9101J Svc 13 from Upp East Coast Ter to Yio Chu Kang Ter
SBS7420B Svc 72 from Yio Chu Kang Ter to Tampines Int
SBS3705G Svc 38 from Tampines Int to Bedok Int
SBS7389J Svc 2 from Bedok Stn to Changi
SBS3696Z Svc 5 from Changi to Jln Eunos


Haha. Finally joyrided on a double deck 13. =P

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend ]

And guess what... while letting go of my emotions, it rained.... ;_; Maybe I deserved it...

But the lightning is quite scary... xD Esp on 72, where there's a sunshade and the clouds had this 'gloomier' effect.



Errr... yeah...

Also saw 16 at Bedok Int. Feels banana weird seeing it there. Haha. Maybe I'll adapt in time...



In time....

[ Now Listening To: Gym Class Heroes - Clothes Off ]

When I reached home, I just dropped onto my bed and slept for 10 hours...

Weird. I was hoping to release my emotions when I left. Halfway through, I felt better. But then I started to feel moody again... And when I reach home, I felt tired.... =(

Haiz... My EZ Link is, like, bankrupt again. xD

Today. Was late to see Chia today. Met with him in the hall at 7.25am. xP And still, Danial called me 'early'. Haha.

Sex talk. So-so. Not say the warty penis and vagina is damn disgusting la. While others are in awe that they actually screened TWO vaginas, I was mainly disgusted that that guy has the nerves to call warts cauliflowers...

Seriously, I'm not gonna eat cauliflowers again... >.<

But I find the Wildfire game interesting... =P Stunned to find out that Zhi Yuan was the one who originally had the disease...xD Haha...

[ Now Listening To: Jordin Sparks - This Is My Now ]

Haiz. Emo song. Makes me feel so moody again...

Anyways, Bio afterwards. Leow thinks she's going fast, but in reality, she's damn slow. We're still stuck in respiration, and we still have Excretion and Homeostasis to cover before the end of the term. Which is like only two more lessons, since the last Friday is Teacher's Day Celebrations. And yet she still wants to continue that stupid 'Question & Answer' scheme... *rollseyes*

Recess. Planned to hang my banana sun and moon. Failed, cuz of lack of time. Apparently I had to use the whole length of nylon rope JUST to hang the banana thing. =.="

And Nawawi was all like, "WTF?"

Haiz...

E.Maths. Got surprise test. From Cedar Girls. Damn banana hard. Screwed it up. And oddly, I don't care...

Pon-ned SS/Hist to travel to Amoy Quee for the Senior Spec Briefing.

It's true that Sea and East will merge courses... Haiz... Seast.... =.="

[ Now Listening To: The Click Five - Jenny ]

Land took cab there after proper dismissal. We left early and took public transport. And Land reached there 20 min earlier than us. xP

Mabe cuz we were slacking at the mosque for a while for heading there and we slacked again at Cheers @ Yio Chu Kang before walking through the muddy path to Amoy Quee....

Plenty of familiar faces. Especially St. Andrews and their 'Jailbird Of Alkatraz' uniform as Linus puts it... xD Haha...

There was this guy from ACS(i) who was called Wei Yi also. Haha. xD Damn funny when Teo Wei Yi cracked jokes on Chen Wei Yi. xP

The briefing is damn banana BORING. The one giving the briefing think he's funny, when he's NOT. Everyone was like... =.=" the whole time...

That was...until the CLTs screwed us... =)

But I'm glad that Wei Yi was there to crack some jokes here and there to make me laugh incognito at that boring briefing.... =P

Haha.

Sea got dismissed earlier than land. So we went back home first. =)

Hasif's signature is damn hard to forge la. xD Haha.. Apparently SOME people pang-sei OTHERS so we (me and Josh) had to forge signatures to sign them out of Amoy Quee... >.<"

The trip to City Hall was banana moody. Then surprisingly, we got to serious discussion on the East West line. =.=" That is, after those idiots flicked their tits till satisfaction....

[ Now Listening To: The Click Five - Just The Girl ]

Haiz... Now making a banana Bends & Hitches test that Nawawi forced me to do...

So boring...

Seriously...

[ Now Listening To: Shop Boyz - Party Like A Rock Star ]

Random quotes:

Imran:Hey Musli, what post did you receive?
Me: Admin Head. You?
Imran: Part B NCO
Me: Oh okay.
Imran: Then who's the USM?
Me: Nawawi.
Imran: Confirmed?
Me: Yea.
Imran: Then Land, who's the USM?
Aman: Is it Danial?
Me: No. It's some guy you don't know.
Aman: What about Danial?
Me: He got Admin Head.
Aman: Wah. He dropped a lot.
Me: Yea. That's why he didn't attend the briefing.

Both were from TKSS Sea Unit.

Hasif: Shit. I think I made a big mistake just now.
Me: What?
Hasif: I think she was waiting for me. But I was waiting for Nawawi. Maybe that's why she's not SMS-ing back.
Me: You chose Nawawi over her? o.O
Hasif: Shit. I should have known my priorities first.
Nawawi: What are you talking about?
Me: That the other Wei Yi from ACS(i) is damn blur. *innocent face*

Josh, you SHOULD know who SHE is... =)

[ Now Listening To: Matchbox Twenty - How Far We've Come ]

Haha.

Anyways... Expect an emo entry to pop out soon. This weekend is too moody for my liking. And it was right after I hoped for better days... =/

Haiz.
Oh wellz. Today (and yesterday) feeling really hyper! xD Dunno why, but guess I'm in a really GOOD mood now, and hopefully, it will stay that way! =D

Tuning in to 987 Top 20. Now at No. 14 =)

[ Now Listening To: No.14 Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone ]

Weird. Listening to emo songs when you're in a good mood, feels odd. =/ And different. xP

Anyways, what happened yesterday, don't really wanna talk about it la. Usual stuff. Just that once I reach home, I slept for like 14 hours and overslept to 7am the next(this) morning.

Wakaka. Late for the 4th 3rd time this term. Suay. Got 1 hour detention. =.= And I couldn't give that stupid NSS excuse cuz he said, "I give you chance already..." and all that jazz.

[ Now Listening To: Outside of Countdown My Chemical Romance - Teenagers ]

Apparently Fadhil was also late today. xP

Haha. Reached class for Chem at like 8. Got back the Mole test I did yesterday. Got full marks for it. Then had a Mole Test Part II. Think I cocked up some questions. But at most, I would lose around 4 marks. =/ Oh wells...

Then Malay. My compo...very dialog-ish. Not say ALL 3 topics are damn emo lah. Even the argumentative one is emo to a certain extent. =/

Recess. Slacked.

[ Now Listening To: No.13 Timbaland Ft. Keri Hilson - The Way I Are ]

Biology. Leow went through Bio WB. But I did my E.Maths homework and completed it. =3 Wakaka... Then Leow went to her 'Question & Answer' routine. This time on respiration. She said that today shall be for respiration, Mon shall be Excretion and next Fri shall be homeostasis. =.=" Not say she going damn fast la.

With my E.Maths homework done, the only homework I have left is the leftovers of the Bio WB. We bargained like shit and she say just do 1 essay question. =3 Such a nice person...

But those porn-watchers and sex maniacs sitting at the back was playing with the model lung and use plasticine to make sex objects for the model lungs. =.=" And they conveniently named a flat model lung Leow... =P Haha...

[ Now Listening To: No.12 Don & Drew - Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack ]

Went for Friday prayers afterwards. Then went for the Malay Mock Test Paper II.

Not say Shyamira stapled two different test together and many were confuzzled as to do which one... =.=" Think I screwed up the Peribahasa and Prosedur Kloz. The way Hasif boasted his answers afterwards made me feel so uncertain of the answers I wrote. x.x

Oh wells....

[ Now Listening To: No.11 Blake Lewis - You Give Love A Bad Name ]

Then slacked in the Sea Room. Apparently there was a training which I did not know of. x.X

Oh ya. Forgot to mention that Nawawi ponned school today. He came to school right after Friday Prayers, claiming he was sick and stuff.... =P haha...

Tied some strings onto my sun and my moon. Then slacked some more. Afterwhich I went for my one hour detention.

Saw Jason there. Apparently he got homework detention for his incomplete Chem WB. =P But still, I had nothing to do there, cuz my books were all in the locker, and I had completed most of my homework, and I had no mood to do Bio WB. xD

Manage to force myself to do the Bio WB and manage to complete 2 parts to the essay question. Not bad I guess. Got two parts left...

Left at 5, and went back to Sea Room to see some idiots playing Carem outside of the room and some half naked bugger and some loud-house 'destroying' my sun and moon. >.<

[ Now Listening To: No.10 Mika - Love Today ]

Wakaka. Feel my vengeance for disobeying my orders of NOT to disturb the sun & moon or even to enter the barricade I set up... Mwahahahaha.....

Thwacked Farhan's phone and now it's like.... Innallilah....

xP wakakakaka....

[ Now Listening To: No.9 Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape ]

MRT-ed back home at 7-ish. Slacked some more. And now blogging this. Still in a good mood though. =)

My future plans. Since we're entering Week 9 of Term 3, I just need to NOT be late for another 2 weeks... Haha. I'll try my best.

Anyways, tmr dragonboating training, and even though I'm not on the dragonboat team, I guess I'll go slack at Kallang for a while before heading to school for PSB EXCO meeting. =)

Sun got madrasah. And guess I'll go bi-cycling again, but this time to either Pasir Ris Park or Bishan Park. =P Haha.

Mon. Senior Spec Course briefing. And if East and Sea Senior Specs are really merging, then I'll guess it'll be fun with VS Sea and VS Land together. =3

Tues: AEP + Sea Training. Wed: Dragonboat Finals. Thurs: Kayaking Training @ KSTC. Friday: Free enough to joyride on a double-deck 13. =3

Guess I'll be busy busy next week....

And with the extention of 16 to Bedok, guess we'll have to take 196 instead to Kallang River. =P

Oh wells...

[ Now Listening To: Outside of Countdown Justin Timberlake - LoveStoned ]

Well, since I'm more or less in a good mood, I'll share with you my way of getting music illegally without getting caught.

All you need is an audio recorder. And Youtube.

Simply load the music video of the music you want. And record the Audio. ^^

As simple as that. And I had recorded over 200 songs!

[ Now Listening To: No.8 Elliot Yamin - Wait For You ]

And the great thing about this is that you can adjust the quality of the songs. Lower song quality takes up less space (around 3MB each) while high quality music takes up around 8MB to 12MB.

So it's the whole Quality V.S. Quantity debate. ^^ Haha...

Last song I recorded: Good Charlotte - Dance Floor Anthem (I Don't Want To Be In Love)

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She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin' on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin' it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
Working hard to buy the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin' home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good

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But I feel, that it would be better if the lyrics get changed from 'I don't want to be in love' to 'I don't want to be alone'. Then at least I could relate to the song better, being the way I feel and all... ;_;

[ Now Listening To: No.7 Bow Wow Ft. T-Pain - Outta My System ]

Haha. Forgot to talk about AEP this week.

Video presentation damn fun... If only we can upload the videos on Youtube for everyone's pleasure. ^^ Haha...

And Danial's & Clement's chinese dialog a bit the.... *insert word here*.... xP

But most of the videos are like damn emo la. Like Lizhi and Dan's one. Their video is seriously DAMN emo la. Saying goodbye to the sister...with love...and regrets.... and such. And so is Ban Liang's one. But he's video is unique - in a sense. This time, a pair of shoes is being emo. =.=" Zzzz... being emo that the master betrayed him for another pair of shoes and how he wished that the master would still use him.... =.="

Haha...

Seriousy, if you could have watch it, you would enjoy it. Sorry, not it, but them. Yup. You'll enjoy ALL of them. Esp the baywatch one... xD

Guess AEP was the only 'fun' subject this week.... =)

[ Now Listening To: No.6 Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls ]

But the installation project for AEP is due on Tuesday. And me and Sivaraj has yet to hang the sun and the moon and place the random objects. =P Unfortunately, I'm not free not Monday cuz I gotta go HQ NCC for the senior spec briefing. =(

Guess we'll have to do that during recess. Just hope it won't rain over our installation. =P

[ Now Listening To: No.5 Rihanna ft. Jay-Z - Umbrella ]

Random quote last Monday:

*random hostel girl walks past*
Nawawi: Wow. That girl walk damn fast sia! Like, 13 steps reach the gate already...
*10 steps later, we're at the gate*

Speaking of being fast, .... random photo:



Wow! Can you say that Nawawi is fast?

Yup. =D

Heheh...

[ Now Listening To: No.4 Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning ]

Oh wellz. Now I'm bored. So here's a conundrum:


What is the next number in this sequence?

52, 28, 33, 63, 73, 23, 56,...


[ Now Listening To: No.3 Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry ]












For answer, please highlight below....

[ Now Listening To: No.2 My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You ]

Answer: 89

For this one, you have to look at the letters in the question and replace them with numbers (A=1, B=2, C=3, etc.) and add up the words. So the question was "What is the next number in this sequence?"...

W+H+A+T = 23 + 8 + 1 + 20 = 52
I+S = 9 + 19 = 28
and so on... so therefore, the final number is:

S+E+Q+U+E+N+C+E = 19 + 5 + 17 + 21 + 5 + 14 + 3 + 5 = 89


[ Now Listening To: No.1 Plain White Ts - Hey There Delilah ]

Oh wells. Still in a good mood. Guess I'll restart my Pokemon Diamon now. Just fixed the 'save' problem I had encountered earlier. =)

Just sad thing is that, I just missed my opportunity to catch a Drifblim, which only appears on Friday afternoons. >.<

Haiz. Oh wells...

Off to Sinnoh!
Hasif: Shit. I have to go pee. *turns to Nawawi* Nawawi...
Me: ...buka mulut kau. =P

Haiz.

Blogging hiatus for days. And I feel so restricted since I haven't used my comp in two days. =/

Now blogging whilst ponning English. ^^ Yup, I brought my laptop to school... =D

[ Now Listening To: Blue October - Hate Me ]

But frankly, whatever that happen last Sunday, Monday and yesterday, I dont really wanna talk about them. =( Got me quite pissed off and all emo by the end of the day. =.="

Haiz. Been really emo a lot recently. And I hate being like this. =(

Someone save me!

But, then again, most of the people around me pisses me off. >.< Even teachers. Makes me sick just being in class.

There are reasons why I pon English every now and then. And each time, I made my situation worse than it already is. Why? Cuz during the time alone at the EMo Corner, I always think to myself the stupidest things under the sky. And each of these things really, really, REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!!

Gah! There I go, being emo again... Haiz. I really wonder when there will be a day when I won't feel this way. But it seems that that may merely be just a dream. =(

[ Now Listening To: Blake Lewis - You Give Love A Bad Name ]

Yesterday I didn't pon English thinking that the summaries will be given out, but to no avail. =(

Ended up watching a movie in the AV room and Fox wanted us to write a letter based on someone's death in the movie. It's a seriously sensitive topic to me. Cuz it involves brotherly and father love, which one can say is my weakness... =( Haiz. But it breaks my heart to know that my bloody classmates are so childish so as to make fun of the loss of a close friend; that it's suppose to be very solemn and moody. But SOME people are too immature to even feel an sympathy. >.>

But what do you expect from a stupid Indian...

[ Now Listening To: Poison - Sexy Back ]

Still, can't believe I cocked up my Social Studies with a score of 13/20. =( All because I got a Level 2 for the comparison question. >.< I wrote both similarity AND difference, but since my similarity and purpose was wrong, I got a Level 2. >.< Then people like Samuel and Linus can get 18! And the rest of my class got in the 15-17 range. >.<

Gah! I'm being pissed off again.....

But today I'm ponning English cuz Fox wanted us to do some stupid Formal Letter thing. No mood to write more letters, especially if it involves THAT topic.

Glad I brought my laptop to school. Finally have some free time to blog! =) Haha...

[ TBC ]

Now blogging in the PSB room. Cuz I'm replacing Glen for this Peer Counselling thingy. But since no ones coming in, me and Rodney are just slacking. xD Haha..

[ Now Listening To: Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs ]

But something made my day today though! Kit Meng just lend me his Ouran 10. And I'm overjoyed every second I'm reading the manga. =P Haha. It's so sweet that Kaoru finally confessed that he loved Haruhi, even though he preferred Hikaru over her. =)

Aah! Kawaiiiiiiiiiii! =P

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - Cool ]

Haiz so boring in here. =/ So we decided to bombard jokes on a certain someone who is apparently overweight and rich! =P Haha....

[ TBC ]

Continuation of blog. =.= But this time I have my internet connection! =D Yay! Feels so long that I didn't go online. =(

Haiz...

Oh ya. Just bought a new handphone battery cover. Wasted $15 just to protect the battery. =.= Well, I guess that teaches me a lesson about carelessness. =.=" The handphone cover is also, like, silver. And my phone is white. So it's kinda oddly coloured. But I guess it more or less still has a flow in the colour scheme... I guess...

[ Now Listening To: Don & Drew - Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack ]

Anyways, today, usual crap. Was late for school - for like the third time. So when Chia was there. I just said, "I got NSS last night." And he let me off. =) I DO look like some stupid fella who got stuck in ESP and forced myself to NSS right? *grins*

Haha...

Then school. Crappy. Peer Counselling. Boring. I was like just stoning there with a screwdriver I found in the room. Then Rodney and John was all like, "Musli, don't kill yourself. You look like you want to kill yourself at any moment, especially with THAT in your hands." And I simply replied, "Don't worry. I won't screw myself." =)

[ Now Listening To: Good Charlotte - Dance Floor Anthem (I Don't Want To Be In Love) ]

Gah! I had plenty of ideas to blog during my hiatus. But it seems all of it seems to evaporate within my brain.... Haiz... =(

Oh wells. Ciaoz...

Currently trying my best not to be emo/pissed off over my daily life...seems impossible, but I'll try. xD
Extension Of Svc 16

Service 16 will be extended to Bedok Int wef 19 Aug.

The extension will commence on 19 Aug and it will take the old 608 route after Marine Parade Rd, Siglap Rd, Upp East Coast Rd, Bedok South Ave 1, Bedok South Rd , Bedok Int.



In other words, it will completely skip the VS bus stop! xD I pity those Zion-ers... =P
This afternoon, I was thinking that the world are such jerks. When in reality, I too, am a jerk...

Haiz...

Shan't be so emo tonight. Cuz I'm so tired and sore from today... =P

[ Now Listening To: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel ]



*pokes Nawawi & Aki* I'll shall be suanning you now..... ^^

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland Feat. Keri Hilson - The Way I Are ]

I left the toilet at 5-ish... which is like 2 hours after I entered... o.o Haiz. Manage to convince myself to forget about my past cuz it's really sad reminiscing over stupid details in the past when you can just live and learn.

Like the old saying, "Learn from the Past, Live in the Present, Plan for your Future" =D

Heh. But as usual, I went out to release my emo-ism.... And in hopes of actually losing weight, went out bi-cycling, for like, 3 and a half hours?! o.o Haha. Left the house at 6-ish. And returned at 9.30. Which is is the reason why I'm so tired and sore now.

More or less had fun actually. Manage to see Singapore in a 'driver' perspective, since usually, when I'm joyriding, I'll be seeing the world in a 'passenger' perspective.

Seriously, all those hills, uphills especially, wore me out. =P And those bumps on the road, prove that Singapore isn't really wheelchair friendly after all. =0

[ Now Listening To: Panic! At The Disco - But It's Better If You Do (Live) ]



Yeap. Sorry that my route went 'out of the map' at Changi there. But it was a straightforward road. =P So I guess it can still be read....

Haha. I'm surprised that I actually bi-cycled for over 15km. =P Imagine how tiring that was.

And guess what? It is.

My legs are super sore right now. And so is my left knee and right arm. Think I sprained it during my fall at this kurb somewhere at Simei. >.>

Haiz. Lizhi was right. I AM prone to injuries... =/

But I guess I did pretty well since I only fell once. And since I wasn't even wearing any safety devices, I came home in one piece... So guess it's okay.

[ Now Listening To: Kat Deluna ft. Elephant Man - Whine Up ]

The most memoriable part is during that SUPER LONG STRETCH of road called Changi Coast Road, which basically surrounds half the circumference of Changi Airport itself.

And during my cycle along that stretch of road of which had no pavement, so I had to cycle on the road without any proper equipment ie. rear lights. helmet etc. >.>

I'm sure many drivers thought I was crazy, cuz the other cyclists there are those well equipped triathletes training.

Haha.

[ Now Listening To: Poison - Sexy Back ]

Also more or less got lost at Simei there since I decided to cut through the HDB locks. =P Haha. That was when I fell and injured myself. And sadly lost my handphone battery cover. =(

Haiz... My phone feels so naked without it. =P

But even though I got injured and lost my handphone battery cover, I'm glad that I'm now at home. ^^

....Just to be dragged to my grandma's house by my parents. And the ironic thing is that I just cycled past the house. >.< Haiz...

[ Now Listening To: Jason M'raz - Life Is Wonderful ]

* ^pokes song title*

=P Haha... Oh wells...

Tag Replies
Guang: It's like an Indian calling a pot black... =.=
Danial: Haha. Didn't know you live at that area. And try not to get lost when joyriding. That's the only downside to it I guess. xD
Mu Yao: I'll try my best. =)

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Gah! My Pokemon Diamond game got deleted... ;_; Nooo!

But I got no mood to restart liao... xD

Currently listening to the American Top 40 on Power98. Currently at No. 23 though.... xD

[ Now Listening To: Rihanna - Shut Up And Drive ]

Okay, blogging about yesterday: ...

Apparently I dreamt about some stupid events which made me actually feel sorry for myself on whatever that has been happening in my life: CCA, English-pon, etc. But even though it's stupid, it made me actually thinking...

And made me regret certain things... =( I'm sorry my Dier.... =(

Haiz.

Went out for joyriding again to let go of all these emo-ness and regrets...

SBS546T on Svc 66 from Bedok Reservoir Rd to Bedok Int
SBS9289B on Svc 9 from Bedok Int to Changi Village
SBS9337X on Svc 2 from Changi Village to New Bridge Rd Ter
TIB514S on Svc 190 from New Bridge Rd Ter to Bukit Panjang Rd
TIB872H on Svc 190 from Bukit Panjang Rd to Orchard Rd
SBS3657L on Svc 5 from Scotts Rd to Simei St 3
SBS1916C on Svc 5 from Simei St 3 to Kaki Bukit Ave 1

[ Now Listening To: Ciara - Like A Boy ]

Random Shots:


Simei...only one household hangs a S'pore flag... xP


Changi Village... Eww @ shop name


Changi Village... Lol @ Shop name


Changi Village... Didn't know there's a Subway there.... and it's empty! xD


Mosque @ Bukit Panjang... Open abulation area right at the doorstep xD


Mosque @ Bukit Panjang... With an indoor carpark right outside the office xD

[ Now Listening To: Linkin Park - What I've Done ]

But today's joyride was a bit different than usual. Which is quite odd. =/ Today has been a day see-ing how selfish and jerks people are.

And it saddens me really.

Scenario 1

Friday Prayers today. Woke up late @ 1.30. Rushed to the mosque. And found this super loong queue of beggars at the doorstep of the mosque.

The act of begging isn't that jerky. In fact it's quite pitiful. But what pisses me off is that this looong queue of beggars are actually a whole family asking for donations. Not only that, the way the are dressed with Adidas shoes, nice watches and with handphones, you expect me to believe that the really suffer from shortage in cash?

Even I am not rich enough to afford those stuff... >.< And the fact that the whole family is there shows me that they are really desperate for cash and tha tthey actually pool their 'profits'.

Speaking of pooling profits, there's these old grandmas who also beg outside mosques and such. But this group of old hags dispersed themselves to different locations. Collect pitiful cash. Then gather to pool their 'profits'.

How I found out? I saw their secret gathering behind Sultan Mosque. >.> And that's really stupid... Lying to the public...

If you wanna beg for cash, at least act appropriately.

[ Now Listening To: Carrie Underwood - Before He Cheats ]

Scenario 2:

Bus rush.

Usual kiasu Singaporeans. Rush to get to the bus as if the bus is gonna leave in the next second. Why? To get seats. And once they get seats, they seat along the aile and place their barang barang on the seat next to the window.

What jerks. Hog all the seat for themselves. Not only that, rushing and pushing themselves to the front of the queue to board the bus is really immature.

And weird thing is, many of those immature brats are those old aunties and Ah-Ma. >.> They are so not acting their age.

[ Now Listening To: Nickelback - Rockstar ]

Scenario 3:

Give Way To Buses.

There's a campaign to actually give way for buses. And guess what? These stupid motorists are too dumb to actually give way to buses.

This is sooo selfish. They are completely oblivious to the passengers of the buses, who are, in fact, could also be late and in a 'rushing' mood.

Hog the road as if they own it. Then the poor bus had to wait there for OVER A MINUTE just to find open traffic and finally exit the bus bay.... >.>

Why? They fear that if a bus is in front of them, the bus will move slowly like elephants in front of them.

Jerks.

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning ]

Scenario 4:

Orchard Road.

Haiz. Plenty of jerky things occurred while I was there yesterday. Sex shops, stupid tourists, oblivious teens, blind jaywalkers, etc. Don't really wanna talk about it. x.x

[ Now Listening To: T-Pain feat. Akon - Bartender ]

Thought of leaving my emo-ness while joyriding. But I ended up getting pissed off by Singaporeans. And right after the day when I appreciate Singapore!

How depressing.....

[ Now Listening To: Amy Winehouse - Rehab ]

Still. Got my Freezy with me. =3



And something I <3 more than Cuppocino Freezy is White Chocolate Freezy... =3

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend ]

Drank that delicious drink, just to realise, my wallet is dry.... seriously dry. =(

Gah! Guess I'll have to save up again. =.=" And I can't believe I had to resort to a milk hiatus just to save up... *rollseyes*

Haiz... The things I have to do...

[ Now Listening To: Kat DeLuna ft. Elephant Man - Whine Up ]

Had my dinner @ KFC @ East Point. And lookie what I saw:



Apparently, KFC is using Tomato Sauce as their sanitisers!.... *shifty eyes*

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland - Give It To Me ]

Gah! I can't take it any more... *goes to Emo Toilet*
Akon - Sorry, Blame It On Me

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief


I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

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I feel so sorry for myself right now......