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28 November 2007

Hmmm... I was just threatened by my parents that I cannot go to school anymore... =/


Tagged by WeiJian. But it's okay, I enjoy doing music quizzes. =3

How are you feeling today?
The Click Five - Empty
No comments...

Will you get far in life?
Venessa Fernandez - You Don't Need To Speed
Take thing slow and easy I guess xD

Will you get married?
The Great Spy Experiment - The Great Decay
Hmmmm... guess I'll rot after marriage xD

What is your best friend's theme song?
Peter Pan - Mungkin Nanti
***Translation: Maybe Later***
Haha... bunch of procrastinators xD

What is the story of your life?
Electrico - I Want You
xD I want you!!!!

What was primary school like?
Jason M'raz - Life Is Wonderful
No comments....

How can you get ahead in life?
Scissor Sisters - Filthy Gorgeous
Yup, I'm a dirty funky college flunky dirty puppy bastard... xD

What is the best thing about your friends?
Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For
Like I said, procrastination... *rollseyes*

What is in store for this weekend?
Remy Zero - Save Me
Zzzzz..... Hopefully that will happen xD

What song describes you?
Switchfoot - Meant To Live
Yar, don't die yet Musli....

How is your life going?
Pink - Just Like A Pill
Bitter...

What song will they play at your funeral?
Fergie - Big Girls Dont Cry
No comments here....

How does the world see you?
Paramore - Misery Business
Really meh? ;_;

Will you have a happy life?
Fergie - Clumsy
A bit no link... Though I'll take happy over clumsy

What do your friends really think of you?
Pink - Who Knew
Haha...

Do people secretly lust after you?
Evanescence - My Immortal
Kekeke... n_n

How can I make myself happy?
Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Wakakaka xP

What should you do with your life?
Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
This quiz is getting evil...

Will you ever have children?
Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
Yup. Evil.

Haha. Think I'll do for my friends as well since I'm bored. xD
Forgive me if you're not included. I just randomly pick 14 from my phone.

Farhan
Mika - Big Girl (You Are Beautiful)
ROFLMAO!!! xD

Hasif
Creed - My Sacrifice
Hmmm?

Nawawi
Gigi - Nakal
***Translation: Naughty***
Rawr...

Linus
Linkin Park - What I've Done
No link... but i guess it could be based on what's going on with you...

Lizhi
Gnarls Barkly - Crazy
Lol. "OMG! I'm gonna be so fucking late..." xP

Joshua
Gwen Stefani - Cool
Really meh??

Alphonsus
Britney Spears - Hot As Ice
ROFL!!! So true....

Danial
T Mousse - Horny
Wakakaka....

Wei Guang
Kelly Clarkson - Never Again
Hmmm?

Kow
Groove Armada - Song 4 Mutya (Out Of Control)
Lol. Mad cow disease... xD

Weng Keong
Keane - Crystal Ball
Ask iRis =.=

Hanif
Madison Avenue - Don't Call Me Baby
Call you minimat!! =D

Wei Jian
Hinder - Better Than Me
Really meh?

Yogi
Don & Drew - Ramli Burger Rap
Teehee... a bit got link hur?

You are tagged.
.: Linus :.
.: TWG :.
.: Josh :.
.: Alphonzi :.
.: Kow :.

... 11:19 pm

26 November 2007

Gomenasai ;_;

... 11:11 pm

23 November 2007

[ Now Listening To: Alicia Keys - No One ]

This is so dumb. I left for Japan for one week and I'm already like a frog stuck under a rock. One stinking dumb shit ass week.

And the feeling you get when you ask someone what happened countless of times seems very awkward since you know you're the present blur-king.

A blur frock that has been information-less for a week and now he's trying to regain as much knowledge as possible to even know what's going on...

I left for one week and a whole shit load of work and gossip fall onto me. And now I'm trying my best to handle it all. My work load has just increased ten folds.

[ Now Listening To: Boys Like Girls - Hero / Heroine ]

SLC. Holiday homework. PSL stuff. Post-Japan stuff. Sea Camp. OBS... Haiz...

Sea Camp? Why do I know about this only know? And why does the one who discourages us from having a camp forces us to host a camp of which she said cannot be a 'fun' camp because the June Camp was already a 'fun' camp...

What shit is this?

And why am I knowing this know? Cuz things like this simply diffuses slowly to get to me in my ulu ulu location that I had to get my ass to school and passively absorb the info into my brain.

[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - Luxurious ]

And why does others know about this and I don't? Because they were in school. The school is obviously a centre disguised as the storage of information of which students have to deceive and connive in order to obtain said information...

Or they have friends....

But don't I have friends? Yar... I know that gossip amongst people, females especially, spreads like wildfire. And they had a week of bonding... Oh... I'm feeling so left out.

Bleh. Prof test. Bleh. SLC meetings. Bleh. Shooting Comp which they sucked a lot. Bleh. No duh. They can't handle the 100m range. Cuz their cute golden insignia of a marksmanship badge only proves that you're a 25m range pro, while my emptiness of a uniform proves that I can score a marksman for a virtual 100m range....

Screw this.

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - Hot ]

Why now of all time?

I feel so pissed. I don't wanna be blur anymore.

I mean, seriously, I don't even know what's going on with SLC. I missed the whole load of massive meetings. I haven't even attended one meeting and I'm so clueless abourrit. Which reminds me, SOMEONE FREAKING UPDATE ME ON IT...!!!

[ Now Listening To: McFly - The Heart Never Lies ]

I feel so different right now, and I don't like it. I feel like I have changed somehow...ever since I came back. And I dislike this change. I want things so revert back to where it was before. Where I'm up-to-date with certain things. Where I am free enough to help anyone who approaches me just because I have nothing to do. Where I have my sleeping time organized to the proper timing slots. Where I'm freaked out about someone just because he's always there and have to go all emo and deppressed abbourrit... >.<

[ Now Listening To: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel ]

Speaking of which. Since I have 'changed' and all, I find you to, apparently, have no life but to talk, talk, talk and talk about a certain love pentagon of hearts that happened yesterday at some competition and how it involves blind relationships, and flirtatious relationships. Making links and further exaggerating the situation makes you downgrade yourself to complete stupidity. You know what I think? Beneath your excessive crap load of a mouth, you're actually jealous... No matter how much you brag about your life, you're still jealous that you can't even compete. Under your nice and cute... and hot *gulps* exterior, you're simply envious.

[ Now Listening To: Fergie - Clumsy ]

But who am I to say? I just jumped to a conclusion just like that. But I know you to support my conclusions and though I may be wrong, I still find you to have no life.

And who am I to say that either? I just spent over 11 months dazzled by a certain someone whom I had just insulted and terajang-ed just now, to someone who I loved to whack and thrash my balls to. Hah. I have no life too... Hah. Hah...

[ Now Listening To: Shirlyn Tan - Window ]

HAH!!!

[ EDIT ]

[ Now Listening To: The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You ]

On the other side of the spectrum, I'm saved by my parents! They agreed that I could buy a PSP Slim with my Scholarship money of which I shall receive soon... I wub them...

There are perks to doing well in school. xD

[ EDIT ]

[ Now Listening To: The Great Spy Experiment - The Great Decay ]

I think that a certain someone knows who I'm talking about. Duh. You're involved in that funky-shaped relationship.....

OMG! I just sided you!! Bleh... I need a shower to wash this... sided-ness....

But still, I do hope that things will change again. Or in this case, re-change... Prelims and O-levels are around the corner and certain things need to be set straight before it's too late.

... 10:22 pm

22 November 2007
Narrative post comming soon. So I'm making a short entry whilst the narrative is in another browser. o.o

Anyways, I finally made my decision to save up for a PSP Slim. Cuz I pretty much spent almost all my $530 given for the Japan Trip on miscellaneious stuff *cough*cough* ... And so I have to save up for one... oh joy.

$260 is only I need. And if I were to save up $3 a day when school reopens, I would only need 3 months-ish to get one! =D Yup, I'm gonna fast for 3 months... oh joy ... x.o

Or I could work... hmmm =/ nah...it's kinda late to seek those low wage jobs during the holidays, when there's only one month left...

Yup. PSP Slim.

Not to forget modification costs, and also modification costs for my PS2! Haha. I got my PS2 for my birthday last year, and it's unmodified. o.o Damn... It's literally coverred in dust...

Oh well...

PLENTY OF STUFF TO DO NOW!!! OMG!! I just made a to-do list on my phone and it's 2 pages long!! x(

Bleh. Guess I'll post them here too so that I can remember... xD Haha...

-> Record more songs
-> Attendance book!!!
-> Holiday homework (Phy, Chem, A.Maths, E.Maths, Eng)
-> PSL Group Reflection thingy
-> Japan Trip Reflection Booklet
-> Blogging on Japan Trip
-> Project on Peace Park
-> Modify PS2
-> Reconvert Japanese Yen into S'pre Dollars
-> Save up for PSP
-> Unpack my luggage
-> Clear my computer memory space
-> Clean up my room

Hahahaz... xD

... 7:35 am

18 November 2007

Getting kinda dull here.
Oh wells.
Think I'll post narative-ish when I reach back at Singapore.
My Memory Card got corrupted after I accidentally dropped my camera.
My poor photos.
Had to buy another one. 1GB for 5000 Yen.
Spent more than 20K Yen already.
But most stuff here quite budget.
Nintendo Wii here cost SGD$300 when the one at S'pore cost $600++.
But sad, cannot modify to play pirated games.
Really tempted to buy a PSP here though.
Dad told me that I could spent all 40K Yen here.
So nice.
Lost so many viginities here.
A journey of self-discovery.
A journey of friendship recovery.
Tmr is the High Sch exchange.
Many looking forward to befriending High Sch girls.
Frankly, I don't care.
It's not like we can fuck them from first look.
It's just a talk.
We'll be joining them for English lesson.
Anyways, bought plenty of suveniors.
Think I'll give some to friends.
I bought one for Farhan, Hasif, Ahmad, Danial, Lizhi, Kow, Joshua.
Maybe I'll buy one for Phonzi and TWG. =)
Surprisingly, the stock on anime is quite low here.
Have not seen any Naruto and Bleach stuff.
Mostly Hello Kitty.
And espcially since it's the christmas season.
Haiz.
Be blogging soon.
My computer damn popular here. xD
But my comp damn lag.
2GB left of free memory space.
Haha.
Ooh! I bought a nice bracelet.
And plenty of chains for a good deal.
1 for 1500 Yen.
Buy 1, get 2 free.
Haha.


3D-ness!!!

... 11:37 pm

15 November 2007

Who knew pork could taste so good?


Lalala. Blogging from The B' Kobe in Kobe, Japan. Was about to blog yesterday in another hotel, but my computer battery was running low. And I don't have the adapter for the circuit plug thingys used here in Japan. Until I bought one just now for 286 Yen. =D

Speaking of shopping, I LOVE THE SHOPS HERE. Everywhere you go, there's a vending machine selling cigarettes, which costs 300 Yen per pack. xD Everywhere you go, casinos arcades are open for us to enjoy. Every shop sells lovely items called porn magazines and hentai mangas xD Every shop sells super cheap beers for consumption.

Love it here. xD

Oh ya. We stumbled upon a sex section in a mall here in Kobe. And Xuxuan used the free sample vibrator. xD Haha. Damn cock sia that guy.

Kk. Update on what happened each day soon. These horny bastards around me all steamed already. And I'm a nice guy. =3

... 9:38 pm

13 November 2007
Wow. Time flies by so fast. And it's almost time to fly to Japan. =/

Hmmm... oh well. I guess the most difficult part to prepare for this Japan trip is to exchange cash. I went to over 15 differentmoney changers before I could exchange $530 for 40000 Yen at Parkway Parade half an hour ago. *rollseyes* Oh wells.

Other than that, it's the packing. I'm still not done packing my stuff even though I have to be in the airport in another 3 hours. =/ And I still have time to blog... =P Haha. At least my luggage is now full. 18kg full. Mostly because I'm bringing some food there in case of the lack in any Halal food, which in Japan, is very scarce. Oh well.

Ooh. Gonna bring my laptop too. I just bought a wireless adapter. I think there's something wrong with the adapter built in the computer. >.< Haha...

Anyways, if I don't come back from this trip, you'll know that I'm worth $40000. =P Haha...

But still, I'm brimming with anticipation. I wonder what will await me when I exit the Airport at Japan. Sudden earthquakes? Flash floods? Who knows...

Hmmm... just found out that not only Episodes 10 and 11 of Avatar were hacked out of Nick, but apparently Episodes 12 to 20 as well! Wow. Those hackers must have been desperate to watch Avatar till the ending. =P Haha... These episodes are up on the internet to watch, but you'll have to pay... =/ Hacking needs some credit too you know...

Orh damn. Feeling homesick already. =P And I haven't even left. -.- Haha. Gonna miss you the most. Ton of photos of you in my phone won't do good. Not because I don't have the real thing, but because I can't bring my phone along during the trip. Hah. I'm sure my phone bill will skyrocket once I step into Japan. And I'll end up shot in the head by my dad's elephant gun. =/

But seriously, I'm missing you so...

... 7:22 pm

12 November 2007




// Avatar Book 3 Chapter 10 : Day Of Black Sun, Part 1 - The Invasion //






// Avatar Book 3 Chapter 11 : Day Of Black Sun, Part 2 - The Eclipse //


On the bright side, the next few episodes of Avatar came out. xD And oh man, they RAWK OUT LOUD!!! xD I thank the hackers who hacked these episodes out of Nick. So consider them illegal to watch because it is suppose to officially air on the 30th in the US.

... 9:35 pm




Eergh.. Today is the most jia lat day ever!! It's this kinds of things that makes me unappreciate my life. =(

[ Now Blasting To: Paramore - Misery Business ]

First it was that super difficult Arabic exam I had to sit for yesterday, and now this. Speaking of which, I think I lost 20 marks for the paper just like that because I didn't read up on one page of the textbook. -.-

Blah. Long grandmother story ahead. Don't say I didn't warn you....

>------- Loading Story... -------<


Today is supposed to be the OBS Breifing at HQ NCC. So I SMS-ed Hasif and Wei Yi too meet at Simei MRT at 2pm. But Wei Yi said that he's not going, and that Jackson is replacing him. So I SMS-ed Jackson the details.

Woke up today at 12. Showered and got ready by 1. As I was about to leave my house, Joshua SMS-ed me, saying that Ma'am told him that the OBS Form is due today. And since I just received the forms last week, during PSLTC, I had no time to complete the forms as I had to go for Medical Checkup.

I SMS-ed Ma'am for help. And she said go for the Medical Checkup first, then proceed to HQ NCC. Once I reach the MRT Station, Hasif called me, saying that he is at Boot Camp and Ma'am said that he do not need to go as long as he calls HQ NCC, which he did, saying that I'll be there to fill in for him. Damn. One guy down.

But nevertheless, I dropped off at Bedok instead of Simei, and SMS-ed Jackson to meet at Bedok instead. Went straight to Polyclinics and whilst waiting for over 50 patients to register, I tried to call Jackson, asking him to go ahead without me as it was already 2.30 then and I knew I was gonna be late.

Hah. Called him to find out that the number I had was no longer in use. >.< Seeked Farhan and Joshua's help for his number. And once I received his number, I called him, and asked him to go for the briefing. He replied that usual blur mosquito buzzes. -.- Anyways, he said okay.

Whilst waiting, I filled up the form, to an extend where I had to forge my dad's signature, SMS-ed him asking his NRIC no, and SMS-ed Weng Keong for the school's address. xD Thanks btw.

By 3, I entered the Consultation Room and asked for a Medical Check-up. And that banana fag of a doctor told me that Polyclinic doesn't do Medical Check-ups for OBS. >.< I maintained a moment of calmness, and left. She cancelled my consultation charges at that moment in time.

Then Jackson called me saying that he got something on and cancelled on me. x( KNN... Leave me alone to go there by myself. Hah. I told Ma'am about it and she said that Jackson is not going... xD

Went straight to a Private Doctor. But the bloody bus crawls to Bedok Reservoir. And even though Bedok Reservoir is close to Bedok Int, it took 20 minutes to get there! x(

Anyways, went to Dr. Balqis, which is this doctor I always went to before I found out about Polyclinics. Entered the place, and told the person at the counter I used to go there a long, long time ago. Haha. My Medical Records are still there and it dates back to before I was 6, when I was still living at Lucky Heights. xD Haha.

Waited a few minutes, then entered the doctor's room. Then the doctor told me that she knew my grandmother. -.- And then she asked me her name. Took me a while to answer cuz I don't call my grandmother on a first name basis. Anyways, then she started crapping about how she knew my family, my 3 sisters, my mom, my dad, and my grandma. -.- Finally, she started the check-up. After 10 minutes to check-up, I left the place leaving $20 behind at the counter. By then it was already 4.

Then I realised that I need a passport photo of myself on the form. And luckily, there was a photo shop (no pun there) nearby. Gah. The place wrinks of a dog model though. x( Anyways, spent 15 minutes there to get my passport photos, which is not bad really, even with my school uniform and long hair. xD Haha. And price-wise, not bad either. $9 for 8 photos. And when compared to the charge applied at ICA Building at Lavender, which is $5 for 4 photos, that place turns out to be cheaper.

Anyways, left the place and immediately flagged a cab. But then something from heaven descended onto my right shoe: Banana bird shit on me as I was about to enter the cab. Hah. After telling the cab driver to send me to HQ NCC, I requested a piece of tissue, which he kindly gave to me. =D Thanks!

Took a while to get there. Reached there at 4.30-ish. Another $10 wasted. >.< Hrmph. Went straight to the NCC Theaterette just to find those big ranked fellas sitted there like big bosses: The briefing ended already. -.- Sian. Called Ma'am with my CAMERA PHONE there and she told me just to submit my forms to the Sea Office. Went there, then Mdm Esther (I think?) said that someone from VS (Hasif) called them saying that I'll be there for the briefing, and that it was such a disappointment that I missed it for him.

KNN... -.-

Left the place with a big smile on my face because I finally let something out of my hair, even though I made a few, minor mistakes here and there. xD

Walked out to the Bus Depot there and took 70, in hopes of getting to Keypoint Building to buy a new mouse for my comp. I actually planned to do these things tmr. But since I was already out, might as well do them now. Halfway there, my dad called me, asking if I had exchanged the $500 he gave to me this morning to Japanese Yen. I said not yet. Soon, he called me again, saying that he's at Sultan Mosque and that the Money Changer nearby has an exchange rate of 1330. I said that I was on my way to Sultan Mosque area. And he replied, saying that he'll be waiting for me there, when I'm 30 minutes away from the place. -.-

Anyways, once 70 reach there, went straight to Keypoint Building and entered this shop called 'The House Of Mouse'. xD Haha. Freaky name. Bought the mouse and left for Sultan Mosque. Met my dad there and he said that the exchange rate dropped to 1325, which is a bad thing because I'll receive less Yen for the fixed amount of Singapore Dollars.

I requested to exchange money at Parkway and he sent me there with his car. But the stupid money changer at Parkway said that the exchange rate is 1320, which is even worse... >.< Decided to exchange tmr instead. Went to Scoopz though. =D Yay for Cookies N Cream!!

Went home afterwards. Dad gave me another $50 because I busted $50 just for OBS. -.-

>------- End Of Story -------<


[ Now Blasting To: Lost Prophets - Rooftops ]

Hah. The way my parents are forcing me to pack my bag and exchange money as soon as possible sounded as if they can't wait to send me away to Japan. xD Haha... But they're right though...

The Japan Trip is tmr night!!!


Damn. I'm so unprepared for it.... =(

Eergh.... thanks a lot to this wonderfully jia lat day. -.- Grrr...

And YOU! Screw your balls for pangsei-ing me. Not only that, you dao my SMSs too! Banana you.... And I blame Minjoot and Kwok for this stupid thing that made YOU so goddamn unavailable.

I thought Boot Camp was over. Guess I was wrong. They have to sit for some tests and the final Boot Camp debrief. -.- The more I think Boot Camp is eff-ed up. Seriously.

And I'm wondering why are YOU so interested in OBS anyways. Seriously, why are you so up for it. And if you're hyped up about it, why didn't you go today?! Stupid Boot Camp. It's not like you can't skip Boot Camp. And it's not like there's some big exam that is going on today... *twitches* ... *rollseyes*

Actually, after blogging abourrit, I wonder why am I doing all this anyways. I mean, I hate my CCA. I hate NCC. But why do I even bother doing all what I did just to please some people. =.= I'm not that up for OBS either, even though the RGS peeps said that it rocked out loud.

And why am I going either?

Gah!! Screw this. Screw all of you, ESPECIALLY YOU!!

... 7:39 pm

11 November 2007

My Sacrifice
by Creed



Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice.


You surprised me. A lot.

When the chips were down, you were up. And surprisingly, when I'm pressurised because of my hatred towards my CCA, you were there, as my saviour of light, my knight in shining armour, ... my hero. =)

It's unbelievably amazing, because I'd never thought you were THAT kind of person. That you prefer to slack rather than doing things right. That you chose to play PSP over doing work.

Thanks. I appreciate you a lot more now.

♥ ♥ hugs ♥ ♥


Took me while to press the 'publish' button... More than a day actually. =/ Embarrassed? A bit. But I'm really thankful. =)

... 7:35 pm

10 November 2007



Today stinks.

I'm really pissed off thanks to a certain CCA teacher who blatantly signed some of the Part Cs up for Flag Day when it's evident that we're already lacking in manpower. Not only that. News of the CCA Display was a teeny bit too late for comfort that everything has to be rushed.

Oh how stressful it was to be pressurised by everyone to make a stupid brochure which is not even completed yet thanks to this immense amount of stress that has been pounding me since last night. And thanks to that, I could barely wake up this morning.

I gave up on the brochure way long before that because I anticipated that it is not really needed. And I was right.

3 people down. 1 person at VELOCI-T. 1 person busy with a wedding. 2 people hopeless. And then there were 3.

Even though nothing much happened during the Open House itself because no one actually bothered to look at our booth, preparation was really rushed. And I'm actually glad that at least Farhan and Hasif helped out this morning before heading for their Flag Day to make the photo montage. Thanks guys. Hugs to ya both.

And yeah. Blame me. For simply being so lazy and giving up to make the brochure. For being too lazy to get my ass off from my bed and head to school before 8 or the least bit before Open House started.

Hah. Remind me to actually finish the brochure before Sec 1 Orientation. Another CCA Display. -.- Or is it during Sec 1 Registration? Either way, it is still waiting for me to complete and to be printed by Mid December.

But why am I really bothering. I know that deep down within me, I can't wait till I can step down from my CCA so that I can finally let go off all these stress. And even deeper, I can't wait till my CCA closes down. And it's really evident that it's gonna close down sooner or later. Just look at the evidence; more than 50% of the Sec 3s are in ESP/Boot Camp, juniors are slacking, disciplinary problems quite high, especially since Mr Chia knows some of our names and that the lone prefect in the CCA could do anything to help it.

And what about me? Shouldn't I help? Hah. As if. It's too late for that. Even my 9-point L1R5 couldn't save the CCA from impending doom. I'm the least bit bothered to help people who couldn't even realise that he is being helped. Playful and the least bit serious when it's time to be serious. We can only get serious when CLTs are frowning on our faces from above, or when it's too late.

I got a phrase for this. Blinded by the PSP. And it's true.

Yes, I appreciated them, or at least a few of them, for actually bothering to help. Unlike the rest, who just sit on their stupid asses in front of the computer screen defending the ancients.

So c'mon. Close down already ya stupid shit.

[ EDIT ]

After drowning myself in my reflection toilet for an hour, I just realised something; I may have been too harsh. But then again, whatever I blurted out above is my thoughts and what I felt towards a part of my life. And nothing can change that. Nothing.

I just found out that Prof Test is on the 15th of November. And guess where I will be? In banana Japan. I'll be blissfully wasting my time learning how did Japan recover to such an advance technological state after their devastating experience in World War II.

Hah. Why should I care about Prof Test anymore. It's just for a stupid badge, which is merely an upgrade from my Silver Proficieny Test. And why bother collecting more badges when we'll be stepping down somewhere in March or April, which will be the last time we'll be wearing those badges, or even the No. 3 uniform. What will be left is just memories tucked away within all these things. Horrid memories.

But I digress. There's no point collecting things when you know things are gonna be over soon. Like when you know you're about to die and you have climbed up Mount Everest, there's nothing else great enough for you to do. So why not just sit back and relax, and reflect on your 69 years of life.

The test also adds on unneccessary stress and worries. You'll be required to learn about these stupid things of which have no use in your future life, unless you become a Seaman, which I'll never plan on being one, ever, never. What does a Port Lateral Marker do? What's the meaning of Abreast? When is the First Dog watch? All these useless information not required to be memorised, simply wastes your brain capacity. And trust me, nowadays, the brain capacity is full whenever someone is 1.

The test is for promotion you say? Well, I'll simply reply, What Promotion? I already wasted 3 days of my life in Senior Spec Course to earn my Staff Sergeant rank. And there's no possible way for me to be promoted to Master Sergeant because that rank is reserved for the USM and ASM. So why should I bother doing the test of which gives me no promotion, and a 20% chance of getting a new badge upgrade.

I don't see the point in CCAs anyway. They're just there merely to cut 2 points off from your L1R5 so that you can enter a JC or Poly of your preferred choice. You can say that CCAs are meant to bond people together. But aren't there other ways to bond people? Like Class activities, MT class, after school activities, etc. You can also say that CCAs can build up on your leadership capabilities. But this is only done is VS. Think about other schools, or simply think about certain Sport CCAs in VS, or even some of the Clubs & Societies.

Not pointing any fingers, but some of these CCAs hardly have any hints of moulding the leadership potentials within someone. Think about it. Some of these CCAs even have disrespect between juniors and seniors. Seniors getting bullied by juniors. Juniors stepping over seniors' heads. Do you call this moulding leadership?

I for one think that CCAs are a waste of time. What you need is just the drive to excel academically and in your characteristics. One way to mould this is CCAs, but there are other ways. Better ways.

CCAs have known to be the cause of stress in many. And stress in inevitable in plenty of things. So why bother adding on to the burden?

Think about it.

I'd rather just have simple Student Organisations and normal after school activities with your peers.

Creep
by Radiohead



When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so fuckin special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.

I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.

Shes running out again,
Shes running out
Shes run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special...

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont belong here.

... 2:21 pm

09 November 2007

Nov 8, 2007
Now you can surf the Net on a bus
From Friday, a free high-speed mobile broadband service will be available on 12 bus routes, with more to come

By Stephanie Gwee



Telecom company Nokia has installed the high-speed mobile broadband service, known as High-Speed Downlink Packet Access (HSDPA), to allow commuters to surf the Web for free on 12 popular bus routes that criss-cross the island. -- PHOTO: NOKIA

BUS commuters will be able to while their time away on bus rides by checking movie timings, replying to e-mail messages or watching YouTube clips.

Starting on Friday, they can surf the Web for free on 12 popular bus routes that criss-cross the island.

The SBS buses ply the routes which carry commuters to and from Ang Mo Ko, Toa Payoh, Bukit Timah, Orchard Road and Jurong.

Commuters can use their laptops or mobile phones which can tap wirelessly into the Internet.

Telecom company Nokia has installed the high-speed mobile broadband service, known as High-Speed Downlink Packet Access (HSDPA), to allow for this free surfing.

Ang Mo Kio and Toa Payoh Bus interchanges will also offer this new wireless access by the end of next week, with Nokia promising that it will extend the wireless service to more bus routes and interchanges next year.

The service links users to the Internet once they switch on the Wi-Fi function of their mobile devices, regardless of brand and telco service provider.

This initiative, said the Nokia spokesman, was largely inspired by the Government's effort to improve wireless coverage of the country through the Wireless@SG drive.

Launched last December, Wireless@SG already covers most shopping malls and cafes in Singapore, with 7,200 Wi-Fi hotspots found nationwide.

As of July, about 520,000 people have signed up for Wireless@SG.

A test conducted by The Straits Times assessed the user-friendliness and effectiveness of logging online on these buses. Bus numbers 88, 147 and 143 were tested.

Once online, we checked our e-mail, streamed music from online radio stations and watched a video on YouTube. All activities could be done easily on buses 88 and 147.

However, we were unable to connect to the Internet on the 143 service.

Copyright © 2007 Singapore Press Holdings.

... 9:11 pm

Sianzzz... Finally got time to blog.

Everything happened so fast. Too fast actually and to be honest, I really feel damn sian to blog anymore, probably because there's this massive amount of thoughts in my brain needed to be squeezed out and juiced in words and typed out neatly in Blogger.

[ Now Listening To: Bowling For Soup - 1985 ]

Haiz. But since I finally have time to blog, I don't know where to begin. xP It's over two weeks of thoughts I want to regurgitate into words, but I fear part of it has vaporised into nothingness. =(

EMD. PSLTC preparations. Japan Trip preparations. Boot Camp. PSLTC itself. All these tucked away in my brain, simply waiting to be leaked out on Blogger. Oh joy...

I especially wanted to make a post dedicated for Boot Camp. But it's already over so there's no point in making one. I personally do not find the point in Boot Camp though. It's merely a gathering of the stupid people who refuses to pay attention in class and study for the exams. And it's even stupid of Mdm Kwok to FORCE them to go for the camp, which is not really a camp because they only slept overnight once during the stretch of two weeks. Paying $120 for food and a hike up Bukit Timah sounds pretty much stupid. Even inviting parents over for family bonding activities and counselling is pretty troublesome. -.- Oh well. Another brilliant idea by our darling Island.

[ Now Listening To: Alicia Keys - No One ]

Aww damn, my mouse is spoilt... >.< And I hate the laptop keypad. I think my mouse got spoilt after withstanding immense pressure in my camp bag during the stretch of PSLTC... Haiz...

Yea, I brought my mouse and my laptop to camp. But only the laptop and charger was used. Heh. But I didn't actually 'use' the laptop at all. Muhsin was using it to play Runescape. xD Oh wells.

Friends at VELOCI-T now. Wish them all the best during the 5 days 4 night torture, not under the Black Shirts, but under Mr Siow and the Green Shirts. x( Not gonna go all-Linus about it, but yeah, I agree with him on that matter, even after he actually brought the matter up to Mr Low. Nevertheless, all the best. =) And have fun at the toilets in Mawai, which is literally a bucket of dung. Haha. Thoughts of the applicants' reactions are vivid in my mind. ^^ Mwahaha.

[ Now Listening To: My Chemical Romance - Ghost Of You ]

Ah wells. PSLTC was uber-fun. But now that it's over, think I'm facing the PSLTC blues. Like I said, everything happened so fast. I thought just yesterday, me and Linus were sleeping over in the PSB Room, but now it's over. And the next item on the list is VS Open House.

Frankly, I'm NOT looking forward to the Open House, nor am I looking forward to go to the Japan Trip any more. =( Nawawi asked me to do 4 things for the Open House: Banner, Brochure, PowerPoint, and Display Boards. And when did he ask me to do them? Right smack in the middle of PSLTC... A bit last minute, no? Why me? Is it because the rest have Boot Camp, which I doubt because Boot Camp finishes a day earlier than PSLTC!!

Haiz. Don't ask me why I'm not up for the Japan Trip any more. I have just lost my desire to visit Japan, partly because of the expensiveness, if that is even a word, there.

[ Now Listening To: Feist - 1,2,3,4 ]

Think I'll cut out the EMD part. It was a success indeed, and the response was overwhelming, when you actually take into account that standards were pretty low. Still, glad I was part of it and could help in any means possible. =D

A bit last week, huh? Oh wells. Better late than ever.

[ Now Listening To: Fergie - Clumsy ]

PSLTC was even a greater success. And I am indeed VERY VERY PROUD of this batch of PSLs. I think they DO deserve their Red Shirts. Even though there were some cock-ups and unnecessary remarks made, they we, including the PSFs, has made the camp a success. I really wish I could hug and thank every one of you. It has been a tiring outcome, yet it was a desirable one. ^^ Cheers.

Cheers to Glen for being thrown into the pond twice too. xD Haha. Cheers to my Thunder Beta; Bing Yu, Yun Han, Farhan, Shao Wei, and Ernest. Cheers to the PSFs. Cheers to the SLs who joined in. Cheers to PSB ExCo. Cheers for PSLTC!! =D

I wish I could type out every single fun stuff we did during PSLTC, including the 97 Green Bottles we did, but I don't have time. =( I have some stuff to settle before the Open House. But still, I enjoyed the Urban Orienteering. Being dragged here and there by juniors even though I know how to get there myself. xD Haha. Waterbombs was fun, especially when we can bomb them when they are in fall-in position. xD Cheering, Where's Waldo, Nightwalk, Mocca Guy jokes, Joshua's PSP =3, all of which, I enjoyed. Thanks guys!

[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending ]

Haha. Guess I'll selit some photos here.


Taken during Peer Leader Interviews. Lizhi was bored. xD


Taken when shopping for PSLTC logistics. Disney shall never be the same again...


Baby sedang bergayut... =P


*smirks*


Farhan kept the ball rolling... xP

To those two jokers, I got a photo for them!


Taken at Turf City. HAHA!!! xD

Damn. I have no idea what to do for the Powerpoint show. =( I think I'll just use the slideshow Nawawi used last year and use the display boards in the Sea Room which we have yet to piece together again thanks to some idiots who played soccer in there and thrashed EVERYTHING, just like my Art Project. Guess that leaves me to do the brochure. But even if I make one now, when to print?! Ergh... Nawawi is uncontactable because he's now at VELOCI-T. >.<

[ Now Listening To: Aly & Aj - Potential Breakup Song ]

Hah. Today was pretty much fruitless. Joshua called for a meeting at 10 today. But he conveniently overslept and decided that we can handle this on our own. >.< He asked the Part As and Part Bs to come to. But the enthu Part Bs are at VELOCI-T and the non-enthu ones are, like their name, not enthu and didn't come. Which is okay and all, because we sent the Part As back home at 11 without anything done. Even by 1, nothing was done. We just cleaned up the Sea Room a bit and that's it. =.= Hah. I should have thrown Farhan's PSP halfway across the room.... *smirks*

Joshua, thanks a lot man. Everyone forgot about the briefing at 10 at the foyer, and we completely missed it. Thanks so much for pangsei-ing us. -.-

And Friday Prayers today was surprisingly FAST! Missed it because it ended at 1.20. -.-

[ Now Listening To: Paramore - Misery Business (Acoustic) ]

Oh wells. Better get started on the brochure then. Shit. I just realised I have yet to pack for the Japan Trip, and withdraw $600 which is to be converted to Japanese Yen so that I can buy magnas there =3 Yay! Oh ya. I have to do some background research on Hiroshima Peace Park and Museum too before I leave. And not to forget memorising some basic Japanese before I leave.

And speaking of language, I have an Arabic exam this Sunday during Madrasah. =( Damn. And together with Japanese, that's gonna be HARD to absorb. I hate knowing so many languages. x(

[ Now Listening To: The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You ]

Oh ya. And I'm completely and utterly broke. $10 at Swensens with Linus and various other food consumed with others is really a heavy-hitter. Who knew I would waste all my Hari Raya Collection on food. -.- Aw damn.

HAHA. I just realised I need to do another thing; to sew my Staff Sergeant rank before tmr. x( Banana.

[ Now Listening To: Green Day - Time Of Your Life ]

Anyone wants anything for me to buy at Japan, tell me, and give me the money first... ^^





What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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You scored as Art

You should be an Art major! How bohemian!


Art


100%

Journalism


92%

Engineering


83%

Chemistry


83%

Dance


83%

Psychology


83%

Theater


75%

Anthropology


75%

Philosophy


75%

Mathematics


67%

English


67%

Sociology


67%

Linguistics


58%

Biology


58%


[ Now Listening To: Eve 6 - Here's To The Night ]

... 4:23 pm

03 November 2007

Taken by NTU babydevil.

Aint this picture cool?!
And the coolest part of it, is that all of them are of the same service at NTU.

... 12:51 am

02 November 2007



"EMD was a success!!"

... 11:10 am

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