Errgghh... another fucked up day. Ended up being pissed over teh smallest of matters. >.<
Things went out of the ordinary since before school. Woke up super earlier than usual. Reached school earlier. And even did relatively well for my SS paper.
Why? Because I had my cup of Freezy before school... =P
But things began to change after the English paper. Screwed it up obviously. But I was too indifferent so I couldn't care less.
Bio, the usual with Leow's crap talk. Recess. Then E.Math. Surprisingly, I stayed awake throughout the whole lesson and even Ms Tay was surprised that I didn't fall asleep. =.=" Then SS period. Leo had to go for soccer so free period.
Then training afterwards. Usual crap.
But lets just say that certain things that occurred during training pisses me off....
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Pink - U + Ur Hand
I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it begins Keep your drink just give me the money Just you and your hand tonight
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Actually wanted to post this earlier in the evening. But the sheer thought of it pisses me off even more... >.<
I don't want to be like Linus who'd made that long emo essay on something that occurred last Friday. No. I want it to be short and sweet. But unfortunately, the causes of this certain 'thing' are simply too much....
I'll put it as that... still pissed. Why? Because of the feedback given.
Which idiots actually grades superior people with low-life scums? Are they too blind to see the truth? Or simply too young and immature to know what's right and what's wrong.
They actually call me blur... and what I feel is that I was just downgraded to the simplest mediocre form of stupidity. It's whatever I had done and they say I'm blur? Pfft.
Blinded.
Or are they simply afraid? And conceal their true feelings with lies.
I'm not afraid to tell the truth. Farhan, you're fat. There, I'd said something truthful. And it's NOT hard to say, or write.
Afraid I will pump you? Guess what. I'm still a pumping virgin. Sounds wrong, but yeah... xD I have yet to pump my juniors. And based on the feedback given, I might as well stay as a virgin. Why? Cuz I simply couldn't be bothered about them anymore.
Seriously, who would downgrade me into pork chop? As if I'm really that appetizing...
All of the feedback the same - I'm knowledgable. Yeah, right. That I can accept but the bad points are simply demoralising.
Someone actually wrote a bad point of me as, : EMO! OMGROFL! Being emo is actually a bad point?! It's just a personality. Like having an alternate ego... *coughs*, it's a personality.
In fact, I don't get these kinds of feedback. If they think they want things to be ran the way THEY wanted, there simply would not be any order. Not saying that there's NO order to begin with, but, yeah...
I may pity Nawawi cuz his feedback were VERY bad. But it's kinda known already. It was the sheer fact that EVERYONE was downgraded by a certain SOMEONE that surpasses everyone's surprise...
>.<
Simply annoyed and pissed off.
Not only the feedbacks. What SOME people had done today also annoyed me. Injuries are so damn easy to get nowadays. Why? Cuz guys are simply too assertive and aggresive... *pokes English CA* And WTH? Whack here whack there. As if we got nine lives to spare...
Sprained my left ankle somehow... >.< Right after I thought my right ankle was finally recovered... Grrr...
But I know, having thwacked by balls on your face and your fractured arm, is a completely different feeling. I wouldn't hold back on retaliating either...
And guess what? Some people actually forgets major events...
Foolish. That's what I say.
No point elaborating.
Just feel that my CCA is seriously fucked up la. I can confirm that after December I'll straight away forget about my CCA and focus on my studies. Seriously, with all these jazz, I wouldn't be surprise if I quit right now.
Doesn't mean that I'll be going for Senior Spec and possibly getting a Staff Sergeant rank means that I'll be more 'into' my CCA.
Maybe I will. But somethings just made me think otherwise.
I admit it. My greatest weakness is that I'm seriously easily subjected by Peer Pressure. Yes, even though I'm a Peer Leader...
There are reasons why I ended up going things against my will...
Because of this, I overheard PLENTY of random infomation that will indirectly affect me. And somehow or rather, I'll worry abbourrit so much until late at night until I suffer from lack of sleep until I have to pon English just to recover my sleep.
>.<
Stupid fat ass bitches.
I simply don't know who to be angry at right now. Just feel so deprived on something stupid right now, and that makes me feel that I'm stupid. But I'm NOT.
Every human being is blessed with intelligence. That's what separates us from stupid animals, like these stupid Mats at my void deck right now with their motorbikes... >.<
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