Story of my life, Searching for the right, But it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul, Because it seems like one, Really loves my company.
He's more than a man, And this is more than love, The reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in, Because I'm gone again, And to him I just can't be true.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, And it kills him inside, To know that I am happy, With some other guy. I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... A murderer.
I feel it in the air, As I'm doing my hair, Preparing for another date. A kiss upon my cheek, As he reluctantly, Asks if im gonna be out late. I say I won't be long, Just hanging with the girls, A lie i didn't have to tell. Because we both know,
Where I'm about to go, And we know it very well.
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, And it kills him inside, To know that I am happy, With some other guy. I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... A murderer.
Our love, His trust, I might as well take a gun and put it to his head, Get it over with. I don't wanna do this, Anymore,ooooooh,anymore.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, And everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... a murderer.
Oooh. A murderer. No,no,no. Yeah,yeah,yeah.
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Dedicated to a certain someone in my life. =)
I'm really glad that I met you in my life, that I am blessed with this wonderful opportunity to actually have known you.
And I'm really sorry to what has been happening to your life currently. Even though OTHERS were the cause of the problems, I'm truely bluely sorry.
You have been there whenever I'm in need. You have been there to guide me through whenever I'm down, depressed, lonely. And I'm taking this opportunity to officially thank you for your kind doings. =)
Maybe it's because I haven't met you enough these past couple of days, that's why I'm feeling really down... =(
But whenever, I feel down and depressed, I think of you. And thinking of you, makes me feel so lonely that you're not by my side - to comfort me, to cheer me up.
That's what you always do. You always manage to capture a smile on my face. No matter how emo I feel, you have the power to comfort me enough to smile to the world.
What you do is special to me. You entertain me. You humour me. Even though you still crack bastard jokes, you still can make me feel....happy. Really happy.
Even thinking of you know makes me lonely. I feel like I want you to be close to me forever. And ever. And ever. And ever. Till we die, and we will have our graves side by side. =) That will be really sweet...
Even right now, I'm feeling down and piss-ful by the events that occurred this weekend + monday + today. And I need you to aid me. But you're not here. My busy-ness caused me to be unable to meet you, or even see you, for a long period of time... That is something I hope will not last long...
Still, everyone has their bad sides. Even you. You tend to bastard OTHERS too much. You tend to hurt OTHERS and yourself easily. You tend to pang-sei people a lot. You tend to be very playful, too playful in fact, and you tend to be very vengeful and very mad at times. And often, you yourself are emo, tired, depressed and feeling very sianzz. And I blame you for being my inspirational source of being emo.
Yet, I'm still glad, and amazed that despite that you yourself are an emo inspiration, in your weird and twisted way, you can make someone like me, to smile, to cheer up, to be happy, and glad.
Thank you, my Dier. =)
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'On The Side of Me' By Corrinne May
I'm not the easiest person to love I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things I've done in my life The skeletons in my closet Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Blessed Charity You're on the side of me on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go I remember when nobody cared but you
I'm not the easiest person to love But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me What a mystery You're on the side of me on the side of me
Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared Nobody cared But you...
Yeah you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
... 8:13 pm
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