Another day. And I'm no less feeling better than I was last weekend... and I'm feeling a bit guilty too because I'm also affecting other people around me...
Apparenlty, found out was ill last week with the sore eyes + flu etc. And I have a feeling that it led to me feeling this way...
Haiz...
Fuck this.
Anyways, this is seriously affecting me because the stress caused by these emotions is decreasing my attention span in class, and is seriously taking up a lot of my time to mend. >.< Errgh... I'll grow mad if I screw up my EOY.
No offence, but even though I don't mug for exams, this is really stressful... yup, I DON'T mug...not for my SA1, not for last year's exams... and surprisingly I can still do well =0 ... never mind....
But I reliase that if I don't buck up on certain subjects like History, Social Studies, Physics, Higher Art etc., I'm screwed!!
Eurgh!
Tuned in to 987 after school today. Raven's Infohound Hour Topic: Depression, does it really exist? o.o Was stunned for a while, but I found the replies more or less quite meaningful. The final results is that depression most of the time DOES exist especially to people who are facing challenges in their life which they are not able to handle. But sometimes it DOESN'T exist because some people merely use it as a form of attension seeking, that they simply want the pity and attraction of people.
Anyways, recieved my Drawing & Painting paper yesterday during AEP. Got my idea for a performance art piece approved too by the way... =3 Anyways, the 3h paper we are suppose to sit for on the 18th has been given out. The themes for the paper is surprisingly literal! Even though, it can still be figurative, yet it still has to be understandable... =.="
Themes are:- ~ Sacred Site ~ Spiral Structures ~ Pots And Pans ~ Freedom ~ Suspended ~ Relaxation
Meh... first look at sacred site, and I thought of Zion... =.=" Hehe... =P
Speaking of which, can't believe that Ian Tan guy from 3C actually ponned school for 10 days straight without getting caught. That's seriously ridiculous. If you wanna pon school, the smart thing to do is to pon not that regularly. Maybe 2 or 3 days will do. But 10 day straight is simply asking for it....
With all that truancy problem, I DIDN'T DARE to pon English today. >.< And I guess I made a right choice because Fox really took time to account for the number of students present... =.=" Phew...
Had to rot in there doing some Formal Letter to Mr Low against the Holiday Study Programme, where we have to rot in school during the holidays... >.<
PE after that was REALLY thirstyfying! >.< Had to play badminton in that super hot, poor-ventilated hall and that can really dry up your oesophagus... >.<
But I was strong. I endured the thirst for another 9 hours... xD
Physics. Blahs. Then E. Maths A. Maths, where Ernie took permission for Kara Tay to take over her periods to do the Trigo Graphs. Which is fine and all because we finished the E.Maths syllabus 2 weeks ago... =.="
Nyah... Went back home with Walter. Slept. Then woke up for breakfast when I gobbled up a whole jug of cold plain water. It was really thirst quenching. =3
Ah wells. Homework time. Ciaos...
... 7:40 pm
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