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17 September 2007

Haha... making a quick reflection post before I head to the mosque for Terawih.

[ Now Listening To: Nickleback - Rockstar ]

Haiz... sleep hase never been so evil to me. Lately, it has only caused me troubles. >.<

At first it was that whole "oh no! he's haunting me in my sleeps again" ordeal, which I'm glad that is over - for now...

Recall during SSC that I got cramps on my right thigh at night because I was shivering all night. After which, I was partially paralyzed and I couldn't walk properly. But after a while, I felt better. Until last week's PE lesson, where, after that tiresome period, my leg started aching again. And during my long walk back home from the bus-stop, my right thigh cramped up again at the cost of 'cracking' my right knee... >.< Grr...

Still hurts up till now. That's why I'm wearing a knee guard, which is really annoying and really constricting you of your movements...

Haiz... then today. Slept after school in the PSB room. Overshot my sleep till 6.30. Supposed to be home by then to break fast which my family... >.< And the sad thing is that no one woke me up...

[ Now Listening To: Elliot Yamin - Wait For You ]

Last term, I thought it was okay and fine with all the sleep in class and all that stuff. But now, during fasting month, where your energy span will decline in the afternoon, you'll tend to be more tired than usual.

And if you think I was THAT tired last term, how do you think I feel now?

Note that now I am forced to stay awake in class by the teachers. Because apparently, I was caught numerous times sleeping in class... >.<

And being me, I have been trying my best to stay awake and stuff. But most of the time, I just end up stoning there for periods with my eyes nearly shut and with my ears completely blocked.

Might as well sleep. But nooo... some people me threaten me otherwise...

I'm sick of this.

Because of my lack of sleep in class, the first thing after I reach home is to land myself on my bed and in a few seconds I will fall asleep. Too tired. Too lethargic...

This in turn causes more problem, such as, incomplete homework, inability to study, inability to blog etc.

Haiz.... =(

[ Now Listening To: Jonas Brothers - S.O.S. ]

I mean, there's no wrong in sleeping in class, right? Even if I stone there with my eyes open, my ears will be shut and my attention span will grow thinner. Might as well sleep because I won't be paying attention anyways! >.<

Look at how tired people can be just from school!

Maran is right. We deserve occasional rest breaks during class. He allocated some time for us to sleep last year during English. But why not this year? The only teacher who gave us breaks is Ernie. =) I heart kind hearted teachers...

I miss those times during kindergarten when we have nap time. Nap time seemed so valueless at that time, but now, nap time is the most precious thing to me. And I miss it lots.

Zzzz....

[ Now Listening To: Mika - Big Girl (You Are Beautiful) ]

Annoyance of sleep.... =.="

Anyways, a short review of my Sunday. Woke up super late for my madrasah. Rushed there, to find out that they threw away curriculum time this week and gave a 3 hour lecture on fasting. =D Which makes sense, considering we are LIVING with the fasting month right now.

Learnt quite a few new things there. Apparently, you'll brake your fast if you masturbate as well. =.=" Haha...

Then reached home. Slept some more. Then went to Joo Chiat Complex with my family to buy new clothes. Lol. The theme changed from green to black, just because the nice greens are already sold out.

Yup, sold out on the first week of fasting month... *rollseyes* ....

Bought myself new shoes as well. Make it budget shoes. But like my mom said, "Never mind budget...once worn out, can buy new one.." ^^ Heehee...

My baju kurung will be bought next week after the next shipment arrives. ^^ It 's really nice and comfortable as well. Can't wait to wear it.... $110 of glamour... =0 It seriously looks like a bride and groom outfit... xP

Anyways, have yet to check out Geylang Bazaar. Should have some interesting stuff there as well. And I want to buy a new wallet there too... Hehe... But bazaar should only be visited at night, where it is cool and when you can EAT and DRINK. xD

[ Now Listening To: 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me) ]

Then today, prize presentation at school. Everything was inpromto as Bobo forgot to bring the script so he had to make a completely new one in the bus. -.=" But it turned out alright I guess... got praised by Maran and all.. =3

But the annoying part was that my classmates thought I was under the 'Chess Club' category... =.=" Hehe... Nation Chess Club (NCC)...

Then PAL period was used to watch some basketball movie, which involes racism between the Blacks and the Whites. Was doing my E. Maths and listening to my iRiver the whole time because Wong Wai Lit left the class after playing the movie. Lol, then the computer got locked and it took a while to be able to call him at the Chem Lab... =P Haha...

Bio. Went through some homeostasis stuff. Then recess. Spent it in 3C classroom. Don't know why Kar Hoe don't wanna leave 3D open when practically other classes are leaving their classrooms open during recess for the Muslim boys...

Oh ya! I remember last year that Maran actually allow the Muslim boys to stay in class during recess. Then during Chia's rounds, he was chasing out all the non-Muslim staying in class.. =P Haha...

Then E. Maths. Did some Anglican High Paper. And it's surprisingly SUPER EASY to do... =0 I'd be happy if these kind of papers come out during the SA... heh..

History. Did some SBQ questions from TKSS. Got L1 for inference question and L2 for comparison. >.< OMG! I NEED to BUCK UP on my history... L1 for inference is considered BAD!!! L1 means that you can't even understand the source to extract inferences based on the sources...

Haiz....

[ Now Listening To: Eve feat. Sean Paul - Give It To You ]

PSB meeting after school. Apparently PSB is more much more independant than JL. So we're now having separate nominations and interviews. Also nomination for PSB is now done by Form Teachers instead of CCA teachers, whilst nomination for JL remained with the CCA teachers... =/

Dunno whether it is a good thing or not.

Then discussed on more PSLTC stuff, which simply means, more DEADLINES... >.< Rush hours, even after SA2....even with the Malay O-level paper... Haiz...

[ Now Listening To: The Click Five - Jenny ]

After the meeting, slacked in the PSB room. Slept. Woke up late and rushed back home.... My neck hurts from my bad sleeping position today... >.<

And oddly, I felt blinded after I woke up. It's was as if I completely missed out on many glorious things which occurred when I was away... =/ Feels weird, awkward, and uncomfortable... =(

Haiz... oh wells....

But nevertheless, I'm glad that my sister bought me some dengdeng from the Woodlands Bazaar opposite her school. ^^ Yay! So delicious...

[ Now Listening To: Timbaland feat. One Republic - Apologize ]

Haha...

Well. I'm off to the mosque...

... 8:06 pm