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25 September 2007
Eergh. Seriously, I'm feeling f-ing moody right now. >.< And I've been feeling this way since last week.

No mood to blog about what happened last week any more. In fact, I couldn't remember much on what happened especially since my brain is already cramped up with 9 subjects worth of information... >.<

No matter how much I think about it, it hurts me to even bear the thought. Shan't elaborate further. But because of this, my brain has been sending out pulses for me to shut down. Feel like fainting every now and then. >.<

Somehow, doing this (not blogging abourrit) feels uneasy for me. Mainly because, I haven't opened up my emotions yet, nor did I let out any of my frustrations to break free from is pissing and annoying emotion I am forced to bear with.

It is said that you are to avoid feeling moody, emo, angry, pissed off, cry or any sorts of unnecessary emotions while you fast. Because it will simply diverge you from the main point of fasting and will lead you to certain bad situations, where your fast may be broken.

Nevertheless, I can't help feeling this way. >.<

Even though I felt I was in a good mood this morning, it was stomped upon, kicked thirty-seven times, and flushed down the drain to suicidal.

Gah!

Shall end of this entry with a song...

Can't Let Go
By Landon Pigg

Well youre the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we just defied destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Well I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldnt understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didnt die we just
Never had a chance to grow.


I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.

I cant let go
I cant move on from the past.
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.

And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past.

... 7:25 pm

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