[ Now Listening To: Alicia Keys - No One ]This is so dumb. I left for Japan for one week and I'm already like a frog stuck under a rock. One stinking dumb shit ass week.
And the feeling you get when you ask someone what happened countless of times seems very awkward since you know you're the present blur-king.
A blur frock that has been information-less for a week and now he's trying to regain as much knowledge as possible to even know what's going on...
I left for one week and a whole shit load of work and gossip fall onto me. And now I'm trying my best to handle it all. My work load has just increased ten folds.
[ Now Listening To: Boys Like Girls - Hero / Heroine ]SLC. Holiday homework. PSL stuff. Post-Japan stuff. Sea Camp. OBS... Haiz...
Sea Camp? Why do I know about this only know? And why does the one who discourages us from having a camp forces us to host a camp of which she said cannot be a 'fun' camp because the June Camp was already a 'fun' camp...
What shit is this?
And why am I knowing this know? Cuz things like this simply diffuses slowly to get to me in my ulu ulu location that I had to get my ass to school and passively absorb the info into my brain.
[ Now Listening To: Gwen Stefani - Luxurious ]And why does others know about this and I don't? Because they were in school. The school is obviously a centre disguised as the storage of information of which students have to deceive and connive in order to obtain said information...
Or they have friends....
But don't I have friends? Yar... I know that gossip amongst people, females especially, spreads like wildfire. And they had a week of bonding... Oh... I'm feeling so left out.
Bleh. Prof test. Bleh. SLC meetings. Bleh. Shooting Comp which they sucked a lot. Bleh. No duh. They can't handle the 100m range. Cuz their cute golden insignia of a marksmanship badge only proves that you're a 25m range pro, while my emptiness of a uniform proves that I can score a marksman for a virtual 100m range....
Screw this.
[ Now Listening To: Avril Lavigne - Hot ]Why now of all time?
I feel so pissed. I don't wanna be blur anymore.
I mean, seriously, I don't even know what's going on with SLC. I missed the whole load of massive meetings. I haven't even attended one meeting and I'm so clueless abourrit. Which reminds me,
SOMEONE FREAKING UPDATE ME ON IT...!!![ Now Listening To: McFly - The Heart Never Lies ]I feel so different right now, and I don't like it. I feel like I have changed somehow...ever since I came back. And I dislike this change. I want things so revert back to where it was before. Where I'm up-to-date with certain things. Where I am free enough to help anyone who approaches me just because I have nothing to do. Where I have my sleeping time organized to the proper timing slots. Where I'm freaked out about someone just because he's always there and have to go all emo and
deppressed abbourrit... >.<
[ Now Listening To: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel ]Speaking of which. Since I have 'changed' and all, I find
you to, apparently, have no life but to talk, talk, talk and talk about a certain love pentagon of hearts that happened yesterday at some competition and how it involves blind relationships, and flirtatious relationships. Making links and further exaggerating the situation makes you downgrade yourself to complete stupidity. You know what I think? Beneath your excessive crap load of a mouth, you're actually jealous... No matter how much you brag about your life, you're still jealous that you can't even compete. Under your nice and cute... and hot *gulps* exterior, you're simply envious.
[ Now Listening To: Fergie - Clumsy ]But who am I to say? I just jumped to a conclusion just like that. But I know
you to support my conclusions and though I may be wrong, I still find you to have no life.
And who am I to say that either? I just spent over 11 months dazzled by a certain someone whom I had just insulted and terajang-ed just now, to someone who I loved to whack and thrash my balls to. Hah. I have no life too... Hah. Hah...
[ Now Listening To: Shirlyn Tan - Window ]HAH!!![ EDIT ][ Now Listening To: The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You ]On the other side of the spectrum, I'm saved by my parents! They agreed that I could buy a PSP Slim with my Scholarship money of which I shall receive soon... I wub them...
There are perks to doing well in school. xD
[ EDIT ][ Now Listening To: The Great Spy Experiment - The Great Decay ]I think that a certain someone knows who I'm talking about. Duh. You're involved in that funky-shaped relationship.....
OMG! I just sided you!! Bleh... I need a shower to wash this... sided-ness....
But still, I do hope that things will change again. Or in this case, re-change... Prelims and O-levels are around the corner and certain things need to be set straight before it's too late.
... 10:22 pm
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