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08 April 2010
Lily Allen - Not Fair

it's not fair, and I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean, yes I think you're really mean
oh you're supposed to care, but you never make me scream
you never make me scream

oh it's not fair, and it's really not ok
it's really not ok, it's really not ok
oh you're supposed to care, but all you do is take
all you do is take


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sigh, im feeling really disappointed with myself right now. i dont really know where to begin.

i guess what happened during nats these past few days really reflect my life in jc right now. so many opportunities which i let go. likewise, there were so many opportunities to make it through, but i failed... miserably.

not to put the blame on anyone, but its such a damn freaking waste. all our races, training wasted.

i really should have called for a last burst earlier, because of that, we got hit by a freaking bad back wash that slowed us down a lot. cant believe i 'gave up' too soon. the back wash was a wake up call. tried to push on harder but it was wasted as the boat ended up turning and shaking because of the wash. FUCK!

it really is a waste. damn. my ideal vision of getting straight finals wasted because of stupid mistakes. 1k and 500m. both, wasted. i knew that if the door to straight finals was open, might as well embrace it for the semis would be fucking hard. i was right. yet the opportunity slipped past we got kicked out of semis for both events.

and i really feel that i have failed terribly. like i should have done something else, but its too late. and theres no chance of redemption...

gah! someone just hug me already......

i'm sorry for having failed you man.
... 1:55 pm

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